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Silent Hill

I take Silent Hill to be a story mostly inspired by Stephen King and Brian De Palma, who both made a lot of work about suppressed and brutalised youthful vitality violently reacting against society. The first game is kind of like Carrie from the point of view of that one sympathetic teacher who tries to help. Silent Hill is a backwards shithole place full of backward narrow minded assholes, and Alessa’s potentially far more radiant and sensitive self suffered badly for this. First rejected and spurned and then mercilessly tortured and instrumentalised by her peers and those with power over her who were meant to be her guardians, she’s a potentially exceptional human being totally crushed and not allowed to flourish at all by her surroundings.

By some freak twist of nature she’s able to will herself into a second chance at life, in which she’s rescued by a passing good samaritan Harry, who respects what’s best in her and is able to provide an environment in which she’s apparently able to start becoming what she could have been. Then she gets her funny sense of incompleteness and an urge to go to Silent Hill, where, now empowered by Harry’s support, she’s able to turn things around and attempt to liberate herself from the spiritual prison that Silent Hill and its people were to her original incarnation.

Harry doesn’t really get what’s going on but of all the places he could go in his attempt to rescue her he finds himself fighting through a school and a hospital. The whole town was spiritually an evil hellscape hostile to the human soul, but these places were focuses. Places where ones human nature will come under the most focused assault. They’re natural focuses in these kinds of stories. The school in Carrie, doctors and hospitals in The Fury and Akira, etc.

Silent Hill is a game about an evil closed system society that’s hostile to the human spirit having its cycle broken by positive intervention from outside. Harry and Cybil, a father and a good cop, break into this town system and disrupt the activities of the old corrupt guardians, a religious authority figure and a doctor, who were deliberately cultivating misery for self-serving ends.

We blast through institutions of control and repression and finally tear the whole damn town apart to find Alessa/Cheryl and shoot the town’s cursed bullshit project in its face to end the madness. It’s too late for Alessa, but in victory over the old system there’s at least the possibility for new life to new flourish without their poisonous intervention. Alessa hands Harry Cheryl before finally being allowed to die.

I think from this understanding of Silent Hill 1 it’s easier to appreciate Silent Hill 3. If Silent Hill is a bad society that harms the humanity of its finest members, then Harry’s intervention and raising of Heather is like a test. Silent Hill turned Alessa into maimed lobotomy patient human battery for their evil schemes. At the start of SH3 after 17 or so years of his influence Heather by contrast looks like a happy and flourishing teenage girl. She’s genuinely and healthily very fond of Harry, also independent and well adjusted. Her dress and manners suggest confidence, she doesn’t appear to lean into conformity or to be a maladjusted weirdo prude or anything.

The sudden introduction of Silent Hill into her life is a kind of third chance for her soul. Last time she was moulded by it, hobbled out the gate, never really stood a chance. But now she’s a product of a supportive and open upbringing, a genuinely strong and independent person capable of standing on her own. The machinations of silent hill force her to face horror, pain, grief, spiritual and psychological manipulation, but Harry’s win over the town is a lasting one. Just by being good to her he’s raised the kind of person who’s open and strong and clever enough to stand up to everything the town throws at her and come out on top. She faces the painful truth of her past, confronts and overcomes those who would use and abuse her, successfully mourns and emotionally processes her experiences and comes out the other end the same fundamentally good, open and happy person she was going in.

The game’s tone and presentation is rather dark, but it ultimately takes an optimistic view. Human potential is going to keep surfacing, and the world can’t crush every flower. Japan loves these stories, and America used to before its spirit got so broken it couldn’t even imagine better worlds anymore.

Silent Hill’s western reception interests me because it allegedly has so many fans, but all of this just bounces off. I’ve never seen anybody point out the obvious cultural influences (which are mostly American), any talk of what the game has to say about character and environment, you ask the average Silent Hill “fan” what these games are about and they’ll say it’s about an evil town that sends you to the twilight zone and there’s also a cult. No appreciation for any deeper intentions possible. These people can’t even conceive of the possibility of artistic intention. Everything is an accident, or random cool or stupid shit thrown together for the hell of it. People who call themselves Silent Hill fans get mad at me when I tell them what I think the games are about. Not in a “fuck you it’s not this it’s actually about…” way, they’re just mad I’m saying it could be about anything but the most superficial reading possible.

Video game audiences are for the most part wilfully ignorant and incurious people who see the point of video games as being a low engagement form of media lacking depth. It’s some kind of sick, psychotic delusion that one could actually discern intention, representation, a communicated understanding of the world by thinking about what we’re presented with. To me loving video games, or art, or Silent Hill, naturally entails a desire to know it better. To think about it and fully appreciate the richness of its creation. This was a deliberately constructed work top to bottom.

This is quite arguably less of a “gamer” problem and more of a general human quality problem. Art can be an aesthetic high, or an anaesthetic low. I want to get as much experience as possible from the things I engage with, while many others want enough to palliate themselves against the shitness of their lives, or just to serve as idle and novel distractions in lives defined by placid flatness. The insult in looking deeper I think, is implicitly telling someone they’re a dullard practicing the aesthetic equivalent to hammering in nails with microscopes.

The reason I say all of this is that I believe that good writing, or storytelling, is actually quite common in video games. And I agree with what has been written in the thread so far that most games that aspire to simply be well written are boring empty crap (Planescape, pretty much every western AAA title made since 2008, etc) and that Japanese games work because they’re a complete understanding of the world expressed through writing, visual and sound direction, played engagement, the whole picture. The problem I see is the fundamental problem of western society, that it’s de facto illegal to form a coherent and complete picture of the world because any attempt at doing so will touch on too many things we’ve come to consider taboo. The true nature of violence, power, survival, quality, hierarchy, it’s all off limits. How is anybody meant to create or end any kind of satisfying story with this in mind? It figures that the default western ending is some vague quote and a general suggestion of “well isn’t that all fucked, and then life just goes on… Aren’t we profound? Also trans rights.”

One is only allowed to believe and affirm that the world is a meaningless jumble of chaos… and we’re also tyrannised by nonsensical communist taboos which only serve to promote human wretchedness and fence off and forbid all fields of human activity which have the potential to go anywhere interesting because of the danger that human vitality learning to assert itself again would pose to the kind of person who’s into communism.

I don’t think I’m ranting here. This I think is the key. Japanese games are interesting and “well written” because they reflect worldviews untainted by our society’s dominant anti-values. I’ll come back to this thread to post some examples of how so many games I consider “well written” are affirming values and ideas which wouldn’t be tolerated if our guardians of culture were smart enough to see what they’re doing.

About World Building

I’m inclined to agree that this isn’t particularly good, even if some good and impressive work went into it. Lots of attention to symbols used and the history of them and associated concepts and so on. But this treatment basically reduces Silent Hill to a D&D setting. I don’t really see any appreciation of artistic intent in this. This is a very autistic kind of analysis. There’s no real insight to be gained here that will enrich the experience of Silent Hill. It’s basically a description of everything in the game top to bottom. It’s an encyclopedia of things which mostly aren’t real. Reading this one could get the impression that Silent Hill was formed by someone playing mad libs. Seen at this level nothing really means anything. It’s all just accrued novelty and set dressing for generic adventure stuff.

World building has always disgusted me because it’s basically toy-fiction. In the past good writers have generated worlds from the seeds of ideas they wanted to express and imagine realised. John Lange spends a lot of time explaining the politics and social structure of Gor because he wants you to contemplate the Nietzschean principles this society works on. I don’t think he would understand the point of building a world just for stuff to happen within it. If you want to write about swordfights just do it. The point of fake politics is to explore real ideas. Jack Vance describes certain bits and pieces of his Dying Earth world in great detail, but never for the sake of completing a total coherent picture. It’s simply aesthetic exercise. It’s because he has ideas which are cool and fascinating which he wants to play out. The Dying Earth isn’t a puzzle to be solved, it’s an excuse to throw around fantastical concepts and language.

The abomination that is D&D world building I think grew out of a cargo culting of the particulars of worlds built by men like Vance and Lange. Some people the ideas and artistry are lost on them, or they simply don’t care, but they become fascinated with the minutiae of the mechanical workings of things which aren’t real. That’s basically what I see happening here. Someone memorising the name of every city in Gor without wondering why someone would create Gor. Someone working out the Magic System of Dying Earth with no regard for Vance’s gift for language or adventure.

I frankly can’t understand why anybody would give a shit about Silent Hill if not for the aesthetics (it looks and sounds excellent and unique) or the human perspective expressed within it (one which has been successful many times in the past, and even since). Without these elements we get the document linked above. An encyclopedia of things which aren’t real.


Yeah the cult aspect of Silent Hill is often overlooked within the West. They prefer to think of Silent Hill as a Christian Purgatory of sorts but the concept of Purgatory is Cathloic and even then the games don’t even resemble Catholic Purgatory. It looks more like a David Lynch film. Dante’s Inferno the videogame as edgy as it is, feels much more like Catholic purgatory to me. He’s actually fighting through the depths of it and the many layers of purgatory as if it were an actual place. (Like how it’s depicted in Doom 3.) SH2 fans think of purgatory as metaphorical and far more specific to psychological disorders rather than to sins. Dante’s Inferno isn’t even Christian canon lol.
SH’s direction style is pure 90s style Gothic Industrial edge and David Lynch’s movies have some of the rawest industrial sounds & imagery depicted in film.

What’s ironic is that they overlook the Cult aspect because to most Westerners, when they think of cults they can only imagine Christian style doomsday cults (They do this specific style of cult in every game that has a cult. Most recent one I came across was Far Cry 5.) rather than one that functions as a small government that completely controls your entire life. The modern day SJW Woke dogma is the closest to this and it’s recently came to light that the USA government actually was funding LGBT and Transgender entertainment in random 3rd world countries to further push a mindset that’s not even the mainstream in the USA. USA is still a Blue Collar majority culture, it’s just all of the Corpos are anti-Blue Collar and generally only push the values of the Coastal Elitist states.

It’s just weird to me how SH’s Cult is often ignored or viewed as a story device written for primitive minds when at the same time they like to think of SH as a Psychological horror derived from Christian purgatory.
If you notice, it’s really only the Western made Silent Hill games that focus on armchair psychological philosophy.
IMO The Forbidden Siren games are basically an unofficial continuation of Silent Hill 1 and they’re just as experimental as the original & have the same vibe as the original SH game.

It really makes me wonder why Konami skipped Silent Hill 1 (when SH1 is the one that sold the most) and remaked Silent Hill 2 instead but it’s only fitting that SH2 remake was remade with all of its soul drained out because the internet popularity of SH2 mostly consists of people who have never played a Silent Hill game in their life. They only watch some cringe ass youtubers like Super Eyepatch Wolf or whatever and since he’s a popular internet nerd, the other nerds latch on to what he says even though he constantly misunderstands (like Shenmue) most of the media that he reviews lol.

I highly doubt that Bloober team could successfully imitate the original SH anyway, which was a far more Japanese take on Western horror. They can successfully pantomime something that resembles SH2 to the naked eye or the tourist eye
because modern-day SH2 fans have never played SH2 before.
I see it happen all the time and it’s now happening to Ninja Gaiden 2 Black, because most people have never played the original Ninja Gaiden 2. What modern fans label as ‘Nostalgia’ makes no sense because it’s a fact that the original NG2 was much more aggressive and had way more enemies on screen and it really was represented as a full-scale war.
How does any of that imply nostalgia when it clearly shows that NG2 & NG2 Sigma have clearly different focuses and NG2 Black is just Sigma 2 modernized but with explicit gore to give it some superficial similarity to the original game.

This is the result of gaming not truly being viewed as an art, but as nothing more than a product.
I wouldn’t have a problem with that but fans of these modern remakes like to portray themselves as purveyors of high art
or some other pretentious bullshit when the reality is that they couldn’t care less about art since they never seem to give a shit when a Corpo skinwalks a classic game & rip out all of its soul so it can be mass marketed to modern audiences. That sounds far more like the definition of selling out in my opinion but what more could be expected when modern celebs are constantly shilling product 24/7. Gone are the days of real artists formerly known as Prince who thought of his art as paramount and never allowed anyone or any corpo to recycle, mass produce or tarnish his work.

He was a classic style music artist in that he produced albums that told an entire story using each of the songs as chapters. You don’t see music artists like that these days, at least not many at his skill level anyway. Modern artists generally just make 2 or 3 singles and then fill the rest of the album with mindless generic filler and even the singles themselves usually have no substance are basically a catchy jingle with lyrics that do nothing but remind you to consume, and don’t forget to consume!

Which sure, such a celeb wouldn’t exist in the modern era. The fact of the matter is, a figure like Prince would be an extremely divisive figure, almost as divisive as Trump because modern culture is more about appeals to the consensus, and the consensus is an inoffensive never-ending flood of “it wasn’t good, it wasn’t bad, it just exists” products, mass produced at bi-yearly intervals to constantly drip-feed you with that sugar high that modern consumers so desire.
It’s crazy to me how modern-day morals are shaped by whatever aligns with Corpos or is advantageous to Corpo elites.
Corpos did a damn fine job of turning movies & gaming into their own sectarian religions because I recall just how annoying the audience was for Silent Hill 2 remake, where you were treated as if you were an heretical apostate because you weren’t eating the over priced $70 default factory setting asset flip.

The game’s tone and presentation is rather dark, but it ultimately takes an optimistic view. Human potential is going to keep surfacing, and the world can’t crush every flower. Japan loves these stories, and America used to before its spirit got so broken it couldn’t even imagine better worlds anymore.

Modern USA lacks Principality and the closest that they have to a Principality figure is Trump, so their values tend to clash between those who are offended by his New Yorker tone (these people call themselves Liberals), and those who impotently try to imitate his brashness (these people call themselves Conservatives. American Liberals & Conservatives are neither Liberal or Conservative. They’re some kind of fucked mix of Progressive & Libertarian & Trump is only nominally Conservative because he’s trying to bring the world back to the 90s back when the USA & Japan were the only two countries who practically ruled over everyone through strong soft power.) but don’t understand that he’s implementing a political strategy by bullying the crap out of politician nerds, which works in his favor because Politics is just Hollywood for ugly people. So it makes sense that a reality show host who’s tangibly related to Hollywood could easily bulldoze over wannabe Hollywood who have losers like Mitch McConnel or Nancy Pelosi as the motherfuckers who have never went away since the 80s in place of Hollywood’s Tom Cruise or Jennifer Connelly who have been Hollywood mainstays since the 1980s. At least in Hollywood’s favor, Jenny is still pretty & Tom Cruise still makes good action movies.

USA during its height of media domination (1900s - early 2000s) still had many writers who wrote about the old world. The world that existed prior to WW2, and they were still writing about that world as late as the 1990s. 2000s was a transition phase which mostly just recreated late 90s counter culture or in the case of The Sopranos it actually started in the late 90s but ended during the late 2000s transition phase into our current world.
What you’ll notice about writing from pre 2010 is how the nostalgia often revolved around eras of civilization before it reached its decline whereas modern nostalgia revolves around the plastic entertainment that Millennials consumed during the 80s & 90s back when they were children. Nostalgia has always been prominent within entertainment but nostalgia used to revolve around how humans used to live. (Much of the Mafia genre is nothing but nostalgia for an era back when Italians weren’t legitimized as part of the American corpo government yet.)

It wasn’t until the 2010s that we entered bizarro world or clown world where writing began to revolve around a Millennial perception of the 1940s & 1950s (that they’ve only experienced through 1980s entertainment.) and WW2 itself as the original sin, and it being used as the origin of the modern world because writing is now headlined by Millennials who unlike their Boomer & Gen X counterparts, have basically lived their entire lives doing nothing but consume content so they do nothing but recreate the content from the 1980s, but they do so disrespectfully by trying to deconstruct everything when they don’t even understand what they’re trying to deconstruct. (It’s worse now in the 2020s, because Millennials have finally gotten around to remaking games by deconstructing it.)
Millennials recreate classic content exactly like how a Corpo would and strip out the soul of the entertainment that they consumed by trying to make games or movies filled with nothing but the content that they enjoy so modern entertainment feels as if it’s 100% made out of sugar which in turn dumbs the story down to a level that man-children can enjoy but only man-children love it. (even actual kids think modern 30-40 yr old Millennial goyslop is cringe.)
Corpos love this recent writing style because it takes no effort to recreate. You don’t have to understand the psychological mindset of the character, you simply have to copy the archetypes but you make it ‘different’ by subverting it.

Naturally the original audiences of the movie or gaming ip would be upset by this because Archetypes are basically Gods and you don’t subvert gods. You can try but people as whole realize that something feels off about it because it no longer relates to human experience. What modern entertainment is, is big budget fan fiction written by fans for the fans but ironically it seems that fans generally have the most surface value comprehension of the films & games that they claimed to be fans of.

I notice this a lot with Final Fantasy. The FF games used to revolve around Civilizational Historical Resets based off of real world history with FF6’s War of the Magi & FF7’s Meteor & (the monsters called (https://finalfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Weapon_(Final_Fantasy_VII_creature) Weapons being the most upfront depictions of what the FF games used to be about (FF7 Meteor & Weapon are referencing a real life historical pattern where an outsider planet or satellite invades our world which for some reason causes the appearance sky beasts called The Phoenix that have often been described as Dragons who destroy any or all of society that get in the way but are really just trying to counter the outsider entity.) , but now in days FF is partly just a bunch of old Jap dudes trying to parade around early 2000s Japanese pop culture that not even the Japanese give a shit about anymore (they’re more into K-pop), and fan fiction written for the fans which results in Final Fantasy 7 remakes looking more like a tsundere gay romance between Sephiroth & Cloud when in the original games the gay undertones were nearly non-existent and Sephiroth was written more like a metaphorical dragon or (Moby Dick) whale that he must slay to achieve his full sense of self.

USA used to be the best at writing about the unlimited potential of humans. Part of the problem is that most good writers just base their fiction off of their real world experiences, but modern millennial writers don’t really have any experiences that don’t involve them posting at 4chan or Reddit. Modern Millennials generally write about how Humans are the real monsters and how the world would be much better without humans. (It’s a reflection of Millennial self-loathing.)

Borderlands is a classic example of Millennial Plebbit writing. Every Saints Row after 2 is too. I tried replaying Saints Row the Turd but it’s extremely cringe because you can clearly see from the writing that it’s still half way stuck in between the Edgy offend everybody Gen X / Old Millennial late 90s early 2000s humor and the modern day Core Young Millennial Safe Edgy Reddit style lolsorandumb brand of writing. Saints Row 4 went 90/10 towards the modernized Safe Edgy direction. That 10% of non-reddit is that Saints Row 4 still pretended to be somewhat of an ode to gangsta culture.
The Yakuza Like a Dragon games have went full blown Reddit too but it handles it a bit better. (They even cast the lead character with a popular Plebbit youtube celeb Yeonyay who can’t act worth shit. That’s def a localization thing since Sega does the same thing in Japan but with their own localized e-celebs & vtubers.)
In the latest game Infinite Wealth, nearly the entire game is goofy redditor bullshit but it still pays tribute to the Jap underworld culture that it always revolved around, it’s just to modern Western ears it sounds woke because there’s a random Korean woman who took over a segment of both the Korean & Chinese underworld of Yokohama who’s also bossing around & stomping on an underling named Utamaru, whom imo is based off of the real world’s Utamaru from the Japanese rap group called Rhymester. It looks exactly like him, but he’s just comic relief in the game. In real life, he’s a more political type of mc and past Yakuza games featured the music of his lead mc bandmate Mummy D.

