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2025-05 About UFO Enemy Unknown (Antonie)

For me the #1 goes to the original UFO: Enemy Unknown.

I think it’s a perfect game. I can’t imagine another game trying to do what it does surpassing it. It’s a practically perfect realisation of its premise. There’s a setting, a premise, goals, tools, options, freedom. It all works together. Everything you do in this game feels right and reasonable and compelling. Stakes are always high, goals are always clear, options are always open.

It’s easier to see this game as perfect because in addition to various attempts at successors, it also got a spiritual ā€˜remake’ which completely betrayed the spirit of the original and made plain in many ways why the original works and is timeless. There’s a perfect internal sense and harmony to how everything works in the original game which is completely betrayed by the remake. The original, despite being ancient, works on logic that feels perfectly sound and intuitive. It’s all ā€œof course I would do that, it makes sense toā€. Shoot things until they die. Bring as much stuff as humanly possible to conflicts to win. Playing the original X-Com well makes you do things which make sense. In all of my years of playing I’ve never found a true cheese tactic in X-Com. If something works it’s because it makes sense.

In contrast, in the remake once people worked out more efficient ways to play the game became completely gay because optimal play looks nothing like the cool operator experience the game is meant to be, because the game’s systems aren’t robust enough to enable ostensibly sensible ideas to work. Getting good at the original game is about honing an organic sense for how to carry out a smallish scale gunfight at a decent level of fidelity. We aren’t running a hard simulation of reality, but it feels like a simplified version of how such a scenario *ought to work*. Getting good at the remake is not about what ought to work, the game is very particular, rigid, and fussy about what does and does not work. It’s logic is very rigid, and very simple. It has VERY BIG BLIND SPOTS. Once discovered, playing the game well revolves entirely around these blind spots. And so it’s now hideously boring and an inharmonious experience. The original game is a lower fidelity simulation of a war against aliens. The new game is a war against game mechanics.

This is my idea of what really makes a game great. This harmony. Is everything about the game pulling towards the realisation of the same vision? You don’t have to dislike the vision, but is the work well realised? In my opinion no strategy game has realised this harmony better ever since. For strategy games if I’m not playing X-Com I’m probably playing modding X-Com. That’s the other amazing thing. The screenshot above is from a mod, ā€˜The X-Com Files’. The game’s wonderful balance of fidelity and accessibility makes it an outstanding platform for building other games. Over the years X-Com modding has progressed from fixing bugs in the original game to the creation of total conversion mods which play like entirely new successor games on the same foundation.

I have a few other favourite games, and I might write about them here in the future. A common theme is that they achieve my standard of realisation to a very high level as well. A tentative top 5 might be:

1: UFO: Enemy Unknown
2: Super Mario 64
3: Halo: Combat Evolved
4: Dead Rising
5: Pikmin


Regression of the Games Industry

Jan 17, 2022 at 11:25am

This can only be a result of encroaching self-awareness on the part of mediocre poseurs (trying to no longer call them artfaggots). The people who actually drive things forwards aren’t driven by this general sense of ā€œwe should be going forwardsā€. It’s what you do when you’re alive and full of life.

If we want to talk about particular games, AAA has undeniably gone backwards on the whole. Games are aiming to do less than they were 20 years ago. 20 years ago we were limited by the tools at our disposal. Now we’re limited by everything being run by faggots and retards (in the west anyway). Classic Bungie to 343 Industries the difference is night and day. Productively playful and laid back high IQ straight white males fucking around seeing what they could make computers do to an identityless rabble of button pushers with the shots being called by w*men and ā€œindustryā€ faggots who don’t have the heads for that brainy actually making the game stuff. 343 were recently lauded for opening up Halo and aiming bigger with Infinite, it’s a boring unambitious mess sets itself by being 343’s big redemption moment of not willfully repudiating everything that made halo fun anymore. I’ve read unconfirmed reports that pretty much every praised feature that suggests a shred of vision and understanding of the possibility of the original parts the game was reluctantly jammed in as good as possible before release due to the influence of the remaining powerful bungie oldfag (joe staten) and that without him it would have been pretty much devoid of merit.