What I’m getting at is that although Yakuza games no longer feature the Japan underworld subcultures as prominently as it once did (With Yakuza 6 being the one that melded all of them into a single game & even included Takeshi Kitano & Anri Okita who was arguably the most popular pornstar of her era.) the games still references the culture but they do it in a nuetered way that doesn’t clash with Reddit’s faggy American values. (Of which I’d argue aren’t even American but an American Leftist’s perception of the progressive utopia that they think Europe is.) It’s also true that women within the underworld have stepped up in recent years and have taken over large aspects of the Jap underworld culture & they control it like a King, similar to how Seonhee is depicted, because they do a much better job at appealing to men than jap men did. It’s like the opposite of what the West does where in the West, they’ve completely hijacked traditionally male entertainment to conform more with female sensibilities & what they call LGBT culture.
In Japan, it’s simply women who understand how to appeal to men (the dominant market) through the use of female sexual domination & feminine allure that attracts men to the product.

Silent Hill’s western reception interests me because it allegedly has so many fans, but all of this just bounces off. I’ve never seen anybody point out the obvious cultural influences (which are mostly American), any talk of what the game has to say about character and environment, you ask the average Silent Hill “fan” what these games are about and they’ll say it’s about an evil town that sends you to the twilight zone and there’s also a cult. No appreciation for any deeper intentions possible.

At least that’s better than what passes for video game conversation now, where everything revolves around ‘media literacy’ but the literate part in media literacy is really just a pretentious way of saying “I fucking made it all up.”
I think the Xenoblade games are fairly deep but I can’t actually talk about those games to anybody because the majority of the English-speaking fanbase views it as some kind of Tranny metaphor which doesn’t even exist inside of the games. It’s usually just the Western voice actors or youtube celebs reading into things that aren’t even present within the actual game.
This ends up creating a divide with the ‘fans’ and the creator of said products to the point where the creators are forced to make a product based off of the internet fanbase’s fiction.

Modern day Resident Evil is a result of that but it’s one of the more successful cases because the change to a more serious gritty tone fully alligns with how serious millennials view themselves. It’s always been something that I found amusing about fans of video game horror. They seem to always portray horror as if it were meant to be an intellectual genre of fiction so they’ll often say shit that makes no sense to horror fans, such as “How can I take a horror seriously if half the women are naked?” I see this comment a lot within gaming horror fanbases, most notably reddit & youtube.
It makes no sense to me because the fans of horror movies are much less full of themselves and are self aware that horror is trashy irreverent entertainment.

Although I have noticed that even horror movies have started to censor themselves to appease the so-called internet masses (are they really the masses when internet only shows you the opinions of Reddit & Youtube nerds? They almost always think the exact opposite of what real life normal people think.)
Just look at how raunchy & provocative the horror of Terrifier 1 is when compared to Terrifier 2 & 3.
Terrifier 1 depicts a well endowed naked girl getting split open in half which wouldn’t be out of place in 1970s horror like “Don’t Go In the House”, the 2 sequels actually have toned down violence & zero nudity now and its partly due to listening to the criticisms of The Consensus (IMO The Consensus is just the Corpo-Approved sensibilities masquerade as
the will of the fans when said fans come from 2 to 3 places only, Reddit, Youtube & Twitter.)
It’s almost as neutered as modern day Mortal Kombat.
If you bring this up, you get retards telling you “JUST WATCH PORN!” Completely missing the point that products have their own inner culture. Horror itself as a genre has always been an irreverent genre that targeted against everybody & tried to offend as many people as possible.

When you defang a horror product of its fangs, what you get is just a Corpo-approved product that’s interchangeable with non-horror movies. What even is the fucking point of genres now when every single game or movie is being made to appeal to one huge milquetoast audience who have no convictions they just want some passable entertainment that they play in the background and pay little attention to, to help pass the time of their miserable lives in between wage slave sessions where they have to undergo their work ritual once again so that they can waste even more of their nearly-worthless money on equally as vapid entertainment that they don’t even remember watching because it’s all of the same inoffensive Corpo-Approved souless garbage.

Video game audiences are for the most part wilfully ignorant and incurious people who see the point of video games as being a low engagement form of media lacking depth. It’s some kind of sick, psychotic delusion that one could actually discern intention, representation, a communicated understanding of the world by thinking about what we’re presented with.

Yeah pretty much, but it’s all forms of media now. Even books & novels are fucking garbage because you can’t write a modern book without going through the Sensitivity Reader censors first and you have to fucking pay for Sensitivity Readers with your own money. You’re paying Corpos to destroy your product until its tame enough to be sold for mass consumption lol.
I was once thinking of doing a novel trilogy route until I was made aware that modern books are just as sanitized & censored as film & gaming are. Even Boardgames are extremely censored these days and each game seems to have a token tranny (Dead of Winter expansion pack. (https://www.fantasyflightgames.com/en/products/dead-of-winter/)  or Black gay couple in a medieval fantasy setting Aeon’s End (https://indieboardsandcards.com/our-games/aeons-end/) now.

Which is fucking bizarre to me. It’s a damn boardgame. You’d be thinking that at least boardgames would be devoid of the modern era Open Society bullshit which exists to destroy a country’s local culture by assimilating it into a Universalist ideology.

Although reading further in to this ancient post you wrote, it seems that you already pointed that out lol.

This is quite arguably less of a “gamer” problem and more of a general human quality problem. Art can be an aesthetic high, or an anaesthetic low. I want to get as much experience as possible from the things I engage with, while many others want enough to palliate themselves against the shitness of their lives, or just to serve as idle and novel distractions in lives defined by placid flatness.

I’m just reaffirming that the cultural mindrot has a much larger influence than we think. It’s everywhere now although it’s been recently discovered that USAID was actually funding this shit on a worldwide level lol.

The abomination that is D&D world building I think grew out of a cargo culting of the particulars of worlds built by men like Vance and Lange.

D&D isn’t meant to be literature. It’s just a series of rulesets that you build a story around, using the world building that they provided for you. The story is supposed to be created as a joint effort between the dungeon master & the players.
That’s why Neverwinter Nights was considered good back in the day, because it was one of the truest depictions of the relationship between the dungeon master & the player in the form of modules which were created to continue the ongoing adventures of your created character.

I agree with your point but D&D was never meant to be The Hyperborean Age of Conan. D&D intentionally has no story because that story is whatever the DM & players came up with based off of the rules of the game & the roll of the dice.
Although I’m making it sound gayer than it is, D&D is basically just a dungeon crawler that can have story and most of the retards online only care about the story part of D&D which is why modern D&D has also been nuetured. They don’t even have races now ayy lmao. I always roleplayed as a Half-Elf because it’s basically what I am in real life. Someone who somewhat has similar values as Whites, but different enough to the point where I’m in my own genre or culture.
Now I can’t even roleplay as myself because I have to pretend that I’m completely elf or human or completely asian or white when I’m neither. I represent something completely different but I do align myself with the values of both with the jap side having more of an influence since I actually lived in the country before. Weird though, because transgenders get to have their own identity which I argue isn’t even as common, nor is it rarely grassroots. Western troon culture is almost always pushed from the top down by Corpos)

You can’t even have edgy settings in D&D anymore like Ravenloft because it offends women or some shit. Funny how women never said anything back then, and it’s really just fat nerdy women (or possibly most likely troons) doing all of the whining.

But that doesn’t matter now. Another gripe is that role-play isn’t as robust as you’d think. In most of dialogue options you can’t pick what you want. Instead is just what game thinks of what main hero would think at the current moment, which is not what player might be thinking at the moment.

When I tried to replay Disco Elysium, I got bored because I decided to play it straight up as a Feminist Communist because the game kept making fun of me every time I made a feminist comment. I mean sure, I agree with the game’s mindset that male feminists are sexual predators who know nothing about what it means to be a woman, but I find it fucking hilarious how even a game made by commies wants to distance itself from male feminist types, when that’s practically half of the game’s audience lol.

DE also doesn’t really understand what a modern day Monarchist is (not that it matters. It’s a commie game. Why the fuck would they care?), but I can’t even blame them because we have retards like John Doyle & Nick Fuentes claiming to be Monarchists but they’re unironic retards who genuinely want a Catholic Theocratic Monarchy. Such retardation could only exist on the internet because they don’t live in real life and propose governments that solve no modern day issues of real life.
Cyberpunk 2077 at least had Goro Takemura who was a damn good example of the Imperialist mindset. His logic sounds exactly like my pops, in that they may agree with you that the corpo gov is shit, but will also make it clear to you that the world is even worse without their order & influence. A modern day monarch is just a type of corpo like Elon Musk, but one where his corporation is king.
Disco Elysium mostly had internet retards as the face of their fascists, but I legit thought it was funny because it’s an accurate portrayal of internet fascists & nazis. They really are a bunch of retards who claim to want to have a king but at the root of their issues is their lack of success with women.

I also liked how Disco Elysium portrayed Neo-Liberals as the most evil. (They basically just laugh off the Monarch/Fascists as jokes which they are.) They’re the ones behind the Military Industrial Complex and the MIC are the only ones in the game who are depicted as extreme psychopaths which reflects what real life Military Special Forces are. They’re just professional killers who can single handedly destroy entire countries with just 3 to 7 men.

Videogames have rendered obsolete most of genre fiction in literature, as they have rendered action movies obsolete.

80s action movies sure, but I’d still much rather watch a John Woo or John Wick movie. John Wick 3 & 4 feel as if I’m watching through a hardest difficulty longplay of an action game but there are no modern action games that resemble the insanity that goes on in Wick films because modern action games are basically just brain dead Call of Duty shooters or Action rpgs like Soulslikes.
Max Payne 3 & Resident Evil 6 came the closest to being like Wick but ironically they’re both rejected by modern gaming audiences and a lot of Zoomers honestly believe that Resident Evil 6 nearly killed the RE franchise (when for the longest time it was one of the best selling REs.) because none of them are old enough to remember how dead RE was during the original RE3 and the wait for RE4. The future of Resident Evil was looking to go the way of Code Veronica, a series of games that still sells due to a loyal fanbase but is no longer a trend setter.

RE is an interesting series, because it’s an obvious Corpo design by committee creation that somehow always has its finger on the pulse (Even RE 6, that game was well loved during its era so long as you ignored the raging internet nerds) and will completely change its identity to fit in with the kids of its era. People my age (I’m turning 42 in a few weeks.) love Resident Evil 4 and RE 5 and at least like RE6’s Mercenary mode. Younger people, including the younger people who played the original Resident Evil games as 5 year olds (I was 13 when it first came out.) aren’t as into RE4, because they’re too young to remember the days back when games revolved around mechanics. The younger people seem to think of gaming as more akin to movies. People in my age group, we grew up with crazy ass action movies like John Woo so when late 1990s (The Matrix) & early 2000s media consisted of nothing but John Woo like action that was during the height of influence of my age group. Younger people are more boring, they want everything to be gritty, realistic & down to earth to match how boring and devoid of personality they are (LOL! It’s a generalization but it’s mostly true. You don’t see anyone like me amongst the Zoomers or younger Millennials.)
so Resident Evil got rid of its Conspiracy Techno-Thriller focus that it had since RE2 and replaced it with a more grounded Walking Dead inspired grittiness that’s all the rage with the kids during the mid-2010s & 2020 era.
The irony of it all is that it was Resident Evil 2 remake that spearheaded RE’s current identity when it was RE2 classic which originally had the John Woo influence that modern audiences hate because most of them were too young to see his Chow Yun Fat movies.
Although John Wick is like a much more insane & crazy version of Woo.


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Sunny’s twitter threads

Orientalization of videogames

The Orientalisation of Video-Gaming & The Dogma of “Balance” & The Supremacy of Modding [THREAD 3/13/19]

think of all the monsters that the dumbing down of video-games has created

instead of spending man hours figuring out how to navigate overly complex and completely unbalanced multiplayer pvp games the nerds of the early 2000s are using that energy to violently collapse society (I DISAVOW! I DISAVOW!) if you REALLY want to save society bring back overly complex unbalanceable games that arent dumbed down for retards who need a meta to figure out how to be good at something IM NOT RACIST BUT if games like starcraft had not attempted to be so obsessed with balance and quelling chaotic game elements, whites would still be better at starcraft than east asians IM NOT RACIST BUT the only reason east asians are so good at current gen RTS and MOBA is only because the developers are obsessed with balance which creates a META that translates to “this is the right way to play this patch to win” IM NOT RACIST BUT if games were still chaotic and unbalanced like the early 2000s then i would put money on whites still being the top in MOBA and RTS leagues which in turn would revive the genres IM NOT RACIST BUT this is the same reason east asians are so good at standarised tests and excel at rote memorisation, they accommodate this slyly by creating metas, WHILE WHITES simply are better at adapting and creating ordered structures out of chaos IM NOT RACIST BUT unbalanced games require creativity to innovate new metas out of the chaos of unbalance, while balanced games require rote memorisation to learn correct counter and counter-metas. whites excel at the former and east asians at the latter TO SAVE PROFESSIONAL ESPORTS FROM ASIA ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MAKE YOUR GAMES AS CHAOTIC AND UNBALANCED AS POSSIBLE EVERYTHING SHOULD BE OVERPOWERED IM NOT RACIST BUT mods in video games are an implicit last stand of white culture IM NOT RACIST BUT chaotic custom/modded games are like white ethnostates while BALANCED META competitive play is more like shenzhen IM NOT RACIST BUT if you played games like troll tribes on wc3 in early 2000s you were white if you played DoTA on wc3 you were probably white too if you play dota or any moba now you probably arent physically or spiritually white REMEMBER HALO CE CUSTOM EDITION? thats the true last stand of white culture…

Be like water

Why You Should Never Box Yourself In With Fleeting Identities, or “BE LIKE WATER!”

I have always been very weary even since being a young child to identify with anything, some people ask me ‘Sunny, what are you? What do you consider yourself?’ They list out names of things youd see under someones name if they were to appear on television; I’ll settle for madman

Once you have titled yourself, given yourself up to some pitiful noun, you have trapped yourself and your mind, if not in your mind but surely in the minds of others. In this box you will be trapped, what will you do? A box may be comfortable, but you will run out of air

Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? They ask, they ask, they ask. Why? For what reason? He who does not know himself, knows himself. He who understands that he can not be, but is, becomes. He who settles to be nothing, can flourish as everything.

He who boxes himself in, and attests that alas he has found himself has lost himself. He who lets others put him in a box has scarified his freedom. Only through the shedding of desire to find oneself, may one truly find themselves

One you are stood at an abyss, hopeless truly, this and only this will be the moment you find yourself. Knowing this, you must shed yourself and accept the eternal way, be like water, be like water, be like water. How many times do I have to say it? BE LIKE WATER

China bad

On The Dogma of China Bad or “YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PROPGANDA” [THREAD, 5/3/19] Google and Intel: ONLY WE’RE ALLOWED TO SPY Posted from my Huawei Mate 20 Pro (Banned in the US, and DeGoogled)

CAN’T WAIT FOR HUAWEI TO MAKE THEIR OWN OS AND CHIPS AND FORCE GOOGLE AND INTEL TO INNOVATE

Oh my God this is horrible, Huawei phones won’t be able to use Google Spyware anymore and glow in the dark intel chips. WHAT ARE THEY GONNA DO NOW??????

ATTENTION ALL EDGELORDS AND IRONY BROS HUAWEI IS NOW THE MOST EDGY ELECTRONICS BRAND YOU CAN BUY PASS IT ON

Wish the Chinese government would see I’m typing this from my Huawei Phone and look at all my self made Chinese Truthaganda and thought “hey we a should re ah cruit dis guy” FUCKING HIRE ME

HEY GUYS: HERE’S HOW TO SAVE THE WEST STEAL CHINAS POLITICAL SYSTEM EXCEPT MAKE IT WITH WESTERN VALUES THERE’S A WORD FOR IT BUT IM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY IT… :shy:

China is the SINGLE example of a modern state doing ANYTHING right, and right and left wingers alike are too blinded by propaganda

BUT SUNNY LOOK AT THESE WEBMS OF FAILING INFRASTRUCTURE IN CHINA look at this car crash PEOPLE JUST WALKED BY.. oh my God NO!!!!!! Yeah okay look at transgender preschool drag queens learning how to have VRChat Erotica Roleplay, FUCK YOU

Yeah China is outpacing everyone cus they’re evil, China Bad, China Bad, Ommmmm, Ommmmmm.

IMAGINE AN ANGLO SAXON WORLD STATE THAT OPERATED LIKE CHINA

“Oh but Sunny… the social credit system” -gets fired for saying you support milk toast politicians and banks won’t give you loans and paypal bans you-

CHINESE COMPANIES ARE OWNED BY THE GOVERNMENT AND WILL BAN YOU FOR SAYING STUFF AGAINST THEIR AGENDA WE CANNOT ALLOW THEM IN THE US thinks to myself:

god i hope today’s not the day my life is ruined for being centre right haha, at least we’re not China

Look up on YouTube vlogs in Shenzhen, Beijing, and Shanghai then tell me you don’t wish your major cities felt so safe

yeah so apparently there’s poo in some Chinese cities lol… you think we should emulate them haha… ur nuts goes to work at my Google job in san francisco avoiding lgbt, homeless, and human feces alike with a special app on my phone

[Yeah anyways I’m just kidding China sucks…!! I would much rather live in San Francisco than Shenzhen i mean just look at this crime ridden… SHIT HOLE the camera man is BRAVE for bracing this city at night… (https://youtube.com/watch?v=1lXC951HI74) Why are so many little kids left unattended in China? these parents are neglectful! don’t they know bad hombres could kidnap and rape their progeny at any time?? where are the leashes?? I’m APPALLED…

God these videos of markets in Beijing are SICKENING just saw a little girl with an iPhone selling some sort of juice here are my issues 1.UHM hello, Child Labour??? 2. WHERE’S YOUR PERMIT??? 3. how does SHE have an iPhone?? 4. WHO DO I CALL TO REPORT THIS???