The plan for Halo 2’s multiplayer was to create a living battlefield in which multiple players would compete on each side in campaign-like scenarios with NPCs and setpieces and complex objectives, it was going to be the halo campaign experience but cooperative effort against cooperative effort. But due to the constraints of tech and time they were forced to cut this and revert back to Halo CE’s party-game multiplayer but online. Look at the state of games today and this compromise move is STILL the standard in fps. The vision was there in 2003, do we lack the means now?

At best we have stuff like Battlefield, which has been static for about as long if not now sliding backwards. Squad and other sim-leaning games that are still games? Something I guess, but the lack of narrative and crafted spectacle has me thinking it’s still just a new theme for the deathmatch partygame. I do like the scope, but it’s a niche product and a niche production that just doesn’t feel like the game of the future to me. Child me playing Halo CE did not dream of a future playing ā€˜Squad’.

At some point games stopped driving into the future and we all feel it. And it’s absolutely not a question of grey men in suits who don’t love games. Japan is the land of grey men in suits and they’re the only ones doing anything interesting on an advanced level of production anymore. It’s not that the west won’t take financial risks. Presented on paper anybody would have told you that The Last of Us 2 was an abysmal idea that nobody would like, risks are being taken all the time, but the shots are called by HR roasties and neurotic poser kikes like Neil Druckman. In Japan the risks are taken by proven men of vision and aspiring favourites of the grey men.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZazEM8cgt0

Please come back grey men. Of course I consider Gamergate to be the true breaking point between grey men gaming industry and this religious totalitarian stranglehold we’re suffering under now.

More I’d like to say but I’ll cut myself off here.


2025-04: Star Earrings and Sam Browne belt

The military requires order, and an askew Sam Browne is sloppy.

August 9, 1919
Question: The crooked waist belt (Sam Browne) and star earrings.*

I have received many letters complaining about my negative comments in my last answer column regarding these two bygone Austrian traditions. First I will deal with my aversion to star earrings. During the war when I saw our soldiers with their captured ā€œStella d’Italiaā€, the five-pointed star worn by Italian soldiers, and when I saw our street riff raff wearing these as well I could not suppress the queasy feeling that at the same time in Rome and Palermo the Austrian Officers Star was adorning the headgear of the same gutter snipes there. While one tends to endure the national disgrace at home, it is an immense embarrassment abroad and therefore unbearable for me. What must the Italians think of our officers! These stars, that not even a trapeze artist, in a better vaudeville show would wear, this earring spirit, which at the utmost should be worn by female circus riders, who in their carriages make village after village unsafe – children take the wash of the clothes lines, the comedians are coming – this is an ornament that a man, no, a soldier, anyone who has stood over a fellow combatant, one who calls himself an officer, who has this symbol sewn onto his uniform would dare wear! No! A person, who does not feel as I do about this, has no feeling for manliness, no feeling for human dignity. By God, our officers should be thankful for the people’s guard patrols – even though they are illegal – that they do not go through life with an insignia that other nations would only accord to the pauvre saltimbanque.

In regard to the Sam Browne one can already see by the position of the leather belt, there where the bayonet is carried, three cultural spheres: the German, the Austrian and the other nations. The other nations, including the Turks and the Bulgarians, wore their Sam Browne’s horizontally, not askew. The military requires order, and an askew Sam Browne is sloppy. They were able to accomplish this by placing two hooks that were sewn into the side of the uniform jacket. The Germans, who also to a great extent value order, were able to attain this with two hooks as well, however, they did not look like hooks. They were intended to convey the appearance of buttons, sewn on in place of the two uppermost buttons, which in total numbered six and adorned the tails of the uniform jacket. An imitation therefore, do you understand? By this I mean the difference between an honest hook and one that does not want to admit to being a hook, but something else. Why? Well, because it is pretty. Do you now understand the difference between a Turk, Bulgarian, etc. and a German?

The Austrian does not use a hook or attempt to feign order with a fake button. He is a straightforward fellow and wears the Sam Browne belt as it falls. Which means askew. And he is quite priggish about it – because it looks good.

Why a Man Should be Well Dressed - Adolf Loos. P.79


2025-04: Headdress

August 23, 1919
Question: High Hat and Dignity.