China’s blatant disregard for IP reminds me of that.. terrible thing…. In America we’re civilised unlike China, we punish children who make illegal lemonade stands they need to be paying taxes and child labour is ILLEGAL

ONLY ISRAEL IS ALLOWED TO SPY ON YOU AND ALSO AMERICA BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO MONITOR THERE’S NO DANGEROUS ANTISEMITISM CHINA HAS NO RIGHT TO SPY ON THE CHOSEN PEOPLE

IN THE NEAR FUTURE wignats and identitarians will be forced to choose between an Israeli-USZOG Coalition vs a Chinese Coalition and they will overwhelmingly side against their interests and cementing their place as an extinct race

BUT THE CHINESE WOULD GENOCIDE US… AT LEAST THE ISRAELIS WILL TREAT US LIKE SLAVES! Yes just like National Socialist Germany is the comic book evil superhero HELLBENT on complete and utter genocide of ANYONE who isn’t a blonde haired blue eyed superhuman

The ZOG (a fictional nation like the ‘flood’ in my personal 40k fanfic) has blinded The West so intensely that it has fought war after war after war and every single time only generations later will anyone question it, but this next war? Yeah its totally different

China IS evil. Just like Apartheid South Africa, just like Nazi Germany, just like Franco Spain, just Iike Rhodesia, just like The Confederacy America is always the good guy and we’re never fighting against our own interests. This time will be different

lives in a totalitarian technocratic police and surveillance state that masquerades as a democratic republic I VALUE FREEDOM AND DEMOCRACY AND DONT BELIEVE ANY CRACKPOT CONSPIRACY THEORIES. GOD BLESS AMERICA AND OUR INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES AND FUCK CHINA.

Cybersteppe

On The Cyber-Scythian Migration From Something Awful, to /b/, to /a/, to /jp/ to The Vast Cybersteppe or “Why it’s a good thing most of 4chan’s history is unwritten” & The Natural Supremacy of Shitposting Culture

Just realized what giant part of 4chan folklore is simply lost and people don’t know about it at all… Post 2016 4chan has completely erased the previous wilderness, people can no longer find it… The pickles and office cougars greentexts, the an hero stuff. It’s erased! Neo-normies are able to access the new 4chan culture, which is a reaction against tumblr culture, which is a reaction against original wilderness of the 2013 era 4chan. It was chaos, insults, schizos, porno, doxing, supporting random bros, gore, fucked up shit… Truly a lost era

This is a good thing, normies shouldn’t be able to access any of that. Those that experienced this, know. And those that didn’t, don’t. This is how it should be, 4chan died in 2013, and the culture was exiled. Now we diaspora wander, I don’t want people pretending cus read KYM.

Is there possible that a place like 2013 4chan exist today on the internet? Or is it all relegated to discord groups now

Just as this culture transcended SA, and those site’s before it, the Flame of Cyber-Antiquity Funposting lives on in all those who experienced who can light the minds of those like us, when we were young and we were dumb.

We have tried similar things with Chen^2, but the imageboard has lost its virility I believe as the fire of that tradition, and the fire has spread out to many different networks, however a fire is still a fire

This has not diminished the flame of culture but allowed its growth, the seeds are being planted everywhere Just a cursory look at my and Miya’s part of twitter should tell you this spirit is alive, and well

On other sites it lives free, in semi-private discord servers, and closed BBS’s, encrypted telegram groups, and world chats in MMOs, there is nowhere you can escape it online anymore

Many do not ‘get’ the culture, they can only mimic but for every 10 who mimic and grow out of it, 1 will ‘get’ it, and understand the fundamental daoist nature of the shitpost culture

Internet culture reproduces through stuff like this, the oldguard of many has become stale. They have accepted reddit ideas and dogma, so they do not seek to preserve the flame, only worship the ashes. Intrepidly they pass around screenshots of old, reminiscing

But there are mindwicks ready to be lit aflame yet their calls to inflammation go unanswered, for what? Because they think kids these days wont ‘get’ it? How lofty can you think yourselves When you only reminisce and don’t teach, your culture dies Why celebrate death?

The unique cycle of the culture is gone, those of us that remember, remember well and it’s engrained into our psych. A fastwire for connecting to the Cyberdao, is this what they meant by indigo children?

But the tradition does not die there, only the weak and beta millenial 4channers who have lost their verility and banally long for an age long gone. The fun I have had being a dickhead on this site outweighs anything on 4chan since 2016, HANDS DOWN

The culture has evolved, and moved. Are you a flag bearer of an active vibrant culture, enforcing its cultural norms and morality, or have you just accepted its death like a coward and molded into the new post-facebookian mesh?

Miya effect

On Wu-Wei, The Miya Effect, Boomers, Zoomers, Midwits & Indigo-Children

The Cyber Daoist art of crafting superfluous elaborate intricate online lies, this in such a way to leave a fog of war over your persona. Crafting elaborate details of one’s meatspace life, with none other reason than bait on hooks. Once you bite, bam.

The @BPD_GOD effect.

- When someone mentions your bio, they lose.
- When you put truths on your bio, you lose.

Remember, remember.

How the shadowed incognito bugman will shout:

“look at their bio! they have pronouns but are spreading race hate!”

“they are a girl but preaching female subjugation!”

“no wait they’re a self hating 🚂!”

Are you afraid of Miya, or Miyas ideas? Are you afraid?

Imagine such attachment to perceived meat storage identity, a projection of not just ones insecurity over it but rather a projection of just how unwired these people are, how slovenly & unable to read between the lines they are, are these NPCs? The answer will surprise you

Yes!

What I mean by this is, this is the average Facebook user, the one who sets up a patreon, a gofundme, the one that tells others irl about how they are in twitter or Facebook “jail”, an out of touch grifter with no skin in the game.

There exists hierarchy in all, and online personas are no different. To say that those with skin in the game are the grifters who did not grow up online would be foolish. The upper caste the technocrats of the wired are those who were wired since their formative years.

This is precisely why these old grifters don’t get it. They grew up their life, used the internet for homework, and played Xbox. Then they got Facebook, this was the first time they have ever socialised online.

These people have never lost their meat space ego, they have never even gotten close to anything close to the idea of an ego death.

Those that grow up on the internet from a young formative age, I’m speaking like 6 or 7 even earlier do not form a regular ego like that of their peers, they develop a meta-ego, they find pride in the many masks they can wear online, not just the one singular in meat space.

For these two, wired and unwired, the concept of an ego death is extremely different. For the unwired, they simply realise the limits of their own ego, they may abandon or rebuild it and go back to attaching to their new ego.

For the wired this is entirely different, usually a life of putting on different masks has lead to a complicated situation, ego death here is a killing and then merging of the online and the offline. This is true zen ego death, now easily achieved by children online.

Is this what they meant by the Indigo Children? I’m not sure but it would make sense if so.

For the Wired Children the disintegration of their meta-ego pushes them to an intrinsic almost instinctual state of Wu Wei.

This is depending on how you look at it either a state of hyper attention or hyper inattention, both at once and none at the end time.

This is how the internet is being stratified now, this is the ruminations of the next Boomer vs Zoomer divide that will be going on in 50+ years until all the Facebook denizens have died of old age.

You’ll notice that the Zoomer who didn’t use the internet for socialization until later in his life is a spiritual Boomer.

You’ll notice the boomer who has been socialising under nicknames, personas, ids on usenet, irc, bbs, almost his entire life is a spiritual Zoomer.

I know that one day we will find that hypersocialisation under an identity or more likely identities unattached to your own meatspace avatar will be shown to drastically change the neurological make up of one’s brain.

For those of you reading this who were raised online, you know this. You feel this at every interaction with these people, this isn’t new to you, there have been epithets thrown at them since internet immemorial.

Those that find themselves on the outside of this meta-consciousness with only one foot in, unable to ever fully submerge are the eternal midwit, unrelated to IQ they are not intellectual midwits but midwits of the ego and of the soul.

If you are reading this and confused, you tab back to Facebook and wonder ‘what if this dude talking about?’ it is you my dear reader, but you will not accept that, for I am but a mad man speaking madness. It is you dear unwired that knows what the internet is all about

What can truly be trusted online lest naivete? Ideas. That is all.

If you find yourself unable to play with ideas of those with avatars or bios or typing styles you do not like, if you can hear the truth with ears wide open, but only lest it be from your clique, you are unevolved, a use not for you besides that of a boomer lolcow.

The boomer is unable to perceive of such a reality that begets;

“What if they’re lying?” “What if I’m being fooled?”

They are hubris. Remember that.


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Paul Skallas on Videogames

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What Happened to Video Games? What they are and what we expected them to be

Paul Skallas Nov 15, 2020

I was scrolling the Twitter the other day, looking for the usual news, interesting posts and a little comedy and then suddenly an advertisement for new video game systems appeared on my TL. It turns out the console companies are releasing a new Xbox and Playstation. This happens every 5-10 years, I think. I was curious at how far video games have developed since I last really thought about them and so I clicked on the post.

The first thing I noticed is how ugly the game systems look. They are just variations of how they looked 20 years ago. If you put them in a room they stick out and ruin the vibe of the living area. You see a similar trend with Gaming PCs. They look like MMA shirts from the early 2000s. gamings PCs have the same aesthetic as mid 2000s MMA t-shirts. Probably appealing to the same general demographic. Garish

They never designed them to integrate into a room. There is no thought to make them look like a bonsai tree or a beautiful plant. The design philosophy hasn’t changed for decades. And it turns out, it’s not just the design.

What We Thought Games Would Become

I remember growing up during the heyday of video games with the incredible development from 1990 to 2005. Everything from Atari to PS2 and in between. Games developed so fast in those 15 years that people were getting nervous about what they would become. Congress held hearings on video games. Are these games going to control your mind? Are they going to turn you into a serial killer? In retrospect, this seems ridiculous but it isn’t really.

Games were evolving at an accelerating pace.

From this:

To this:

I remember going to an Arcade as a kid. It was fun. You’d buy tokens and you’d play next to someone or alone. But after a few years Arcades went bankrupt. They shut down the place. The owner went broke.

People shifted to playing games at home. The Arcade business was a big deal for decades and it disappeared overnight because video games were evolving at tremendous speed. Things were getting scary and exciting.

But then, something happened.

From 2005 to 2020, you don’t see much development. You see stagnation. All of a sudden it all stopped.

Developments since 2005

There have been some developments since around the mid to late 00s. For one, the rise of Social gaming. People watching other people play video games on Twitch or the rise of e-sports. But is this really a new development? I remember watching my friends play video games. We’d just sit around and watch him play. That isn’t new. That’s just scaling up an existing phenomena.

Video games have taken a dark path since the mid 00s. There is something called Loot Boxes which are popular now. A loot box is a consumable virtual item which can strengthen a player or make the game more interesting. He picks up a shiny new sword or a piece of armor. Except he has to pay money. These little micro-transactions. It’s a way to milk the kids with Dad’s credit card. And then there is the emphasis on addictiveness. The dark arts. Very sad development.

Graphics

People are starting to figure out that games are not developing anymore. LindyMan @PaulSkallas We used to play madden in 1999. Here it is in 2020 on the right.

What happened. Did they hit a wall of creativity?

Is the medium just inherently trash?

October 31st 2020 8 Retweets117 Likes

LindyMan @PaulSkallas Battlefield 1942 came out in 2002. this is the new one.

are they just tweaking the graphics now? Was it all a big lie?

October 31st 2020 7 Retweets111 Likes LindyMan @PaulSkallas people are starting to figure it out

Bleacher Report @BleacherReport NBA 2K has come a long way 🤯 @BRGaming https://t.co/xGtUT6QnSS

November 13th 2020 1 Retweet62 Likes

Games as Jobs

There’s another game genre that has become popular recently. These are games like Football Manager or Europa Universalis 4. Games that require immense time investment, thinking and strategizing. These games were fun when I played in them university or grad school. But I tried to play them recently and I couldn’t. They resembled jobs to me. And I already had a job. I was burning out trying to keep my team winning, scouting talent in obscure places in latin America and Africa. Europa Universalis is basically a spreadsheet simulation manipulating your dormant nationalist and religious impulses. If you take these games seriously as an adult you’ll burn out and lose your real job. That’s not fun.

Game Critics

Games suffer the same problem as other scaled up mediums; the critic problem. Game critics have great jobs, they don’t want to lose them. It’s fun playing games and writing about them for money. And they also may get paid for good reviews by the game companies themselves. This is natural for any media industry and has long been a part of the Monoculture. Every year there are academy awards in films, every year there is the Grammys. This is the industry supporting itself. They can’t just tell you it’s all bad and not worth playing. Then there wouldn’t be a business. Think about how the pro-wrestling announcers are paid by the company to put over the business but to the fan act as a reliable narrator.

Virtual Reality

VR has finally arrived. I’ve been hearing about VR my entire life, throughout the 90s and 00s. It was this technology of the future that would change everything. It was also used as a device that would mean we are truly living in the future. It’d pop up randomly like an Aerosmith video from the early 1990s

Well here it is. What’s it like?

I tried the Oculus and the Vive and I was disappointed. I was in goggle prison. None of the games were interesting or could capture my attention. Sure, there was a split second of spectacle because you’re immersed in a screen world, but it wasn’t like I was Brad Pitt in Cool World.

It dawned on me that VR will always be the technology of the future. It’s a trashy sci-fi dream from the 20th century. Now the supposed experts have moved on to “AR” and that now is the new technology of the future.

The Story

People thought in like 1999/2000 that video games would beat books. That they would be so advanced no one would read anymore because video games would be a richer experience. That didn’t happen. Whenever I post on Twitter about video games there is always someone who mentions that “x game is rich and deep that competes with the greatest books”

The medium won’t allow it. By its very nature, a game designed to profit from a young adult audience can not address adult concerns in any serious fashion.

The Lion King is an amusing and harmless riff on Hamlet. But it is not… Hamlet. That’s a remarkable gap not to see.

People Know

My argument isn’t that that video games are “bad”. They’re fine. But we thought they would have been so much more. The rate of development was like an army conquering territory. It was only a matter of time before they swallowed up all the territory and changed the way we interacted and saw the world. That didn’t happen. The army stopped advancing. They just settled into the territory. Video games stayed in its young adult niche, atheistically, intellectually and spiritually. They are stuck in a mid to late 00s framework. But so are a lot of other mediums. It’s just that no other medium improved so dramatically in a space of a decade.

I remember playing Battlefield 1942 a decade ago thinking what could this thing be like in 2020? It turns out, if you buy the newest version, it’s the same game. They just tweaked a few pixels. Enrique @DragonDHierro @PaulSkallas

November 14th 2020 The “indie” Game Myth

There is this strange response you get from people online when you mention games have mostly stopped developing. They say you are only playing AAA games and not “indie” games. Then you ask them what indie games are good and they either have no response or tell you something like this:

I played these games and they are no different than the other more expensive games out there. Unfortunately, making video games, like making a film is expensive and a scaled up endeavor. if you’re looking to “indie” games for salvation from the stuck culture I’m not sure you’re going to find it. Remember when they talked about “indie” films defeating Hollywood and taking over culture because everyone has a camera and youtube? What happened.

Turns out good acting, production, editing and set design is expensive. Another one of the lies you were told in the late 90s/early 00s

Put Video Games on the Cardio Machines

I go to the gym regularly. Well, it’s closed now because of the pandemic so I workout at home. But back when the gym was open I would look at the cardio machines and to me they looked like video game machines

There’s a screen in the middle. There’s these buttons on the side you would grasp. But for some reason they never put real video games on the cardio machines. It never happened. I can’t go to the gym and play GTA on the elliptical. Instead I get messages like this:

Is this a good use of video game technology? People are dying from Covid because they’re fat. They’re getting wiped out because they don’t exercise. And why don’t they exercise? Because they think exercise is boring. Doing cardio on a machine sure is boring. That’s why you need to blast your ears with music and psyche yourself up using motivation to even do it. It’s mind numbing running on a treadmill or using an elliptical for 30 minutes.

And yet, the entire medium of gaming is still a sedentary endeavor. We are holding a controller in our hand or our hand is on a mouse and keyboard.

Yeah sure some people have tried putting racing simulators or something lame on a stationary bike. But that’s not what I’m talking about. Integrate games people enjoy playing with the cardio machines. That would be a real newer development in gaming.

We Were Promised Flying Cars

The late 1980s to the early 2000s was an interesting time. So many trends were beginning that were going to shape the world we are living in now. A lot of things came true; the internet does rule the world, cell phones are in every person’s hand, and Privacy is mostly dead.

But some things didn’t happen. Video games never became what we thought they would become. They stayed in the young adult ghetto. They are harmless distractions with stunted growth.


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Emptiness view

Existence and non-existence are extremes, Purity and impurity are extremes as well, Thus, having relinquished both extremes, The wise do not dwell even in the middle.

Emptiness-view is also known as the Middle Way. The two extremes that one must steer are eternalism and nihilism. Eternalism is the view of eternal self and forms. Nihilism/annihilationism is the view that the self is destroyed with death and our actions have no ethical consequences.

Emptiness refers to the absence of essence or inherent existence in all objects. Objects arise dependent on other conditions, therefore they cannot be said to have causal independence. Two levels of truth can be discerned: the conventional truth of everyday commonsense reality, and the ultimate truth of emptiness. That all objects are ultimately empty does not mean that we do not experience conventional reality. Emptiness is not a transcedental existence like the Brahman in Hinduism, it is not to be reified, as it is empty itself.

To posit emptiness is not a position, because it is simply a phenomenological correction to a mistaken position. What others posit, it has been searched for, and nothing has been found. It is a conventional pedagogic means to the total dissolution of conceptualizing thought. It is like summoning a sword while dreaming a nightmare to fight with a beast: neither the sword nor the nightmare beast is real, but the sword ends the nightmare. To take up any position at all is to be afflicted. The Middle Way does not just replace other philosophical theories, but completely silences all reasoning.

To understand the Middle Way is not the final achievement: an optical illusion can be understood to be simply an error of our optical faculties, but the error is still being seen after the understanding. The goal is to halt the illusory perception of causally independent essence, not to merely understand it as an illusion.

First, one puts an end to what is not meritorious. In the middle, one puts an end to identity. Later, one puts an end to all views. Those who understand this are skilled.


[Lolicon History] Fusion Product Lolita/Bishoujo Special Edition [Translation]

Source: 「ふゅーじょんぷろだくと ロリータ/美少女特集 81/10」

In this issue, there’s a 6 page roundtable talk between the most influential and important members of Lolicon and Bishoujo manga history. There’s a lot of information not available in English with few articles accurately covering the people involved, leading to much misconceptions that still circulate the western internet. Everything following this paragraph is my translation of the article in question with coloured translator’s notes to deliver further info. Please keep in mind there are several different definitions of the word Lolicon, and in 1981, there wasn’t a word for Otaku or a word for Moe or Waifu in regards to having a fondness for anime characters, so in these days Lolicon, Lolita, and Bishoujo were the words often used for expressing those concepts.

Lolicon Roundtable Talk​

No matter how you slice it, Bishoujo seems to be booming. So it’s for that reason we have gathered the ‘authorities’ in that field… Oh, the horror, the horror.

The Lolicon’s Path is Rocky and Deep

Lolita, or how I learned to abandon normal romance and love Bishoujo.
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(吾妻ひでお) Azuma Hideo (Bishoujo Mangaka) Current Status: Deceased (RIP)

You cannot talk about Bishoujo without mentioning him. He hasn’t been making much of a stir recently, but he’s still stirring nonetheless. Some worship him as the ‘God of Lolicon’, clapping their hands in prayer, morning and evening.

(野口正之) Noguchi Masayuki (Biyoujo Mangaka) *Penname: (内山亜紀) Uchiyama Aki (Link); Current Status: Alive (His Books are Available Digitally).

No longer able to run or hide from it, a man who is unmistakably a Lolicon. Recently applied in a readers’ column for the Shoujo manga magazine ‘Nakayoshi’, and was happily selected as an honourable mention for the C-class. Apparently, he wants to close up shop as a Lolicon mangaka to walk the path of a Shoujo mangaka.

(谷口敬) Taniguchi Kei (Lolicon Gekigaka) Status: Alive and well (See End Note)

He gave us a stern warning he will never allow us to publish a photo of his face, but nevertheless, we got him to let us publish it. His first public appearance… A brazen… No, no, a rosy-cheeked Biseinen Mangaka. After making his debut in ‘Erogenica’, he’s currently writing for ‘Daikairaku’ at a serialisation pace.

(早坂未紀) Hayasaka Miki (Lolicon Doujinshi Creator) Current Status: Unknown

More than fact, rather it’s a foregone conclusion even he who boasts sparkling talent in the Doujinshi world is actually a Lolicon. Despite being so skilled, he’s a modest man who hasn’t earnestly drawn for a professional magazine. He’s working as an assistant for Murakami Motoka and Azuma Hideo.

(川本耕次) Kawamoto Kouji (Lolicon Editor) Current Status: Alive and Posting on Twitter (Link)

Has had Noguchi Masayuki draw Lolicon manga in ‘Peke’ and has had Azuma Hideo draw Bishoujo manga in ‘Shoujo Alice’, you could say he’s the man responsible for the current boom. In addition, the phantom masterpiece Bishoujo photo book ‘There’s a lot of Girls in the City’ is also his work. He’s currently working hard, day and night, on ero-books over at Gunyuusha.

(蛭児神建) Hirukogami Ken (Lolicon Degenerate) Current Status: Unknown

Whenever Lolicon is mentioned, he’s always ready to talk about it. The man is like a street guru. Dressed in hunting cap, sun glasses, mask, and raincoat that have started appearing on dummies all around. He presides over the extreme Lolicon Doujinshi ‘Youjo Fancier’.

(藤本孝人) Moderator: Fujimoto Takato (Ordinary 30 Year-old Bachelor) Current Status: Unknown

Publisher of the long-established Mini-communication magazine ‘Manga no Techou’. At first glance, he’s a true and upright salaryman, but in this special article, he’s revealed to be a jack of many trades. Talk about not judging a book by its cover. Recently, he’s been subjected to a bunch of marriage interviews, but he has insisted he won’t respond to any marriage interview photos unless the girl in question is wearing a sailor suit that fits his preferences.

■Are you a Lolicon?

──”Today’s talk is about Lolicon, so I would like to start by confirming whether everyone is a Lolicon.”

Noguchi: “I’m a Lolicon.” (Blunt)

Taniguchi: “I’m currently working for ‘Daikairaku’. So I’m thinking this while looking at the other writing members, but perhaps I’m not the biggest Lolicon.” Manga Daikairaku: Link

──”There’s always someone insisting ‘I’m not a Lolicon!’.”

Taniguchi: “At least not a violent one.”

Kawamoto: “I’m a Lolicon. In the strictest sense of the word. Recently, there’s been all sorts, like Heidi Complex or Alice Complex among other types. I’m just in it for the sailor suits (laughs).”

──”Next, while I don’t need to ask, but…”

Azuma: “I’m different.” (Blunt)

Everyone: “Not this again.”

──”Well, let’s leave the arguing aside. What about you, Hayasaka-san?”

Hayasaka: “Everyone says I have it, so it must be true.”

──”Any noticeable symptoms?”

Hayasaka: “Nothing more than my trembling hands.”

Hirukogami: “My dream is I want to hold my chest high and declare ‘I’m a degenerate’.”

──”What’s the difference between a degenerate and a Lolicon?”

Hirukogami: “The difference is in action.”

──In any case, everyone has been speaking their minds, but what about you Azuma-san?

Azuma: “Eh?”

──”Earlier you mentioned you’re different, that you’re a Lolicon during work.”

Azuma: “… Something like that….”

──”So you don’t love anime Bishoujo?”

Azuma: “No (laugh). Please don’t ask just me; I came here to study what Lolicon are like today.”

Hayasaka: “Ah—is that so?”

──”Though many people have awoken to Lolicon after reading Azuma-san’s manga.”

Azuma: “I don’t know. Are there really people like that?”

──”Kawamoto-san has been handling Azuma-san’s works for quite some time in ‘Peke’.” Monthly Peke: Link

Kawamoto: “I’m tooting my own horn, but I’ve been something of an important turning point in Azuma-san’s life. I’ve turned the second-rate Azuma-san, who was drawing for Akitashoten and Futabasha, into a third-rate mangaka working for ‘Peke’. Also, I had him draw Bishoujo manga for ‘Shoujo Alice’. That was just turning him from an ‘SF-mania artist’ into a ‘Lolicon artist’, it feels like I’m changing him from one bad thing into something worse.”

Azuma: “Ah, that’s true (laugh).”

──”I believe Noguchi-san also started his career as a Lolicon artist in ‘Peke’.”

Kawamoto: “He made his debut with the ‘OUT’ newbie manga award. And it was then I was wandering around the editorial department of Minori Shobou, trying to devise a cheap idea to make his manuscript fees cheaper.” Monthly Out: Link

Noguchi: “This is the man I first heard the word Lolicon from (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “Back then, it wasn’t popular at all. But I had some interest in it, so I asked Noguchi-kun to draw it since he had the qualities of a Lolicon.”

Noguchi: “I’m the type who’s happy so long as he gets to draw girls (laughs).”

──”Though looking at what Taniguchi-san published in ‘Pafu’, his girls were already very cute since then. That’s why everyone’s always insisting you must be a Lolicon.” Pafu: Link

Taniguchi: “There’s a noticeable difference between what the readers say about me and what I say about me not being a Lolicon, they’re on separate wavelengths. Recently, I’ve started to understand their side, so if the readers insist I am one, then I may as well give in and accept it.”

──”Though I believe you have a fixation on drawing sailor suits.”

Taniguchi: “Not at all. … When it comes to sailor suits these days, the tops are fine, but I don’t care much for the skirts.”

Everyone: (Laughs)

Azuma: “Do you like short skirts?”

Taniguchi: “When it comes to skirts, I prefer midi, pretty much. The part where you can see half the knee makes midi the cutest.”

──”I knew it, so you enjoy drawing those kind of works.”

Taniguchi: “Well, I enjoy it, but… Saying that is enough to make me fine with this is a bit…”

──”So it’s a forbidden pleasure? (Laughs)”

Hayasaka: “I wonder if the people being called Lolicon by society are people with little sisters. I’ve been wondering if that only applies to me.”

Hirukogami: “My friend has a little sister and he’s been writing a novel about violating a little sister with her name.”

Everyone: “That’s sick. (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “There might be some truth to that. Like a desire for a little sister.”

Taniguchi: “True.”

──”Something like if you actually had a little sister, you want her to be like this?”

Hayasaka: “I’m not conscious of it, but I believe it’s there.”

Hirukogami: “That would make everyone who has a desire for a little sister into a Lolicon. If I also had a little sister, I would do this.” (Gestures)

Everyone: (Laughs)

Azuma: “Please behave yourself! (Laughs).”

──”In Tezuka Osamu’s early works, he often concluded it with a ‘become my little sister’ ‘sure’, so now I’m wondering if perhaps Tezuka-san is the grandfather of Lolicon.”

Azuma: “Ah, it feels like that.”

Taniguchi: “Some parts of ‘Phoenix’ felt incestuous. Having sex with a little sister and mother, and creating a bunch of descendants.” Pheonix by Tezuka Osamu: Link

Hirukogami: “The motif of incest is common in Lolicon.”

Kawamoto: “I’m currently working on an ero-book, but I often write confession notes for that reason. Whenever I write a confession note for incest, I always talk about my little sister. I have an older sister, but no younger sister. It’s probably because I cannot delude myself into doing it with my older sister no matter what. She’s like a mother to me. The only things I can imagine that make for attractive material is stuff about doing it with a little sister. But when I think about it carefully, lines like ‘become my little sister’ are really raunchy ones (laughs).”

■Where are the Lolicon Civil Rights?

Kawamoto: “I believe everyone potentially has the elements of a Lolicon. It’s only by chance in this period we have things like anime Bishoujo characters, Azuma-san’s manga, and the Bishoujo Noguchi-kun draws.”

Noguchi: “What I draw aren’t Bishoujo. They’re Biyoujo!” çžŽĺšźĺĽł (Biyoujo) are anime girls younger than 美少女 (Bishoujo)

Kawamoto: “(Laughs). I believe there’s places that grant social status where it’s fine for Lolicon to be into that sort of stuff.”

Noguchi: “Lolicon gained civil rights?”

Kawamoto: “In our current situation, suppose we have neither Azuma-san nor Noguchi-kun, nor the Bishoujo characters from Toei, how would there be Lolicon? I believe there’s now places where you can publicly show you’re a fan of Azuma Hideo as a Lolicon. In other words, couldn’t you say we’re accepted?”

Noguchi: “I went to a marriage interview the other day.”

Everyone: (Bursts into Laughter)

Noguchi: “You see, the matchmaker introduced me to the other party as a mangaka. So the woman in question didn’t have any further background information beyond that. And when we met and did our greetings, she asks ‘what kind of manga do you draw?’.”

Everyone: (Bursts into Laughter)

Noguchi: “The reason I couldn’t answer confidently at the time was because I thought I still didn’t have civil rights. So I told her ‘I draw all sorts’ (laughs).”

──”So what you’re saying is despite the boom, you still don’t have civil rights?”

Azuma: “What I don’t understand is why Lolicon is booming. Could such a thing have a boom?”

Hirukogami: “In the past, Lolicon had a dark image, but thanks to Sensei, the image of a Lolicon is bright and fun. Noguchi-san’s manga are especially fun. Like you’re having fun drawing them. Like they’re trying to turn me, who was indifferent to such, into a Hentai.”

Noguchi: “I won’t deny that (laughs). Someone told me this, but even if the girls I draw wind up ravaged, the girls don’t look hurt. He said he didn’t get the impression they were being bullied from my manga (laughs). I’m the kind of guy that totally has fun drawing. After all, it’s fun drawing girls.”

Azuma: “Do you like bullying?”

Noguchi: “No, I inherently dislike the sight of blood; however, when I see an article about a young girl being bullied in the newspaper, it makes my heart skip a beat.”

Azuma: “That may be you in the future.”

Noguchi: “Only if I make a misstep (laughs).”

──”It seems there was actually a person called Noguchi Masayuki in Yokohama who was arrested for bullying young girls.”

Noguchi: “Ah, you’re right. The editor of Tatsumi Publishing called me over the phone to check up on me. And he was like ‘Huh? You’re there?’ (laughs).”

Azuma: “He was certain it was Noguchi-san (laughs).”

──”But the name of the policeman that was arrested for climbing onto the stage during a live performance at a strip show theatre was Azuma Hideo, was it not?”

Everyone: (Burst into Laughter)

Azuma: “Uumu.”

■My Bishoujo

──”How do I word this? At what age is someone a Bishoujo to you?”

Hirukogami: “For me, if they’re past 14, they’re past their prime (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “I don’t really find age to be relevant. The inner nature of a girl is more important than her actual age. On the one hand, the Tokyo high school girls are terrifying; they all look like female gang leaders. On the other hand, the high school girls riding on Roadpals around Gunma are very cute, they’re so pure.”

──”Azuma-san, I believe you said a Shoujo is a Shoujo even if she’s well-developed in the chest.” The God of Lolicon is into Oppai Loli.

Azuma: “Yeah, I believe I said that. But what about Hirukogami-san…?”

Hirukogami: “Her chest must be completely flat.” Explains his fashionable choice of clothing.

Everyone: (Burst into Laughter)

Azuma: “That’s why we’re different. He’s unable to have a normal marriage.”

Kawamoto: “Well, Lolicon are usually unable to have normal marriages. When I called Azuma’s home for the first time, his wife picked up and I thought she was totally a middle schooler.”

──”So Azuma-san didn’t have a normal marriage (laughs).”

Azuma: “It was normal. What are you saying? I also have children. Is it that unbelievable for a Lolicon to have kids!?”

Hirukogami: “I think it’s about time you put up a wire fence around your home.”

Azuma: “Everyone’s after my daughter (laughs). Someone’s gotta do it.”

──”So you wanna keep her by your side and never let her get married for the rest of her life?”

Azuma: “No, nothing of the sort. Cause I’m a normal human.”

Everyone: (Bursts into Laughter for some Reason)

■Sailor Suits and Randoseru

Azuma: “Sailor suits, they’re part of Lolicon, right?”

Taniguchi: “Well, you see (he’s been quiet till now, so he’s suddenly leaning his body forward). Err, those things had a boom 10 years ago, didn’t they? The protagonists during the boom back then were all wearing sailor suits. So isn’t this just a prolongation of that?”

Hirukogami: “I’m bad when it comes to high school girls; whenever I hear their high-pitch voices, it makes me want to pull out the ropes to tie them up, and…”

Everyone: “So you want to do that (laughs)?”

Kawamoto: “After all, the ideal is the middle school sailor suit. Tokyo high schoolers don’t look good in them. Budding breasts and a height around 155cm, those kinds of girls should wear sailor suits.”

Hirukogami: “Their sailor suits are worn all year round, so no matter how you slice it, they’re filthy. Glistening with their skin oils.”

──”By the same token, are the glistening skin oils on Hirukogami’s Randoseru good?”

Hirukogami: “Ah! Randoseru are good alright. I recently got a hold of one, but it’s been used for 6 years, so the sweat-soaked red Randoseru is irresistible.”

Kawamoto: “(Laughs). I bet you were wearing the Randoseru over your head and rolling around.”

──”Did you bring it with you today?”

Hirukogami: “No way. I have it carefully on display back home.”

Everyone: (Laughs)

Kawamoto: “I’m just your regular guy wearing bloomers and rolling around.”

Taniguchi: “Ah, bloomers are nice.”

Kawamoto: “Not just Chouchin-bloomers, but a form-fitting jersey. Those are nice.” Chouchin-bloomers (ちょうちんブルマー) are a specific kind of bloomer.

──”How do you feel about leotards?”

Kawamoto: “Umm. Girls in leotards aren’t cute, to be honest.”

Taniguchi: “(Nodding). They’re uncute.”

Kawamoto: “I would rather have a school swimsuit than a leotard.”

──”You’re a very plain man.”

Kawamoto: “I want to keep it simple with stuff that has their name written on the chest.”

──”How does that make it good?”

Kawamoto: “Um, you see, they’re all dressed the same. So it makes the cute girls stand out.”

■Licca-chan Doll Craze

──”How does everyone feel about dolls?”

Taniguchi: “Dolls are nice, aren’t they?”

Hayasaka: “Hirukogami-san is unchallenged when it comes to dolls.”

Hirukogami: “I like them. I have about 20 Licca-chan dolls. Of course, it’s boring playing with them normally. Superhero dolls are about the same size as Licca-chan so having Ultraman don Licca-chan’s outfits is pretty cute. I also have dolls called G.I. Joe. Though I only have about 5 of them. If I combine the G.I. Joe and Licca-chan dolls, they perfectly encapsulate the body shapes of an adult and child.” Licca-chan (Link)

Everyone: “Guwaah (laughs).”

Hirukogami: “I enjoy posing them in various positions.”

Azuma: “Y, you’re sick (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “You’re twisted (laughs).”

Noguchi: “Hirukogami-san dropped by my place the other day, and showed me a big fight between Licca-chan and G.I. Joe (laughs). Ever since then, my impression of dolls has been pretty positive.”

Azuma: “So you’re doing a Licca-chan doll delivery service?”

Hirukogami: “I wouldn’t quite call it a delivery service.”

──”Do you have any Petite Angie dolls?” Her Majesty’s Petite Angie (**Link**)

Hirukogami: “Yeah, there’s 5 kinds of those. From Takara. Well, I have a big and small one. It’s already an old anime, so they’re hard to come by. Even though Candy Candy is currently selling, Petite Angie is way cuter and has a better personality! I dislike hypocritical characters like Candy Candy.” Candy Candy (Linkj)

──”Azuma-san is also pretty particular about Petite Angie.”

Azuma: “Yeah, I also like her. I’m a close match for him in that area. Though I’m still a loser; only have 3 of them.”

Everyone: (Burst into Laughter)

Hirukogami: “Do you have any cels?”

Azuma: “Well, I received 2 or 3.”

Hirukogami: “Gentlemen, he has cels for Petite Angie.”

Taniguchi: “However, not all of them.”

Azuma: “Yeah, just the ones where she’s tied up at the watermill.”

Hirukogami: “Somehow, that’s really cute. Ufufufufufu.”

**Azuma Hideo’s Waifu: Petite Angie. His obsession for this character extends to him expressing a desire to become Angie.

■Lolicon is an Ideal**

──”I’m of the opinion Takemiya Keiko’s ‘Fly Me to the Moon!’ is the perfect Lolicon manga.” â€˜Fly Me to the Moon’: Link

Azuma: “Ah, I agree.”

Kawamoto: “However, I believe women do not understand Lolicon on a fundamental level.”

Noguchi: “I also think so.”

Kawamoto: “Most of them are Fashionable Lolicon.”

Hayasaka: “The ones called female Lolicon like small, cute girls, but they also like cute boys and cute children.”

Kawamoto: “They lack distinction and principle, you could say they lack the ideal.”

──”The ideal?”

Kawamoto: “All Lolicon have an ideal.”

Noguchi: “Sounds like you’re trying to split hairs (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “No, I’m making a point. There are Lolicon that stick to school swimsuits, there are Lolicon that stick to Randoseru, but when it comes to female Lolicon, the only thing that matters to them is whether something is cute. They’re unprincipled Lolicon, so I cannot recognise them as Lolicon. After all the path of a Lolicon is much deeper.”

Noguchi: “Ah, so it’s a matter of depth? (Laughs).”

Hayasaka: “For some reason, I’m starting to feel afire with desire.”

Hirukokami: “I’m still a long ways from that.”

Hayasaka: “You’ll need to seclude yourself in the mountains with a Randoseru for about three years (laughs).”

Kawamoto: “Though it’s been getting a little crazy lately, Lolicon isn’t dark at all. In fact, I believe someone said this but, Shoujo are beautiful, but we who love those Shoujo aren’t beautiful. That is to say, some are coming into this with the misconception Lolicon is beautiful. I believe Azuma-san’s manga provides a cover for that; ‘I’m not a Lolicon, but I am a fan of Azuma Hideo’. That’s why it’s become very cool to call things Lolicon. I think that’s a bad trend. After all, those who love Shoujo aren’t beautiful in the slightest.”