The question is somewhat more extensive. It actually was: How do you explain the striving of all nations, during all times and cultural levels to raise the natural form of the head (for example in Egyptian mythology: Amun, Mut, Neith: the Aztecs, the helmets of the Greeks and others. Or, for instance, in the Middle Ages, the stacked hair of some African tribes, crowns and tiaras and, finally, the top hat and to view this as noble and distinguished?

Actually, the question contains the answer in itself. For it is not a question, but rather a very perceptive observation, that has been obvious for quite some time. The question of headdress is pointless the instant it is not reserved for a special class. Anyone can wear a top hat today, however not a tiara. We must keep in mind that headdress, like the coat of arms, was reserved for the free man and that the slave had to do without it. However, since it was necessary for him to shield himself from sun and rain it was tolerated that he cover himself, but only under the condition that he remove it in reverence should he encounter a free man in the street. Even today this servile practice is still prevalent in our country. Only the English and the North Americans no longer employ this custom.

Why a Man Should be Well Dressed - Adolf Loos. P.82


2025-04 Clothing and Occupation

The long garment, reaching to the ankles, is the shared symbol of those who do no physical labor. When physical labor and gainful employment were incompatible with the status of the free noble, the lord wore the long garment and the laborer the trousers. In China there still is the same distinction between mandarin and coolie (day laborer) today. Here in Austria the clergy underline, through the wearing of a cassock, that theirs is not a gainful occupation. Today the men of the upper classes have won the right to free employment, but on ceremonial occasions they still wear a garment that reaches to their knees, the frock coat.

Society has not yet granted women from these classes the right to pursue gainful employment. In those classes where she has that right, she also wears trousers. One need only think of the women coal miners in Belgium, the dairymaids in the alpine pastures and the female prawn fishers of the North Sea.

Why a Man Should be Well Dressed - Adolf Loos. P.69


2025-03 Suits

The elite no longer enjoy the protection of sumptuary laws, and the idea of being copied the very next day by everyone and anyone is not an idea that appeals to them. Should that be the case, one would immediately have to find a replacement. In order to avoid this perpetual hunt for new materials and styles, they insist on the greatest discretion.

The modern, intelligent individual must wear a disguise for others. This mask is the designated form of clothing for all people. Individual … clothing is only for people with limited intellectual capacity. They have the need to scream out to the world what they are and who they ultimately are.

Let the low-caste chandala have his individual trouser cut, the king’s son wishes to wander the town unrecognized.

The suit is a disguise. A young man can count himself rich when he has a brain in his head and a good suit in his closet.


2024-05:

I’m a frail, artsy palace prince, crimson sheets
I’m don of the halls, but light stepped, red carpet
I’m a figure lurking behind stained glass, velvet curtain
I’m a nighttime stroll, among shadowy colonnades
I’m an odd hour of the night, a wraith in red furs
I’m the longsword, lit by my candlebrum
I’m a hidden authority, God’s black glove
I’m a golden quill, kidnapping spirits at midnight
I’m trembling hands, sickpale.


2024-05: About a strange dream

The internet has created this funny situation in which the ascetic's cave is millimeters away from the prostitute's lair, and yet they remain perfectly immiscible. I mean, vehicles were already impactful, but the web surely marks the ultimate victory of time over space. Virtually, all distances are condensed in a process that perpetually edges toward zero.

Consider DMs. You're sharing some sort of space with another person, but the vast physical distance between you and your interlocutor is completely engulfed by a meta-space. Isn't it ridiculous to think that we can send our presence anywhere on the planet, like a parody of angelic bilocation?

Anyway, I'm talking about all this because a few nights ago I had a feverish dream.

I could see fifty years passing in minutes through a delirious, ultra-accelerated timelapse. People of all ethnicities whispered the same strange dialect in my ear—a kind of degraded English—, while humanity as a whole was slowly being dragged to a sort of post-geographic non-place. Then, I saw a sharp structure, dizzyingly tall but translucent like a day-moon. The tower was placed in a realm between realms, continuously flickering in and out of existence. I could see it rippling in God's eye fluid, as if consciously taking care not to wake Him up (again).

Then the dream ended and I woke up.