Hayasaka: “It’s not beautiful, but it’s defiant. That’s why you have those saying doing ○○ and ×× is Lolicon.”

**The perfect Lolicon manga according to the moderator.

■Lolicon is Sexual Science Fiction**

Perhaps you don’t know anything about Lolicon being sexual science fiction, but it’s not limited to Lolicon; Homo, Lez, Sado, Maso, and all the other sex besides the so-called ‘normal sexual relationships’ are akin to science fiction. Perhaps you could call them science fiction of the lower body. Among their commonalities are suppressed desires, possibility and imagination, and a degree of hatred towards ‘reality’, Lolicon and SF are very similar in the aspect where they’re strangely pessimistic.

However, that is not to say most of what is being written is Lolicon SF. There are many SF where girls appear, but those aren’t necessarily Lolicon, just like having a girl appear doesn’t make something a porno.

That said, it’s not completely out of the question. Out of all the works I’m going to mention, if I have to give a perfect example, is Hoshi Shinichi’s early work ‘Moon’s Light’. This is the story of a middle-aged man who keeps a mixed-race girl as a pet. Though the girl was an abandoned child, the man did nothing to educate her as a human, instead he raised her as a beautiful pet. The pet girl was attached to the man. The man, of course, didn’t do anything to her. He was merely fascinated by her presence. Hoshi Shinichi (Link)

Robert Young’s ‘The Dandelion Girl’ is also a romantic Lolicon SF. Her dandelion hair dancing in the wind, a girl standing in the afternoon sunshine comes from a future two hundred forty years away. The man admonishes his agitated self. ‘Hey, hey, I’m forty-four.’ Young, very much a Lolicon, introduces charming girls even in his ‘Jonathan and the Space Whale’.

Speaking of charming, Mitsuse Ryuu’s ‘Asura King’ also has a different kind of charm. In ‘Ten Billion Days and One Hundred Billion Nights’, he introduces an androgynous Bishoujo who possesses a sublime beauty that transcends gender. Though there’s many nostalgic stories about boys by Ray Bradbury, the ‘April Witch’ is a short story that symbolically depicts the fluttering heart of an adolescent girl. (Kobayashi Katsuaki) **This person (小林克彰) shouldn’t be confused for the Guilty Gear CV of the same name. So far, this is the only time I’ve seen this name mentioned.

Unlike the other pieces written alongside the roundtable talk (i.e. one about male crossdressers commenting on sailor uniforms), I felt this one was important to translate to show how important western science fiction media was to budding artists in Japan and Lolicon itself.

The Lolicon Boom mentioned earlier in the talk was happening alongside a Star Wars boom, and as Uchiyama Aki (Noguchi Masayuki) later mentioned in an out-of-panel note in an issue of Lemon People, there isn’t a single Japanese mangaka who hasn’t been influenced by American comics.

The reason Azuma is treated with such high regard is because Japan was importing the dark Lolicon from Europe and North America (Junior Idol-type pornography), and he turned that dark image around to something fun and positive with his manga Lolicon. The manga and anime industry wouldn’t be the way it is right now if it weren’t for the above artists influencing all the artists that gained recognition overseas like Takahashi Rumiko, Nagai Go, Toriyama Akira, among others.

Despite that, most of these people haven’t really transitioned to the internet age.
Taniguchi Kei, the Lolicon Gekigaka, is still alive and well, posting on the internet.
You can find his Pixiv account here:**

https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/25236105

In fact, it’s thanks to this tweet by Taniguchi,
I went to the trouble of picking up this issue of Fusion Product amidst Covid:

 https://twitter.com/i/web/status/1242618326024458241

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Source: “ロリコンKISS 86/04”
This magazine went through several incarnations, and trying to find old issues of its first couple incarnations is difficult (I don’t even know how many issues exist of the older stuff; it’s that undocumented and obscure).
COMICモモ→ロリコンKISS→月刊COMICロリタッチ→コミックBeat

**But It Was Supposed to be Fooling Around, Self-Aware It Was The Evil Path From The Very Beginning!?

Hirukogami Ken**

It all started in the manga Doujinshi world. A reserve army of mangaka wanting to show others the creations they drew, bringing and selling works to one another published at their own expense, there was once such an exhibition giving the vibe of those playing house.

From such a place, works called ‘Lolicon Doujinshi’ began to circulate from the late 70s to the beginning of the 80s. Amateur creators who grew up under the influence of anime and Shoujo manga began drawing ero-manga with the style of those mediums.

At first, it was a kind of joke… They were supposed to be fooling around, aware they were treading the evil path. Always at the bottom of their hearts, they knew they would become proper professionals and have legitimate manga to draw one day. That’s precisely why, despite the sense of shame on both the side of the seller and buyer, there was instead a twisted sense of camaraderie.

And while my love for manga was swept up within that current, I, who was aiming for pure literature, was also silently writing ero-novels with the motif of ‘Shoujo’ and creating copybooks. The very first Lolicon manga Doujinshi was called ‘Cybele’, and the written Lolicon magazine I was doing was called ‘Youjo Fancier’ (幼女嗜好) . Cybele (Link)

It wasn’t until the boom when all the gears started to go crazy. Though I’m speaking severely, young people with neither shame nor shyness began to form lines for Doujinshi that were nothing more than ero-books, and similar ero-Doujinshi began to shoot up like bamboo after it rains.

It was, well, nice. A generation, whose dicks couldn’t get it up to the art of Gekiga, encountered a media which excited us for the first time. However, what is strange is the mysterious trend where such base ero-books were misconstrued to be some kind of grand, cutting-edge fashion. Though up until now, this was only possible within the closed Doujin world event local to Tokyo.

Those who pioneered the commercialisation of Lolicon caught the eye of the manga critique magazine for maniacs ‘Fusion Product’, who featured it in their 1981 October Lolicon special.

In the editorial department, we had the notorious Ootsuka Tooaru (大塚某) and Ogata (緒方 源次郎). On top of that, we had the notorious Takatori Ei (高取英) and Kawamoto Kouji (川本耕次) coming in and out. All the noise generated from that damn ridiculous Lolicon Boom was mostly the work of these four people. Nowadays Ootsuka goes by Ootsuka Eiji (大塚英志) and Ogata goes by Ogata Katsuhiro (小形克宏).

For an amateur creator, ‘commercial magazines’ were things with a colossal appeal no matter the subject. I was bewitched by that appeal and made my debut as a result, so whether it could be regarded as fortunate or unfortunate, the ero-novels I was doing for fun turned into a serious job. I cannot tell for certain whether humanity made a misstep somewhere.

The very first magazine specialising in Bishoujo manga, ‘Lemon People’, was published in the 57th year of Showa (1982). It all started when a member of the Doujinshi ‘Puppet Princess’ (人形姫) was introduced to Kuboshoten by Uchiyama Aki. They, too, became professionals for the stuff they were doing half-in-jest and they weren’t naïve to that fact. I also seized my opportunity and was in charge of reading articles, and had my first serialisation.

Most of the creators were friends who hanged out with each other prior, and that sense of fellowship was what became the conscious drive to ‘liven up the magazine together’. That’s how we turned the early issues of ‘Lemon People’ into a magazine with extraordinary power. However, that eventually resulted in the birth of Nareai; the fact Kubo-san had a plain and absentminded personality also put them in the good graces of the magazine’s creators. Nareai (collusion of mutual interests based on implicit consensus without following the procedures normally taken)

In addition, we weren’t cut off from the Doujinshi world and were treated as ‘heroes that came from our family’, producing a race of drum-bearers proud to say ‘I’m ××-sensei’s friend’, flattering us with ‘Sensei, Sensei’… In this way, we were sheltered from the harsh publishing world by that magazine which was as comfy as a tepid hot spring.

As punishment for their complacency, creators were unable to shed their skin and stopped progressing, even though they had a chance to go major, they lost the strength to simply take advantage of it. This spoiled constitution soon began to dominate the entire industry. The number of infantile creators—hurt, victimised, and insulted just from being spoken to in a slightly harsh manner by editors—increased in number.

What destroyed the monopoly of ‘Lemon People’ that lasted for 2 years and awoken us from our peaceful dreams was ‘Manga Burikko’, a magazine by Ootsuka Tooaru released under Byakuya Shobo. After that, ‘Melon Comic’ (メロンコミック) and Ogata’s ‘Alice Club’, and the many imitation magazines, were born and vanished. Though it’s currently booming like the Sengoku period, only the aforementioned constitution has been traditionally inherited. Manga Burikko (Link); Alice Club (Link)

Whatever the magazine, though it may be interesting at first, it will eventually descend into Nareai. Recently, I’ve been thinking. This industry, the creators, editors, and their miscellaneous feelings as well, are they all consumables?

Petit Pandora (Petitパンドラ) Editor-in-Chief: Hirukogami Ken

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In Japanese, I found these websites to be useful:

クラリス・クライシス ~なぜ日本でロリコン文化が花開いたのか~ | Renaissance Man

If there’s anyone deserving of the title ‘Lolicon Expert’, it’s this man. If you want books, papers, and other stuff to research in regards to otaku-centric cultural studies, he has them listed in his sources; many rabbit holes for you to tumble down. He goes over every definition of Lolicon, and gives a thorough history. He also did a slide presentation in English, though it’s very basic, and his English is weird:

www.slideshare.net

Clarisse Crisis ~the Soul of Japan 2.0~

Clarisse Crisis ~the Soul of Japan 2.0~ - Download as a PDF or view online for free

 www.slideshare.netwww.slideshare.net

kemomimi.doorblog.jp

ケモミミ生活 ~獣耳作品情報ブログ~

There’s way too much anime and manga for a single person to consume. So I generally focus on Kemonomimi-themed stuff, and this guy makes my life so much easier. He also wrote books on Kemonomimi history, which is deeply entangled in the Lolicon (Otaku) sub culture. It’s through here I originally learned about the ‘Lolicon Boom’ many years ago.

『おたく』の研究 | 漫画ブリッコの世界

 www.burikko.netwww.burikko.net

Manga Burikko’s homepage with all information related to their magazine. The above link is to Nakamori Akio’s (中森明夫) columns where he came up with the word Otaku to express his feelings towards the Lolicon readers with a 2D-Complex (二次元コンプレクス). Later, he wrote a book with Eiji, the magazine’s editor, about Miyazaki Tsutomu, and that book is where the word Otaku leaked to the mass media.

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The Japanese internet is messy and everything is scattered. Some people do useful stuff, and you have to dig to find it through google and the wayback machine. Like the current thing I’m working on translating is scanned from this blog:

La biblioteca de Babel MR.DANDY 129号 昭和57年 11月号

If you look at the rest of his blog, practically none of it is anime or Otaku related. Just a guy slowly going over old stuff and scanning it for posterity. So it’s natural the 1982 magazine he scanned in relation to the Lolicon Bom has a more general audience; its piece on Lolicon is almost essentially ‘get a load of these weird dudes drawing porn of Shoujo manga characters as young as 4 years old in commercial magazines’. But it gives the definition of words like Alice Complex, which—until now—I assumed was just an age related complex that would later become the quintessential Lolita to some younger Japanese internet users.

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Source: 「MR.DANDY 129号 82/11」

Like the Fusion Product article, this was published in 1982, way before words like Moe and Otaku existed. Lolicon was the word to describe concepts such as Bishoujo Hentai, Waifu, and so on. The writer has spoken to many important individuals, including Senno Knife (Official Twitter**), who I was already very familiar with before researching these older Mangaka. Kawamoto Kouji, the man who popularised the word Lolita when it comes to Manga, also had some comments worth reading and considering.

Some things that interest me are the actual dialectics between the Hard and Soft Lolicon Manga fans; I’ve been on the Japanese internet for 2 decades, and haven’t really seen the equivalent of such factions online. There’s a couple parts I’m unsure about, like one regarding the Disco murderer incident. So I may need to update and fix this translation in the future.**

Name Cheat List:
(Azuma Hideo, Uchiyama Aki, Senno Knife, Kawamoto Kouji, Takakuwa Tsunehiro, Hirukogami Ken, and Hara Maruta)
(吾妻ひでお・内山亜紀・千之ナイフ・川本耕次・高桑常寿・蛭児神建・原丸太)
Also bear in mind that Noguchi from Fusion Product roundtable talk is Uchiyama Aki, the 2nd most influential Lolicon Mangaka.

The Oppressed Sexuality of Modern Society Lurking Behind the Lolicon Manga Boom

Mekata Kairi (目方海里)

These days, high school girls are aunties! It’s the Lolicon period where the women that move men are between 3~4 years old to middle school. However, why are they so excited over the incest, gangbang, SM, and rape of these small children? Also, their treasures seem to be the red Randoseru and uniforms from elementary school, and dress-up dolls. I have asked the Mangaka and editors involved in the Lolita Boom about this boom.

■Where Did This Boom Come From?

“Yaa, Maa-chan’s gotten big. (It’s been half a year… I’m even touching Maa-chan’s bum.)”

“Iyaan, Onii-chan, this isn’t… Hurry, hurry, let’s go to our room!”
(Omission)
“Afu, afu, Onii-chan. P, please don’t hurt me… OK?”

“C’mon, Maa-chan, relax your legs.”

“Ahh, oww… Onii-chan! It hurts.”

“As I thought, it’s still impossible.”

“Sorry, Onii-chan.”

(From Uchiyama Aki’s ‘Lolicon ABC’ Published by Kubo Shoten.)

This is a passage from a ‘Lolicon Manga’ of the current boom. An extract from Uchiyama Aki’s Manga, one of the two great Lolicon Manga authorities. I quickly read one Lolicon work after another. The Lolita introduced were from 3~4 years old to middle school. There was rape, there was incest, there were gangbangs, there was SM (S men and M Lolita), there was defecation and urination, there was Guro. For every pure Lolita, there was a plethora of lewd Lolita. Even pure anime characters meant for elementary schoolers were a source of thrills. If Manga only isn’t enough, there’s a deluge of real Lolita photo collections. Why have Lolicon gone so far? Hirukogami Ken (蛭児神建), who calls himself a Lolicon miscellaneous writer, says it’s a ‘Blooming Youth’s Young Magazine!’. The Lolicon Doujinshi researcher, Hara Maruta (原丸太), said “‘I am a Lolicon’ is a means of communication among the youth”. But this boom, where did it come from?

Lolicon ABC by Uchiyama Aki

■The Doujinshi that Lit the Fire of Loli Manga

Around 10 years ago, a Shoujo photobook called ‘Europe 12-Year Old Mythology’ (Bronze-sha) was published. Afterwards, there were ‘Holy Shoujo’ (Fuji Art Publishing), Sawatari Hajime’s (沢渡朔) ‘Shoujo Alice’ (Kawade Shobo Shinsha), ‘Little Pretenders’ (Million Publishing), and various other clothed and nude Bishoujo photobooks were published. The light-type edition of ‘Little Pretenders’ was published in 1954, but this August, a deluxe edition was released with the subtitle ‘Forever’. As time glided by, these sorts of books were gradually being sold. The buying demographic were geezers around their 40s exhausted from work. A portion among them were docile and meek college students. The publishers hadn’t the foggiest why these were selling.
Bronze-sha (Link)
Kawade Shobo Shinsha (Link)
Million Publishing (Link)

‘Adult slits are no good, but if it’s a child’s, then it’s permitted. The same slits can be photographed and properly shown, so it sells.’ That’s the way it’s been hypothesised. There were certainly individuals who bought them for that reason. But in reality, it’s now thought it’s the encapsulation of a portent for something much different.

Around the time this has been happening, the age of talent in the television world has begun to grow younger. If you consider it simply, children were becoming precocious, the heroes and heroines matching them in age were born, and well, while the age-group of the heroine’s fans may be of a young demographic, the older demographic were still there.

Hara suspects the appearance of Agnes Lum, or in other words, the appearance of heroines with the bodies of adults and the faces of children were the harbingers of this. But what ultimately (and extravagantly) ignited the Loli Manga Boom was the Doujinshi world.

According to Hara, Japan’s first Lolicon magazine was ‘Arisu’ (愛栗鼠), which was first published in December 1978 (TokyoポAlice Mania GroupポCarroll House Publishing Group). He said it was put in paper bags during Comiket 10 (Comic Market, a comic Doujinshi exhibition and sale site) and sold in secret. It was a little later that ‘Cybele’, the originator of Lolicon, was first published in April 1979. A special ‘Lolita’ edition of ‘Arisu’ was published in April 1979, but neither of those have yet to lead to the boom’s arrival. During the summer Comiket 15 of 1980, ‘Clarisse Magazine’ (TokyoポClarisse Magazine Editing Office) appeared, featuring Anime Bishoujo characters without any sexual depictions. The Lolicon magazine ‘Lotali’ (Tokyo [Chiyoda]ポLotali Club) also appeared, but it was nothing more than a 13 part copy book. Then in the December 1980 issue of Anime magazine ‘OUT’, the ‘Manga Modernology for Sick Peopleポ1st Part: Lolita Complex’ by Yonezawa Yoshiro (米沢嘉博) was published, and the word leapt forth, marking its first moment in the spotlight. I should translate the OUT article next, since it kind of ties Takahashi Rumiko and Toriyama Akira to the whole Lolicon phenomenon.

Afterwards, magazines specialising in Lolicon began to be released in the Doujinshi world one after the other.

It’s a foregone conclusion the flames would spread to the all-age magazine world. In the world of Shounen Manga, the mainstream is Action. Resulting in epics plus gags. The people who grew tired of such began temporarily dabbling in the world of Shoujo Manga. And the souvenir they brought back was a spiritual and lyrical world. However, in the end, Shoujo Manga wasn’t a perfect fit, so what was released for male readers was Lolicon Manga that focused on Bishoujo.

According to Terayama Osamu (寺山修), in the same way the ‘virgins and girls, harlots and dolls’ in the cosmetic commercial films have become ‘free’, the ‘Bishoujo that ‘can be free’ has become the mainstream. Of course, Ero-guro, SM, and others of their ilk accompanied them, but according to the editor of the ‘Lolicon Complete Work’ (Published by Gunyusha), Kawamoto Kouji (川本耕次), those were trends for sadomasochists and perverts. 20 years ago, Seppuku and women in Fundoshi lopping off heads were all the rage, but now the target are Lolicon.

The eroticism in Lolicon was the result of what middle and high school, or good university students who never seen an ero-book, desired, but he says even Ero-gekiga books have taken advantage of the new Lolicon eroticism. You could call this a new area of development. In the Manga world, the world of fantasy, Loli Manga began to escalate in a powerful way——.

Incidentally, the ones who supported Loli Manga were the Anime generation. When it comes to Anime, it’s mostly filled with childish characters. According to Shimizu Kazuo (志水 一夫), a researcher of paranormal phenomena, heads that compose a third of one’s height garner common feelings of affection and paternality among mammals. Though there’s a division of anime with full-scale bodies poking their heads out here and there, the generation who grew up with Anime are unable to leave the nest. According to Hino Youko (火野妖子), a rare female creator of Loli Manga, ‘they’re clinging to Anime despite themselves growing older’. As a result, their sexual objects have become Anime characters, or to put it simply, young girls, and they’ve become the important individuals who support Loli Manga. On one hand, the ones with extreme scenes that mostly depict sexual erotica, or rape and SM are called ‘Hard Lolicon Manga’. And on the other hand, there’s ‘Soft’.

In Shounen Manga, these would be the ‘Wishy-Washy Manga’, the ones that have taken the mentality of Shoujo Manga, but since it’s a Shounen magazine, you can’t just show the girl getting ploughed. The setting situations are Shounen, so they cannot be Hard. But the same cannot be said for Soft. Most of the genuine Soft exists in the Anime generation. Lolita-chan is their answer. However, there are people who constantly fantasise about these Lolita in their heads and don’t even want them to take their clothes off. According to the Mangaka, Senno Knife (千之ナイフ), these guy’s rooms are ‘completely feminine, covered in girlish things and lacy curtains’ as they fervently proceed to self-identify and become one with these Lolita.

Agnes Lum, the Harbinger of Lolicon (?); then again, Lum from Urusei Yatsura was the most popular Lolita in the 1980s, so perhaps it fits.

■Concerning Lolita Complex

We’ve been saying ‘Lolicon’ and ‘Lolita’ for some time now, but what exactly is ‘Lolita Complex’? If you trace it all the way back to where it started, you will find it originated in the Soviet Union in 1955.

A soviet writer Vladimir Nabokov published a novel called ‘Lolita’. It is a novel where...
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Last of Us 2

LOL LOU 2 was leaked by some crazy fools within the Brazilian localization team, and the plot sounds even worse than Final Faggotry 7 Remake.

It was so bad, that I didn’t believe it at all, until I saw proof. Holy fuck that game looks so boring. That’s exactly why I left PSpoor. Every game is just WALK slowly then TALK, and then WALK SLOWLY again. Even Final Fantasy 7 Remake is like that.

An unnaturally muscular ‘woman’ kills the shit out of Joel with a golf club, and beats the fuck out of Ellie so badly, that her eye pops out.

This is the new protagonist, some Dudechick?

Ellie’s girlfriend getting murderized by the Tranny thing.

This is Ellie with her eye popped out of her face. How the fuck do Americans legit love this kind of shit?

It’s weird to me, coz they’re very anti-sexual depictions of women, but apparently killing the shit out of them is A-ok, LOL!

LOU2 is just a basic revenge plot, but for some reason it just comes off as edgy.

From what I’ve seen from the leaks, the Tranny looking thing is going way over board and is overkilling the shit out of the LOU1 protagonists and then she replaces them as the main character, :lol: :lol:

What’s even the point of that? Weren’t the Last of Us Daddy & surrogate daughter meant to be the Gaystation’s mascots? I recall when I bought PS3 & PS4, Joel & Ellie were plastered on the cover of some PS boxes. I bought the one with Call of Duty though, coz I actually play COD, and COD can sometimes be… good. In MP. LOL!

At least with Final Faggotry 7 Remake, I can understand why they did the rewrites. They’re trying to turn the entire Remake into its own multi-installment franchise.
LOU2’s plot makes no sense to me, coz they’re effectively killing their own franchise by brutally murdering the protags of their own series.

Man am I glad that I jumped over to Nintendo, where Mythra, Samus & Zelda are our female protags. (LOL they’re all White Blonde chicks, but hey mang Nintendo is really good at writing likable wimmin, despite what their background is.)
On top of that, Xenoblade just has a much deeper plot in general, along with its much deeper combat when compared to LOU.

At least when girls die in a Nintendo game, it doesn’t come off as edgy. When a chick dies, it shows to you just how serious the conflict is, coz characters whom you’d expect to have plot-armor, are actually just as expendable as the rest.

Now granted that’s exactly what LOU2 is doing, but it has more of a pornographic effect to their deaths.

When Fiora ‘dies’ or Haze gets stabbed to death, it’s not even shown. Instead what we get is much more effective, we’re seeing the reactions from their death and the anguish that the cast feels from witnessing such senseless violence.

Even then, there’s layers to those deaths. Haze was meant to be a mercy-killing from the perspective of Nintendo’s version of Sephiroth.
Or in the case of Reyntime, Shulk & Dunban, Fiora’s death represented their failures as men.
They couldn’t do jackshit for Fiora, and they feel utterly hopeless about it for a while, but it’s then used as a resolve for the rest of their journey.
In LOU2, you see Abby kill the shit out of the LOU protags, and then she just replaces them. Such shitty writing.

Nintendo does it the other way around, you start off with the villain Edelgard but she dies in every other path except her own and even then, you switch heroes midgame in her own path if you don’t fulfill the conditions to continue playing as Edel.

Dimitri actually tried to spare her, but she repaid his kindness, by trying to kill him again LOL!

With LOU2, it just comes off as if they wanted to be cool & edgy by brutally murdering characters to the point that it looks fetishized.

That’s something that I never understood about these supposed “Strong Female Protag” stories. Why is it that the strong females are always getting their asses kicked & they’re bleeding all over the place? I remember the same shit going on with the original Nu-Tomb Raider, where she gets impaled during the beginning of the game, survives it, only to go through more gory ass shit that they survive through.

It’s weird to me, coz I sure as hell never saw Ripley from Alien doing any of that.
Hell, Nintendo’s Samus Aran & Mythra/Pyra (Mythra was probably what Ripley was like as a teen or college-aged adult, lol.) come off more like proper Ripley-tributes than what ever the hell this gory mess is that Westerners seem to love so much.

For the record, this is what muscular women naturally look like.

Notice how her body actually looks feminine, and not a fridge. The Fridge-body is the type of physique that a man normally gets if they’re under 6 ft tall but pack on about 290 pounds of muscle. Even 5’10/5’9 (He’s one of those 176cm types.) Mike Tyson really only had 215 pounds of muscle at his peak. Rhyno from WWE fits the Fridge stereotype to a tee.
That Woman/Man-thing in LOU2 was either a man who became a woman, or they’ve been eating some zombie-apocalypse steroids and supplemented their diet off of hooman meat or something, lol.

A lot of the Nerdlords who write and are fans of this shit, don’t seem to understand how you get a big manly body. Here’s the secret, you need girth, eat motherfucker, Eat! You gotta put some fat on your bones and then you shape it.


Hyper-sexualization

I’ve been wondering, why does ‘Hyper-sexualization’ offend Americans so much?

Maybe it’s coz I have Japanese-sensibilities, but I don’t even notice it. Americans say that Pyra looks terrible and that her tits are too big. I think her tits look ample. Not too big, not too small. I also think she just looks attractive. I’d rather be looking at an attractive character, than an ugly or generic-looking chracter which is why I don’t like Western character designs much, coz the characters always look ugly or generic.

I personaly prefer swimsuit Mythra over Pyra but that’s coz Pyra dresses like Brittney Spears and has some weird hiphop fashion-sense going on.

See that’s thing, I can actually notice that Pyra is hiphop influenced with them damn lowrider shorts & that thong. These White motherfuckers, they just cry about it being ‘TOOO SEXUALIZED!” and these are the same dumbfucks who always brag about how culturally-diverse they are, yet they actually get offended by culturally-diverse characters & foreign cultures. These white motherfuckers just want everyone to be White & boring like them.

EDIT: I just googled them pants Pyra be wearing and it turns out the first search results actually come USA catalogs advertising Thong booty bitches.

https://www.iheartraves.com/products/ca … oty-shorts
https://ca.style.yahoo.com/denim-thong- … 37600.html

Exactly like what I said, this is an actually a reference to an American subculture but for some reason, Internet seems to be entirely populated by White Virgin Nerds (Who happened to be married, but with a dog as a surrogate child or something.)

Apparently, American people on internet are actually ignorant of subcultures that came from their own fucking country, AAYYYYY LMAO!

It’s weird coz I grew up in the USA during the 80s when ppractically every live-action movie & cartoon had sexual-nudity, and it was still rated pg.
To now in days, damn near every American is a fucking prude, and then they act like they’re better or more evolved than you or some bullshit. I’m just laughing that you’re a bunch of fucking faggots who are embarassed by naked bodies. I see the way you motherfuckers look mang, you embodify the term ‘soyboi’.

What’s really annoying is that Xenoblade 1, Xenosaga trilogy & Xenogears were just as sexualized. They prob just didn’t notice (I don’t see how you couldn’t notice with Saga.) back then coz the older games weren’t using a modern Anime art style. They were using the anime art style from their era. It’s like these fucktards have intentionally forgotten about Sharla who was in XB1, lol. At least Pyra looks exotic & flashy, she’s very American-Hiphop influenced. They even speak in a lot of weird rap slang in the actual game & it’s hilarious. Only the English dub though. In Jap, Rex just shouts generic “YEEESSSS!!” chants instead of “FO’ SHOOOOO!”

Or maybe that’s just my Jap sensibilities talking. Perhaps people like Pyra are normal in USA… LOL! Yeah right. Usa the country where nearly every White & Mexican woman are over 200 pounds of fat.
Though I shouldn’t throw too much shade at Mexicans, since it’s not Mexicans complaining about ‘sexualization’.

**It’s usually just White people (mostly self-proclaimed Liberals.) doing that. That’s their way of insulting Japanese culture, and showing off how inferior they think we are.

**This is the real reason why I always get offended when I see Westerners (mostly White people) constantly whining about sexuality in video games (100% of those games are made in Japan.). I view it as White people sneakily trying to assert their racist opinions as fact while trying to come off as not racist at all.
Just look at how only Japanese games get censored on PS4. Metro Exodus didn’t get censored and that has strippers & full frontal nudity. Only Devil May Cry 5 got censored and that was just a mere buttcrack.

p.s. these were my main arsenals for missions. Guess they are pretty shit for post-game/coop content

Your loadout is just shit in general lol. You actually beat the game though so it must be working for you.


Semen Retention

I have seen the face GOD for i do not spill my seed. I have been practising this for 2 decades, brothers it is not an easy road especially at the start, but persist DO NOT GIVE UP.the dreams of corruption can be overcome just as the images of wakening can also be overcome.i have travelled to the relms that are hidden, i have seen and understood the knowledge of that which is greater than myself, i brng my knowledge to you to help you on your path of discovery. JOIN ME brothers we will ascend.

No man has ever saw god and lived to tell about it, because the visage of god kills all men who have ever seen it.

Not that I believe that God even has a face, but the Western comprehension of God is that of an anthropomorphic Super Saiyan humanoid alien so they’re prone to saying a bunch of goofy shit that’s completely at odds with what damn near the rest of the world’s cultures & religions see, which is generally a holographic grid of some sort.

First off, I do find it hilarious how Occidental people (It doesn’t matter if they claim to be Right or Left wing, they both act exactly the same, hysterical & zealous.) always demonize the act of fornication or the naked body, as though it were immoral. The bible or Genesis never actually condemns the naked body, and it often described people as naked such as Adam & Eve. Bible does condemn fucking outside of marriage, but even that’s not clear because it also seems to be okay with harems, multiple wives & concubines. Kinda like how in Japan, it was considered normal & even encouraged to have mistresses as a form of stress relief. That seems to have phased out though since lately, Lefty Open Society Americans have been trying to colonize the shit out of Japan’s culture and little by little Japan is forced to conform.

I honestly think that this current DeJapanization movement on Japan is an aberration because in a book from the 90s (I think it was “Committee of 300”, I forget.)

Klaus Schwab actually viewed the Japanese people as off limits and didn’t want to restructure their culture or society, because he always respected how obedient their populace is to their elite class & he actually wanted to mold the rest of the world to be like the Japanese.

The current day insanity & hatred towards the Japanese, (Such as Leftards trying to rewrite Japanese history through wikipedia, American tourist vandalizing Japanese religious establishments & now there’s even Occidental video games that do a mixture of both against Japan to the point that even the Prime Minister condemned it.) seems to be more of the cause of Millennials like Alex Soros (via Rahm Emanuel who has been doing nothing but shaming Japan for not being ‘modern’ and ‘civilized’ like Americans lol), a lot of Millennials don’t understand why some traditions are off limits (because if changed, the entire house fall apart.), so they went full speed ahead with Agenda 2030 (The Google definition of 2030, like nearly everything on google. Is intentionally wrong.) Which (2030) is a restructuring of the world (by Elites) based around a select few Mega cities entirely surveyed through SMART technology. One of these Megacities was going to be the entirety of Japan refashioned as one huge virtual reality simulation city scape (This is what Kagura is modeled after in my Heretic Hydra setting, since all I’m doing with my setting is trying to drip-feed you with as much hidden knowledge as I can, without saying too much. Like how OG Cozy Okada & Kazuma Kaneko did it, for my generation.), not unlike the cyberworld from Devil Summoner Soul Hackers.

The Atlus Okada & Kaneko duo were hardcore occultists, so damn near all of the games that they worked on were slowly drip-feeding you about the controllers of this realm from behind the curtain in Wizard of Oz.

I use the word “realm” specifically, because we don’t actually know what we’re living in. All throughout history, this world was always claimed to be an illusion, hologram or the modern term, simulation. China & Japan are both well aware that the world is fucking fake. I’m not sure about Koreans, since they’re way too influenced by the West.

Ironic really, because even Jesus makes constant references to Earth being an illusion or just a passing world. The problem is that mainstream White worshippers of Jesus, take everything so damn literally & materially.

The Persona 1,Persona 2 Duology were showing to you how the world is shaped through perception with the P2 duology focusing on Retrocausality and how reality is just the collective perception of the world’s populace, and said reality will retroactively change to reflect the present. (Megaten games never tell you this straight up. They expect you to either know the subjects that it’s referencing or for you to look it up yourself, which back in the day when these games first came out. You had to physically move your ass to libraries that contained occult texts. Unlike in the modern era where large texts are exchanged through USBs and memory cards. Everything online is fake due to Corpo-internet so there’s a work around where you don’t use the net at all, other then for distribution purposes)

Not that it matters what the bible says, since most of it is contradictory and is not even meant to be literal to begin with.

The stories are meant to impart spiritual truths to you, through allegory. Nothing in the occult is literal, and that includes the bible, which is considered as an occult text. It’s just been massively altered & distributed for mass consumption for literal retards who literally believe in Sky Ghost Daddy Super Saiyan Superman that watch them pee & shit. It’s Santa Claus for Cargo-Cult primitive-minded Adults.

Side Note:
Rake was trying to get me to join this forum again back in 2023 so he showed me this Occult section & I only saw this part of the forum. (I really should’ve checked out the rest of the site. I was honestly pissed that it had a thread on Fatal Frame but none on Shin Megami Tensei, only to find out a few months ago that it has a section devoted to SMT. I like Fatal Frame, FF is cool. I consider FF more as paranormal rather than occult. FF is occult-adjacent at best. SMT is occult.)

It was this specific post by alleged SemenRetentionGuru (alleged because he only has a meme comprehension of what Semen Retention is.) that I read last year, which had me convinced that this site became a bunch of internet right wing retards (This bastardrized version of SemenRetention, is a belief that’s only believed by morons within the Right wing & Men’s rights circles of the internet.) so I didn’t even bother to drop by here until Trump won. So I could gloat about how I was correct about damn near everything, that a lot of this troon scare hysteria is manufactured.

(Fuck this dumbass forum for claiming that I got brainwashed by troon ideology because I kept trying to claim that it’s an exaggerated forced non-issue meant to elicit a response from over emotional morons, when 1. I don’t even know what that is. I think like a Jap. I only acknowledge two groups. Japs, and people who aren’t Japs. Guess where ‘troon ideology’ falls under? Not Japs, duh!!! 2. I barely use the internet for anything other than downloading or watching movies, & video games. This forum is the only site that I ever bothered to post or communicate at, on a regular basis. Once I left this forum, I didn’t use the internet at all outside of watching movies on youtube & longplays. I only wrote texts to people over the phone.)

None of these Military or Government Troons have ever held real power, all of their government positions are fake and gay (Fucking Linda Mcmahon of the World Wrestling Federation has far more political power than any of these Troon purse puppies ever had. ), and will easily be swept away by the next Republican who takes office.
The only thing I didn’t predict, that it’d be Trump who would be next in line, and the one to destroy the Tranny tower of power that was made out of Legos.

Yes there’s a difference between an actual right winger & an internet right winger.
The internet right wingers generally believe in a lot of hysterical magical stupid bullshit. (They actually thought that Trannies had power, when as I said, it’s actually the women who manage them who have the power, because it’s still a White man’s world and honestly always will be, even these annoying Feminists understand that.)

Actual real life right wingers can easily be described as pragmatic, and won’t ever concern themselves with weird internet hysteria because it doesn’t reflect their everyday life, which would revolve more around the higher cost of groceries, gas, guns & ammo.

When I read this post last year, I didn’t read in between the lines to see that it’s actually a joke post, a satire. It’s actually making fun of you, and me. Although I really don’t understand how it’s meant to be a mockery of me when I don’t recall being a Christcuck. I identify as Christian yes, but I don’t ever speak or act like an Occidental Christian who loosely tries to weave morals from an ancient book, that they stupidly try to impose on the modern world nearly 3000 years later, as if that weren’t fucking retarded. I’m not a literalist. The bible is just a series of lessons written by primitive cargo cult retards trying their hardest to comprehend the ‘magic’ that they were witnessing when said magic was actually just our modern day technology. The Black Mirrors that you often see being spoken of throughout most of the world’s ancient, historical & religious texts are actually just a reference to modern day Smart phones, which guess what? Have a black screen of glass, like a black mirror and you can call forth services from your phone just like the alleged magic that ancient texts have alleged that black mirrors can do. The Sega game Like a Dragon & Infinite Wealth does an excellent parody of this through their poundmates summons

Which yes, is meant to be a parody of Final Fantasy, but both Final Fantasy & Yakuza are directly basing this off of the Black Mirror myths. (The reason why Jap games are the way they are, is because they do a lot of research on this shit. Koudelka gets extremely detailed with this shit.) Some people are able to piece together that Black Mirrors were just the ancient primitive cargo cult word for Smart phone. Kinda like how Maya, is basically just the ancient version of Simulated reality.

This is how I interpret the world. Everything is just science, being misinterpreted by retards , and what you notice is this sounds nothing like these vague allusions to god that the op post does.


Back to the post.