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Samgyetang Ginseng Chicken Soup (Korean Style)

For one serving:

  • Cornish hen/spatchcock
  • quarter cup (ideally short grain) rice, soaked for 15 minutes in hot water
  • Ginseng root
  • large dried jujube (red date)
  • 8 garlic cloves
  • Spring onions, chopped
  • Salt
  • Ground black pepper

Prepare:

  • Wash and salt hen, and rinse rice with cold water
  • Stuff with rice, 1 ginseng root, 1 jujube, 8 cloves of garlic
  • Boil from cold water, then simmer for 1.5 hours
  • Occasionally ladle any settled broth over hens
  • Serve Hens whole in a bowl and pour over broth
  • Sprinkle spring onions and pepper

    Compare with [[Ginseng Chicken Tonic Soup (Chinese Style)]]



Ginseng Chicken Tonic Soup (Chinese Style)

10 min preparation, 1-4 hrs cooking

Spices:

  • Huang Jing (Siberian Solomon’s Seal)
    • Cosmic Qi, Yang power, tonifies all Three Treasures. Makes the body light and clears the eyes.
  • Goji Berry (Fructus Lycii)
    • Vision, liver and kidneys, neuroprotective
  • Dang Shen (Codonopsis pilosula)
    • Enhance Qi and improve digestion, nourish blood, tonify lungs, boost vitality.
  • Chinese Yam
  • Ginseng Root
    • Manifold benefits
  • (Huang Qi) Astragalia

These can usually be found in a Chinese grocer as a single mix, but buying each separate and in bulk avoids packing markup— you can store a giant glass jar of this for years, cheaply, and only have to buy fresh chicken.

Any kind of chicken is fine, but chicken with bones, like a Maryland or a whole spatchcock (small chicken) works best.

Prepare:

  • Rinse, dry and salt chicken. Let sit for 30 minutes.
  • Place herbs, water and chicken in a pot and bring to a boil, then reduce to simmer.
  • Occasionally check in to remove solids from surface of soup or add water if needed.
  • Cook for 1-4 hrs — 50% reduction is ideal.
  • Remove chicken and chop to serving size. Season soup with salt and serve in a bowl.

Compare with [[Samgyetang Ginseng Chicken Soup (Korean Style)]]



Notes on Remilia’s New Internet

the vision

um um u um uh hhhhhh

the visionis the new internet

the visiton is . remco

the new internet is realtim e( meguca) (s0machat )

the new art is remilia ( milady ) *( bonkler)

this is what. I beleive in . when I said Ibelieve in the vision

spider im so drunk incoehrent righr t now you will have to forgive m e for mty terseness

the new internet is digial dovertnty . exocore. realtime chat. OpenBSD

tiling window manager .terminal .

the new internet is network spirituality

ā€œIt is Okay CCCCAA I just Saw this as an Opportunity to get your drunk answer, I’ll ask again when you’re sober.ā€

the new internet

haha

I understand

it all made sense to me

right now . is like a drea m for me. im rdreaming

the new internet is a reevaluation of our social interaction with each other . and a reformation of our dynamic with each other as USERS

the new internet is whit e hearted ( light hearted)

you have to think about this ,.

the real time chat BSD exocore digital sogivern homestead terminal tiling window manger are the aestehtic surface level

the deeper level is the metaphyiscs of the internet and how we interpret the virtual world

the rleationship betwene user interfaces with our mental spatiotemporal matrix of virtual reality

the relationship of social interfaces with our sociocultural development

digital culture is in turmoil as ou r third spaces are full y owned by pltaforfmrsd . w e are fully plugged in to .

eletronic womb . fetus . umbilical cord (100GB ETHERNET ) Into the SPINE

next stage o f humanutiy . traditionalism ( VAT) (susptended . sensory deperevation) / ( retrun)

3 monitors

112wsx . socio temporal nexus

cxomputer hell

the user interface will stop existing once the machine learning models fully understand us

the syncreticism between the old and the young. the tools to make computers approachable for the old are the fundemental primitive that the young understand comptuers throguh . its ahoreseshi ( horse shoe)

xcomputers must be increasingly MORE addictive . fqast . emotional . no response time given . immediate off th

e cuf f answers . full information throughput betwene interlocutors

charles has not adjusted his body to the netwrok . he is still getting ā€œcarsick ā€œ becauyse his body has no t adapted to its new organs

having a new monitor added is like getting a new limb stitched onto your bodyt . conversely. I was mutilated when my diamondtron 2060u broke

stock traders with 30 monitors a re like the hindu dieties