Let me introduce to you the concept and practice of semen retention. this ancient practice has been practiced by the Egyptian mysticks, the greek philosophers, roman senators, chinese wise men, indian gurus, geoff, buddah, confucsious. The japanese monks of have teachings of this practice performed with the ritual of self preservation. In the dead sea scrolls it is mentioned as a way to overcome original sin and find the path closer to God. More recently there have been strides made in the knowledge, the true knowledge of the true power it can grant. FOR MODERN day, modern times, we are surrounded by sexual images and pornoGrAPHY. It is this later in particular, GRAPHIC images, that corrupt the soul and the will to live, the will to progress and ascend

Like a lot of retarded internet right wing memes, the belief in Semen Retention takes half truths (such as faggy asexual Buddhist monks do indeed practice semen retention.) but then creates some modern day narrative that loosely tries to connect with issues that plague modern day Zoomers & Younger Millennials (1985-1995)

In this case it’s some mixture of being a bunch of unfuckable, unlovable virgin nerds mixed with some weird Soccer Mom mentality where they think they can make the world a better place by regulating porn. The porn isn’t the problem, the ones addicted to it, are. I honestly had no idea that there existed large swaths of Zoom Zooms & Gen Y who whack off several times a day. I didn’t even know that until I heard rumors about Nick Fuentes who’s been claimed to wack off about 5 times a day. I don’t even understand how any man could do that, because I generally lose interest after nutting once and then I move on,

What the misinterpretation is, is that the energy gained through semen retention revolves around an energy explosion that’s to be used towards the pursuit of art. It has nothing to do with any of these goofy men’s self improvement crap or some simple message of time management. Was this meant to be a spiritual message or a materialistic one, because it sounds materialistic to me with the focus on time, or somehow it’s assumed that it’s women who’s been corrupting you, when women can’t control you, only you can control yourself.

Another misinterpretation is that they do not actually abstain from masturbation.
What they’re trying to do is control their orgasm (I’m disgusted that I have to explain the sexual practices of a bunch of old dudes.), the point of semen retention is to masturbate just long and hard (lol) enough, but to stop at just the right moment before they bust a nut. They’re trying to reach that orgasmic high, but without the mess that follows after.

That’s where the power comes from. Even Hitler did this shit, it’s probably where the modern myths of this bullshit came from.

Some Internet ‘Monarchist’ Catholic retard who believed that Hitler was Catholic (he wasn’t, just like how George Washington wasn’t actually Christian.) probably got word that he practiced Semen Retention but since most internet retards don’t know how to fucking read, he simply took the words Semen Retention at face value then built an entire myth around it, not realizing that it actually does revolve around playing with your dick , but to stop at just the right moment before they ejaculate.

(The entirety of Occultism is a metaphor for God, Procreation. How do you procreate? Oh yeah, by fucking.)

A lot of what you see on the internet is fucking fake. (Both the Right & Left believe in every dumb thing they read on the internet.)

You need to get your info directly from either the source, or books that reference the initial source.

I was annoyed when I saw this post last year because I thought it was a real sincere post written by a retard, but upon rereading it, it’s an obvious satire of the imbeciles who actually believe in this shit and the poster in question is actually pretty smart. (If he indeed wrote it as an insult. However he is a fucking moron, If he genuinely believes in this weird mishmash of conflicting Western & Eastern mindsets and some weird back in forth between trying to be a spiritual message that keeps referring to materialist reality which honestly has always been a problem that I have with White Right wingers, they’re all so materialistic and care way too much about what other people do, rather than focusing on what they can change, themselves. I’m giving the Guru the benefit of the doubt, I believe that he was actually making fun of the website/forum. I view site/forum as both the same. I prefer this, because it means that he has some intelligence if he intended his posts as a mockery or insult)

Imagine a normal day, you awake full of vim and vigor and have many plans for what you wish to achieve that day. But then you look at your social media and there is some video of a female “working” out in those yoga pants, another image after, another female in a tiny bikini barely covering her ample chest., another image a 2d waifu licking an ice cream suggestively HOW IS A MODERN MAN TO COPE? YOU IMMEDIATLY waste time masturbating, and once the deed is done, you are drained, drained of energy, drained of WILL TO LIVE.
THIS is DELIBERATE, it is the deliberate energy harvesting from THEM. to spill our seed is the same as to spill our BLOOD.
WE give them everything and they give us NOTHING in return. Afterwards you are weak. Suspectiable to to the demon of ADVERTIZING. You buy the useless overpriced item that comes up in the “TEMU” feed. You are hungry and what you should have is a healthy nutrious meal but you are DRAINED OF ENERGY and you cannot access this so you eat the bag of GMO potato chips enriched with soya and corn syrup which fills you but it is empty calories. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINING. The shame of masturbating so often and to everything combined with the lak of real food and company causes the endless spiral of MISERY WEAKNESS AND DEATH. IMAGINE a life of this, the endless cycle. BUT there is hope, for you too, can escape. DO NOT GIVE THEM YOUR SEED. YOUMUST RETAIN IT. FORESAKE ALL GRAPHIC IMAGES, FORESAKE FEMALES for they are the corrupted. They are the impure. They seek to oppress man, to weaken and destroy him.

This post and this specific quote, it just all over the place. Now granted, it’s written like a typical ‘Red Pill’ men’s rights activist message where the reader is assumed to be a victim. A victim not of his own doing, but because of external forces.

It’s written with the belief and mindset that you don’t cause life to happen, life simply happens to you.

You’re not an occultist if you’re just a passive loser who lives life on auto-pilot and let life happen to you. Occult belief systems are actually structured around Jesus or what Jesus believes, ye are all gods. You are to be in an constant act of creations, whether that be through art (like David Lynch), or simple procreation.

It’s kinda like how, in Japan the colors baby blue and pink are still recognized as extremely feminine, cute & girly colors, but in the West and USA in particular that entire color scheme is now associated with transgenderism, so every time a Westerner sees baby pink and blue, they associate the color & the wearer, with trannies. I saw this dumb shit going on with the Yakuza live action tv show, where a bunch of dumbass Internet Right wingers were trying to call Yakuza tv show “woke” because there’s a girl wearing blue & pink. Oh gee, I wonder why? Perhaps it’s because for centuries those two colors blue & pink were traditionally associated with women. You fucking dumbass!

This blue & pink color scheme doesn’t have to be associated with troons unless you let it.
Westerners let it happen because most westerners simply allow life to happen to them. They don’t operate from the mindset that the current reality exists, because of their own thoughts. Only you can control your own reality.

I see the same things that the op describes, but I don’t view naked women as a horror. I view it as reality, as it always has been and should be. How the fuck is the modern era any different from any other era in the past? Women were always harlots. I don’t say that as an insult, I’m pointing out that it’s dudes trying to impose their norms & morals on people who aren’t dudes, women.

Who’s funding these women? The male consoomers who are paying these bitches. It’s just capitalism working as it always has, except now the middle man management is the government via Onlyfans instead of a local pimp.

The problem is the man, not the women. Abstaining from sex or masturbation ain’t going to do shit since you losers already weren’t fucking anyone to begin with. You’ll just get replaced by another fat, smelly retarded consoomerist.

What I fucking hate about fake Right wingers, is that they often seem to believe that they have to live the life of an ascetic monk or priest, to be considered as right wing or traditionalist.

What you’ll often see, are these corny ass Men’s Self Improvement types who try to posture themselves as real manly men’s men, but they’ll often preach conflicting view points by generally appealing to Protestant Calvinist style hard work ethic as a moral virtue, and the abstinence of sex as if they were also larping as a priest or some other dickless eunuch monk, but when you look at them.

You can clearly see that they don’t live this silly ‘traditionalist’ larp lifestyle at all. They’re just pretending to be something they’re not.

Youtube often directs you to vids like this, if they detect that you’re not an Open Society Fellow Traveler. This is done on purpose so you can be just as fucking retarded as the guy in the vid is. Sure he looks like a Chad, but is he? I don’t think so. His eyes look soft. I dislike & block every youtube vid filled with retards like this who tries to enlighten me by saying some stupid Protestant work ethic, anti-sex screed, because I know just from seeing Americans, that this prot anti-sex shit ain’t working. If it were, they wouldn’t be so unhappy, and on meds all the time.

Why the fuck would you want to be a faggy priest or monk, who merely stand around like losers waiting for god as they get killed by the barbarians at the gate? What you want to be is a warrior. You’ll often see me refer to myself as a warrior or a weapon. You never see me say any of this faggy priest shit, because Conan the Barbarian has the right idea.

That’s what being a traditional man is. That Conan quote, sums up the wants & needs of everysingle heterosexual man. Not this weird ass 1950’s larp of what a Millennial or Zoomer thinks a traditionalist man is supposed to be, which in their fucked up world view, is some kind of dickless faggot priest.

That’s why I don’t take internet right wingers seriously. If you listen to them, you become just as dickless as the lefty troons that they hate. From my vantage point, what I see is that all roads available to you on the internet, all lead you down towards the same destination.
Demoralization, and the usurpation of your own power (of creation) that you willingly gave up of your own accord because you thought you were making a moralistic statement against debauchery.

Congratulations dumbass, you were easily persuaded through your own emotions of inadequacy or isolation.

You wanna know a ritual that actually will make you mentally, spiritually & physically stronger?

Start taking showers in freezing cold water. That’s how you’ll learn to start thinking like a monk (without actually living like a holy faggot monk/priest.), because cold showers force you to breathe differently and also forces you to think that “you’re not actually freezing to death. You just think you are.”

Once you’ve mastered that, you’ll start to see that the cold water is no longer drowning you, in fact it will start to rejuvenate you because you’re finally on your first little baby step into mastering the world around you, by controlling your breathing and the way you think.

It’s like some kind of abstract Karate Kid Mr. Miyagi technique by forcing you to do something stupid, only for it to later teach you some important lessons in life that most people have never once thought of, such as the way that you breath can actually change your interpreted reality and control what is perceived pain, and actually turn that pain into a source of energy that you are rejuvenated by.

I didn’t get any of this from no damn book, or some stupid internet shit. I learned this through life experience. I’m not denigrating books. I’m just making a point that real true lessons about life spirituality, actually revolve around a form of suffering, such as willingly freezing and drowning yourself to death, just to learn how to control it.

Semen Retention? That’s not a form of suffering, it’s actually a form of pleasure lol. It just sounds like the opposite, because Zoomers & younger Millennials are sex deprived or something.

It’s funny from my perspective because Zoom Zooms and Gen Cry deify this semen retention shit, not realizing that in reality, they’re actually saying that old dudes who play with their balls & stop jerking it right before ejaculation, is a long lost hidden and grandiose virtue. You know what this sounds like to me? It sounds exactly like what the Blavatsky self-insert was talking shit about in the Johnny Depp Ninth Gate movie, about how most Rich elites are just cultist retards who don’t understand the books that they read. This is the same deal here, but replace Rich Elites with poor, downtrodden Zoomers & Young Millennials. Makes me wonder how even more retarded that Gen Alpha will turn out.

Sure the retort is often that Millennials & Zoomers turned out retarded because people my age never taught them shit.

How the fuck am I supposed to when I’ve been fucking banned from everything, and even when I start a new account, I get instantly banned. I get banned easily, because I’ll actually tell you some real shit but since I know I cant, due to Corpo-internet, I just don’t even bother. It’s not my problem. (It actually is my problem, since there’s a good chance that 20-30 years from now, I’ll be unlucky and be the last living old millennial or gen x’r left who remembers what the world was like before the 90s. There’s a high likelihood that I’ll eventually be mobbed to death by zoom zooms & millennials, just like how it was millennials who banned me from mother fucking everything, just because my words make them cry. )

No I don’t have the fucking Heretic game ready, I wasted the entire month drawing pixels for the game, of big jiggly titty big booty sprites lol. I’ll eventually get around to responding to the Lynch thread. I’ve had some weird real life experiences that I think sound exactly like a Lynch movie.

This is done on purpose so you can be just as fucking retarded as the guy in the vid is. Sure he looks like a Chad, but is he? I don’t think so. His eyes look soft.

Edit: I realize that I prob need to elaborate more by what I mean when I say that this male influencer looks SOFT.

Most actual real men, they have a particular glare or resting face that somewhat resembles mine. (Except mine looks crazier.)

I call this look, The Wolf Eye.

Sure Tom Cruise & Sean Connery are actors, but they wouldn’t naturally look like that to begin with if they didn’t live a certain life style in reality

Physiognomy is real. Your face generally shows the true character of who you are, so you can’t actually fake it to make it, unless that already was who you are to begin with. It’s like the saying “Smile doesn’t meet his face.” What the materialist sees are two ladies men. Which sure they both are, but that’s just an after effect of both dudes being very self-determined, confident and most of all, they both understand that they make the world around them, the world doesn’t happen to them. The world restructured itself around them.

They both lived as Gods because the world naturally conforms with them. The term “Man of God” has been completely bastardized by Christcucks who use that term to refer to any slave morality chump who worships the current state or establishment who rules over him.
(These types generally think that a random person is a direct servant of their Super Saiyan God, like how some of these types view Trump lol. I ain’t denigrating Trump. He’s been nothing but nice to my family, his people recently sent my mom free swag, backpack, hat. Only ones from my fam who has suffered his wrath, were all HuWite liberals from NYC lol. I’m just using OrangeFatfuck as an example of how “Man of God” is often misused by Christians to the point that they call this slovenly Dorito, “Man of God”.)

What “Man of God” truly refers to is someone like Connery, Tom Cruise, or most obviously, Stallone & Mel Gibson. It’s these types of Men who have a stare that acknowledges that the world retroactively conforms with them, because they live as Gods. “Live as God”, means that they are Co-creators with the source, the original God consciousness that emanated the entirety of existence. None of these guys may be self aware that they are living as Gods, but they sure as fuck know that you get nothing out of life, that life doesn’t expect out of you.

The difference that these actors have, from the youtube guy is that the Youtube guy generally has a Deer in headlights look to his eyes. It doesn’t matter how tough he portrays himself or how much muscles he has. (He’s way more muscular than Tom Cruise, Sean Connery or I, combined. Doesn’t matter, on the street he’d still get mugged because he looks gay. Whereas I bet Tom really is like his Vincent character in real life LOL!)
Youtube guy knows how to talk the talk, he knows how to imitate the behavior but the issue is that his visage betrays godliness. Or rather, he knows not God. He doesn’t look like a predator, he looks like prey. This man is not a Wolf.
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Oh BTW I’m serious, start taking freezing cold showers for at least a minute - 5 (just until you learn the lessons from it. Don’t actually harm yourself. If it’s gotten to that point then you’re learning nothing at all. The point is to feel no pain. To make pain, Fear you.), if for nothing else then as a mental exercise. You’ll start to see that you can adapt to the cold freeze and the survival mechanism of the feel of drowning by changing how you breath, and how you think to the point where you no longer feel the pain and the water is no longer suffocating you. You’ll instead feel revived, or reborn. It’s probably what videogame characters are supposed to feel like when ever they refill their lives from diving into water or oldschool NES Golgo 13, from fucking.

Fucking (Sexual Intercourse, I prefer the word Fuck, because it’s much more visual & sounds less detached from the human spirit. Humans wouldn’t have survived for as long as they had without a strong appetite for both violence & fucking.) is actually another method of rejuvenation or rebirth. The only reason why spiritually, sex with multiple partners is frowned upon amongst certain sects, is because your soul combines with the bitch that you just fucked. (Now imagine how hilarious that visual metaphor gets when its two dudes like in Current Year ideology.) This modern condemnation of everything relating to the naked body just sounds like American Puritan retards to me. (It’s modern in that it’s a holdover from the 1950s, pre 1950s USA was extremely sexual, or at least heterosexual. It just had a shame culture similar to Japan to where mistresses were expected but the mistress themselves were not respected. In the modern world, the mistresses are treated as the star, and the men as expendable. That’s the issue that plagues Zoomers & Gen crY.)

Americans have always tried to control sex through the use of morality, because it gives the government & corporations more avenues to monetize sex. (They’d monetize & control every bit of air that we breath, if they could find a way to get away with it. I dunno, just call the air racist. That usually works.) That’s just so obvious, but it’s an obvious tactic that goes over the heads of most White Right Wingers because the thought of sex seems to trigger so much emotion with both White Left & Right wingers. It’s an amusing behavior but annoying at the same time because they act as if their disgust towards naked body or sex were a fundamental spiritual truth when God is just a metaphor for consciousness & creation. You can’t create without sex, or birth. This is why new ideas are no longer being born, we currently live in a hellhole where ideas are being regulated against if it does not conform with the current orthodoxy.


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The Quest for Miku Hoshino

Greetings. I have been studying the work of TopDrunkee on the old forum. Some of you may know him as Leviathan or Jack.

His current absence is unfortunate but I’ve decided to try and solve a mystery that he brought to light fifteen years ago.

The tale of an elusive JAV actress named Miku Hoshino, who has, through the years, gone by many names.

You might recognize her as the Image Girl for this subforum. I am told that this forum is ran by fans of TopDrunkee, as opposed to the gay website we are conjoined with like a retarded siamese twin.

According to TopDrunkee’s research, these are: Miku/Emiri/Emily/Misora Hoshino (Japanese alias), Agnes Inoue (United States of America alias), Mi Kyung Kim (Korean alias). Doing my own research, I managed to find two more aliases, Hoshina Rei and Hoshino Mihong, perhaps she used them in China?

Her ethnicity is a mix of Brazilian, French(Black), Japanese and Korean. TopDrunkee managed to friend request her on Facebook back in the day but, from what I can tell, her Yakuza contacts warned her to stay away from him.

She only starred in JAV for two years. She tried to hide her identity back in the day and through the course of time a lot more information has been lost to digital rot. I have been trying to find as much as I can. According to TopDrunkee’s research, there are 45 videos in total.

I think as a community we can come together and uncover the remaining Miku Hoshino videos and maybe send them to the Man himself.

This is what I managed to find. I have been warned by Rake that we are not allowed to host pornography directly on the forum so please just use hotlinking.

Estrus angel MIKU 18 year old debut

https://www.jav321.com/video/1nhdt00385
ID: NHDT-385
Release Date: 2006-12-07

Do you like lewd older sisters? 20

https://www.jav321.com/video/49ha00004d
ID: HA-004D
Release Date: 2006-12-24

Noble Meat Young Wife Volume 12 Miku Hoshino

https://www.jav321.com/video/h_848kkw00012
ID: KKW-012
Release Date: 2007-01-10

Physical Education Teacher Yuka

https://www.javlibrary.com/en/?v=javlidt5za
ID: UMD-184
Release Date: 2007-03-16

Fascinating Pole Dancer VS Passionate Reggae Dancer

https://javdb.com/v/RgVp
https://www.sokmil.com/av/_item/item066211.htm
ID: SDMS -083
Release Date: 2007-03-22

Active fashion model’s anal creampie Emily Hoshino

https://www.jav321.com/video/snwd00031
ID: SNWD-031
Release Date: 2007-04-25

Become a group with a high school girl and call the cutest girl in the class and molest her

https://www.jav321.com/video/1dandy00038
ID: DANDY-038
Release Date: 2007-05-04

My older sister will rape me 38

https://www.jav321.com/video/49ha00017
ID: HA-017
Release Date: 2007-05-11

Spohiro 4 SportsHeroine

https://www.jav321.com/video/h_259simg00198
ID: SIMG-198
Release Date: 2007-05-15

I want to be buried in a married woman’s big butt 2

https://www.jav321.com/video/snwd00035
ID: SNWD-035
Release Date: 2007-05-25

ANAL SEX I like the back more than the front

https://www.jav321.com/video/49mvf00105
ID: MVF-105
Release Date: 2007-06-12

LADY N ~ ‘s All Of Commuting To School! I Am The Master Molester “The Kiss” In The Back Alley Commit.

https://www.javlibrary.com/en/?v=javlidyl3q
ID: LADY-022
Release Date: 2007-06-21

IP OFFICE

https://www.jav321.com/video/ipsd00006
ID: IPSD-006
Release Date: 2007-06-29

Forced Blowjob/Creampie/Acme Prisoner of War Camp 2

https://www.jav321.com/video/ddb00045
ID: DDB-045
Release Date: 2007-09-30

Returning Slut

https://www.jav321.com/video/13vsd00001
ID: VSD-001
Release Date: 2007-11-24

​​Aesthetics of beautiful butt Misora ​​Hoshino

https://www.jav321.com/video/1nhdt00385
ID: MI-053
Release Date : 2007-12-13
Also collected in KDMI-012 and KDMX-008

Good morning! This is terrible…I’ll sue you! I don’t care what you say Special

https://www.jav321.com/video/149rd00165
ID: RD-165
Release Date: 2008-03-04

Beautiful And Lascivious Older Sisters Who Have 20 Consecutive Games!!

https://www.javlibrary.com/en/?v=javlicj7ze
ID: SIMG-283
Release Date: 2008-03-15

DIGIMO LEO BEST GIRLS

https://www.jav321.com/video/125ud00335r
ID: UD-335R
Release Date: 2008-04-21

Digital Mosaic Lots of Riding 38 Girls

https://jav.land/en/movie/jav4px8zv83.html
ID: LDM-001
Release Date: 2008-07-07

Cum explodes!!

https://www.jav321.com/video/125ud00363r
ID: UD-363
Release Date: 2008-09-30

A lewd gal’s dick play

https://www.jav321.com/video/h_169simg00210
ID: SIMG-210
Release Date: 2009-02-22

Good morning! Carefully selected! Large gathering of 25 S-class gals, complete archive version, 4 hours

https://www.jav321.com/video/149rd00332
ID: RD-332
Release Date: 2010-02-07

Glasses big tits blowjob 240 minutes

https://www.jav321.com/video/bf00423
ID: BF-423
Release Date: 2015-12-07

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The tale of an elusive JAV actress named Miku Hoshino, who has, through the years, gone by many names. You might recognize her as the Image Girl for this subforum. I am told that this forum is ran by fans of TopDrunkee, as opposed to the gay website we are conjoined with like a retarded siamese twin.

LOL that’s hilarious. I personally just consider them as the same site. I do have a blog section that I will eventually turn into its own mini site. I’m just using it to host my own gaem projects and talk about random esoteric mysticism shit, with the works of David Lynch being one of the subjects of interest.

through the course of time a lot more information has been lost to digital rot. I have been trying to find as much as I can.

That’s actually common. Even someone as famous as Ran Asakawa is really hard to find info on these days. I immediatly thought of her when I saw all of these stupid Lily Philips vids on my youtube feed talking shit about her because she fucked over 100 or 1000 guys in one night. Even that dumb motherfucker Tim Pool labeled her as a degenerate aftereffect of Liberalism, and I’m like bruh isn’t this just capitalism? (She’s not even a Lefty, she’s just a typical apolitical sloot. When I listen to her speak, she just comes across like a typical munny hungry clout chasing capitalist.) Did Dim Fool mean NeoLiberalism? I could agree with that, but meh. It’s just the Grift Right doing what they always do, talking a lot of shit and they never know what the fuck they’re saying.

I was subbed to Lily’s channel (she made some pretty hot vids. Not as hot as Linsey Donovan, but still pretty hot.) before she got banned from yootube and she only got banned because Cuckservatives suddenly started (nonstop) crying about her being the downfall of soyciety. Real life basically is the first season of “The Boys”, it really is Corpos trying to simultaneously keep the Christcucks & the SJW Woke Consoomerists happy since they’re the two largest American consumer groups. I thought of Ran Asakawa because she fucked over 100s of dudes in one night way back in the 2000s but you never saw any corny ass pearl clutching right wingers crying about it.

That’s what I really hate about Western society, both their Left & Right are annoying moralfags. I vastly prefer the Amoral culture of Japan, where they just treat sexual proclivities as meh, that’s life. It’s just a bodily function similar to farting. Whereas in the West, they literally act as if God is watching you fuck or some shit. Or in the Leftist case, they view the act of fucking a woman, as misogynism. I dunno man. Fuck them all. As I iterate, I ain’t no centrist. (that’s the group I hate the most, like my disdain towards Dim Fool.) I’m someone who simultaneously has far right & far left views, and I just see two factions of dysfunctional retards crying over people fucking, as if that weren’t just life.

Her ethnicity is a mix of Brazilian, French(Black), Japanese and Korean. TopDrunkee managed to friend request her on Facebook back in the day but, from what I can tell, her Yakuza contacts warned her to stay away from him.

I have never done that. I don’t add people first. People add me. Even everyone from this forum who has me listed as their friend, has added me first. That includes the guy who owns this site.

It also shows a vast ignorance on how Asian societies operate. In Asian cultures, we don’t talk to whomever we want. You have to be invited by someone within the group. This is how it’s always been done in both Japan & Korea.

Ironically, I did have plenty of contacts who knew her and I even went out with a woman who was a part of her social circle. Not that I knew that at the time. That was just back when I was in my Christuck phase, and the gook woman happened to be one of those protestant Christians. (Which seems to be the 2nd largest religious denomination in Korea, or 1st if you don’t count Atheist as a category.)

Yakuza don’t even know who Miku is. I don’t think that’s feigning ignorance since there was a time when Yaks would show me new acts or products of new jap bitches that came down the assembly line that they assume that I’d be interested in. (I was mostly shown big titty bitches who look vaguely White. Some of them had big asses lol.)

From what I observed, I think she’s just Korean French who speaks fluent Japanese & broken Korean-accented English, despite looking like an English speaker. She has minute ties to Japan, and def did not have ties to Yakuza, other than being a product. She has ties to a Korean social circle from the NYC, many of whom were responsible for the Korean Hiphop of the 1990s & early 2000s. (I’m not naming names, because these were all pretty big name guys from their era. Even the Mexican from that group cut off all ties with me.) That’s the group that I got kicked out from, and I don’t blame it because I was trying to get her to join the Japs.

While I was attracted to her at the time, I really just wanted her to join the outsiders.
Whenever I see a woman who looks like a perfect fit, I try to introduce them to that world.
I have no interest in Hana Kimura,

but I believed that she would’ve had a much better life as an outsider rather than trying to conform with the mainstream, who completely rejected her. A lot of my predictions in the Hana thread came true, Giulia really did end up getting recruited in the USA, and she was currently the diva champ in the WWE developmental territory. It’s just obvious that Giu was the next in line after Hana killed herself with a bag of farts.

I’m a typical dude, I really don’t give a fuck about a woman when they’re over 30 years old. She has to be in her 40s by now.
I have 30 gb worth of vids & have nearly all of the vids in this thread. Her 1st year vids are pretty good. Anyone know where I could upload that shit? I have it stored in some usb somewhere. It’s pretty good during its era, but in the modern era we have all of these e-girl zoomers and younger millennials who out rank her imo.

I made some galleries of her. Not sure if you can see it, but download that ish and save it, because I’m prob going to delete it to make more space.

https://postimg.cc/gallery/SJdwS5Q
https://postimg.cc/gallery/NHjY6S3
https://postimg.cc/gallery/vGDPyYP
https://postimg.cc/gallery/KmtY4KD
https://postimg.cc/gallery/mLYPxzd
https://postimg.cc/gallery/x17ktTx

Estrus angel MIKU 18 year old debut
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/1nhdt00385
ID: NHDT-385
Release Date: 2006-12-07

This one is good. I give it 5 stars for its era. Every scene is great.

Do you like lewd older sisters? 20
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/49ha00004d
ID: HA-004D
Release Date: 2006-12-24

She’s only in one scene, but it’s damn good. She fucks with red negligee on. Bitch is curvy.

Noble Meat Young Wife Volume 12 Miku Hoshino
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/h_848kkw00012
ID: KKW-012
Release Date: 2007-01-10

The shower fuck and the third act were pretty good. Very dirty.
I give it about a 3 out of 5. She’s basically a submissive house wife in this one, which funny as fuck to me, because

she doesn’t even look Japanese. (Doesn’t look Korean either.)

Fascinating Pole Dancer VS Passionate Reggae Dancer
https://javdb.com/v/RgVp
https://www.sokmil.com/av/_item/item066211.htm
ID: SDMS -083
Release Date: 2007-03-22

This was my fave one, and she’s damn hot in every scene she’s in but she shares screen time with the other chick.

Active fashion model’s anal creampie Emily Hoshino
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/snwd00031
ID: SNWD-031
Release Date: 2007-04-25

If you only watch one, this is prob the one to see. In any other country, this girl would’ve been a model, but in Japan
she’s just a used up porn whore, and that’s hot lol.
She looks fucking pretty in every scene. (and has a really huge ass with a thin frame.)

Become a group with a high school girl and call the cutest girl in the class and molest her
https://www.jav321.com/video/1dandy00038
ID: DANDY-038
Release Date: 2007-05-04

Only has like one scene. It was very dirty and gutter trash, but was it worth it for that one scene?
I don’t know. It wasn’t bad, but I don’t even think that she looked that good in it either.
I don’t recall the scene being bad though, it just wasn’t worth the time looking for it.

My older sister will rape me 38
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/49ha00017
ID: HA-017
Release Date: 2007-05-11

I only have short clips of this, but it didn’t seem to be anything worth mentioning.
Despite the edgy title, it just looks like normal consensual sex. Although imo Miku looks like a chick who could rape the shit out of most faggy jap boys.

I want to be buried in a married woman’s big butt 2
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/snwd00035
ID: SNWD-035
Release Date: 2007-05-25

This is the first one I saw. I was looking up a Brazilian chick who is also in this vid, but Miku looked way hotter imo.

All of her scenes in this are gold.

ANAL SEX I like the back more than the front
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https://www.jav321.com/video/49mvf00105
ID: MVF-105
Release Date: 2007-06-12

I can’t stand anal, but I do make an exception for this scene because it was really hot.
She only has one scene and it’s the first one but damn does it open with a bang.

LADY N ~ ‘s All Of Commuting To School! I Am The Master Molester “The Kiss” In The Back Alley Commit.
https://www.javlibrary.com/en/?v=javlidyl3q
ID: LADY-022
Release Date: 2007-06-21

I don’t even think that there was any fucking in this. It’s just girls kissing each other.

IP OFFICE
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/ipsd00006
ID: IPSD-006
Release Date: 2007-06-29

She looked good in this, but none of the scenes really stood out imo. I think the best part was an orgy. I dunno it was kinda lame.

Forced Blowjob/Creampie/Acme Prisoner of War Camp 2
https://www.jav321.com/video/ddb00045
ID: DDB-045
Release Date: 2007-09-30

This one had one of the best deepthroat cumsplosions I’ve seen, and Miku was the one that did that epic deepthroat.

Returning Slut
https://www.jav321.com/video/13vsd00001
ID: VSD-001
Release Date: 2007-11-24

She was so goddamn in pretty in this, but the actual fucking was garbage.

​​Aesthetics of beautiful butt Misora ​​Hoshino
https://www.jav321.com/video/1nhdt00385
ID: MI-053
Release Date : 2007-12-13
Also collected in KDMI-012 and KDMX-008

She looked hot in this. I don’t recall if the fucking was any good, but I do recall that she looked very pretty.

She fucks with her clothes on.

Good morning! This is terrible…I’ll sue you! I don’t care what you say Special
Image
https://www.jav321.com/video/149rd00165
ID: RD-165
Release Date: 2008-03-04

She’s only in one scene, but the scary yakuza dude fucks the shit out of her. It’s pretty hot just for that reason alone. I have that scene, but not the rest of the video. Which doesn’t matter because she’s clothed in the rest of the vid.

The rest of the vids listed in this thread are just compilations of old footage. I actually have 5 more vids that aren’t listed in this thread. They were pretty good, if you’re into complete gutter trash garbage where a high classed looking woman is fucked around like garbage lol.

The only vid that I’m missing is the one with a code that starts with gey. I’m also missing the carribean one that’s completely uncensored, but honestly I don’t fucking care.

We live in an era where you can just generate AI bitches that look better.

We can’t post porn? Well I’ll post one pic. She ain’t even real. It’s just some David Lynchian inspired AI. I got banned from that place, because I kept generating weird ass Lynchian shit lol.

I think Karen Uehara was way hotter than Miku, but Karen already is part of ‘The Culture’ or what I call the outsiders. (It has nothing to do with the Buraku, but it can include them, since they’re outsiders too.)

She speaks fluent English. Last I recall, I think most of her social media accounts have been banned. She’s from the Middle East, so obviously she’s going to get the ban hammer since her politics are against the Chosenites.

motziee Search her up lol she is gorgeous

I finally fucking replied mothafucka. Remember dat bitch?
https://motherless.com/572456F

I can see why TopDrunkee hates this website now and yes nobody gives a shit about your dumb fucking autheur theory reddit videogames about homer simpson eating ass.

There’s a specific reason why I hate gamers. Speaking as someone who came from the Music industry side of things, I often find that you can’t talk about anything with gamers, because gamers love to pointlessly argue about semantics from what I presume, is an attempt at showcasing their intellectual superiority.

Another behavior that I hate about gamers is that they’re the dumbest, most passive consumer-base I’ve ever seen who also love to constantly appeal to authority. Said authority constantly fucks them in the ass like Nintendo does to their loyal 40 year old child fanbase who happily eat up the $99.99 game. Motherfucking the new Daemon X Machina is listed at $99.99 who the fuck is buying that for that price?

Another thing I hate about gamers, you’re not even allowed to be a normal Conservative.
Gamers just lump you in with their imagined right wing terrorist groups when it’s normal for Asians to be Conservative. Most Japs are, despite how their party is called the “Liberal Democrats” (Japan is just so traditionalist hierarchal & collectivist hyper-authoritarian, that simply being a Libertarian is enough to get you labeled as a Lefty or Progressive, within Japan.)

You can’t even talk shit about the World Economic Forum when amongst gamers, because they treat you like you’re insane. (Since gamers don’t know how to read.) The WHO actually tells you exactly what they’ve been planning on their fucking website, for all to see.

I have noticed that young zoomer & core millennial people lack basic reading comprehension so they can’t actually understand anything unless some faggot youtuber tells them what to think, but the irony is that the youtuber is just as illiterate as they are, so it’s a circle jerk of retards, quoting other retards.

Why do gamers always call me a Qtard or Qanon or whatever? I don’t get that treatment from any other group but gamers.

What does Qanon even mean anyway? I know what Qanon is, and I’m prob one of the only people who understand what Qanon is (It’s just an Airforce declassification category. It has nothing to do with a movement, and in the modern era it’s most likely a Space Force designation.), but the way that word is used by gamers, doesn’t describe the Qanon movement at all.

The modern day Qanon conspiracy, are an alleged splinter group from within the American military who have allegedly formed a coalition against Satanic cults & Influences. That’s why I get annoyed when gamers (And it’s always motherfucking gamers! They’re the dumbest motherfuckers of all.) constantly label me as a Qanon kook.

I say alleged splinter group, because Trump is just replacing you with Pajeets to appease Silicon Valley. He gets rid of illegals who did the jobs that nobody sane wants but then he’s going to import Jeets who do the jobs that everyone wants, such as making video games. It’s not Make Amurrica Great Again, it’s Make Elon King, oh and give Israel whatever they want. That too. I prefer Zionists over Open Society though, but it’s really a case of which shit sandwich do you prefer?

When you read what I actually say, I don’t really have a negative opinion of Satanists, and I also don’t believe that they’re running Satanic cabals that govern the world. To me, they just exist and don’t really affect anything on a world wide scale.

Much of what gets labeled as Satanic, is really just Catholic (The Serpent imagery is Catholic symbolism that’s erroneously attributed to Satanists.) or various other branches of Christianity that differ from the American majority which is Southern Baptist, a type of Protestant. American culture as a whole is Calvinist, including the Woke SJWS.

Even the Free Masons are just a bunch of fucking goofy Christards. Although I admit that they’re slightly smarter than the avg Christian, since the type of Christian that most of them identify as a type of Gnostic. Which is the only branch of Christian that connects back to those Red Haired Giants ( Tuatha De Danann or Hyperborean, I’m not sure which.) who have spread knowledge throughout the ancient world.

Yet for some reason, all of these different branches of Christian, gets labeled as Satanist, lol. Satanists in reality are just secular progressive or libertarian types. The modern strain of Satanism is progressive & leftist, but historically they were libertarian and right leaning.

This girl is a right leaning Satanist. (Which is ironic I know, since most self proclaimed Right wingers would reject her just for being Satanist. Thulian is connected to the Thule Society though, and I’ll let you figure out the rest for yourself.)

In the music scene, rarely anyone treats you like you’re crazy if you talk about weird esoteric shit, or the illuminati, freemasons, satanists etc. because that’s just known as a common everyday reality within the industry. It just comes with the territory of the music biz. You bring this shit up in the gaming scene though? They call you Qanon, or a qtard or conspiracy theorist.

They act as if they’re smarter than you when it’s obvious that none of these losers read, and the entirety of their knowledge base are opinions (not even facts, it’s just opinions) that they learned from upvoted plebbit users, 4chan memes, tiktok vids & tv shows.
Everything they think they know, is just 2nd or 3rd hand information but all of that information that they’ve gathered is retarded and is parroted by other retarded motherfuckers, until it becomes one large clusterfuck of fucking retards all repeating the same fucking bullshit.

Unlike video games, there’s plenty of music artists who speak about those specific subjects but the one I name drop the most is Tupac, because it’s humorous to me how so few are aware that most of his subject matter would be labeled as ‘qanon’ or conspiracy if he weren’t a famous left wing black dude.

Gaming doesn’t really have any true mavericks or independent thinkers (Gamers are so dumb that they think ‘independent thinker’ is a dog whistle for White supremacy or right wing.), the few who existed got blacklisted from the entire industry like Itagaki.

Every hobby has a faction of busybody dumbasses sure, but speaking specifically about music or even film, there’s actually a lot of people within those hobbies who directly partake in secret societies who can corroborate what you say, if they’re allowed to.
Not that there’s anything special about secret societies. (From what I’ve observed, it’s really just an indirect potential talent pool of resources perused by Nationalist groups such as the Zionists & similar special interest factions. No this is not their officially stated purpose. Most of these secret societies didn’t even exist though until after ‘Chosen ones’ got exiled from Ancient Rome. Read in between the lines, it seems to have been formed as an information network of sorts that unaffiliated groups recruit from.)

Most of those secret society conspiracies are just paranoid bullshit created by Christians who hate anyone who’s not them. Which is ironic because a lot of those groups that they hate, are also Christians. (Most so-called “Satanists” are just Catholics.) They’re just not Southern Baptist, which is the real origin of the hate.

Another thing I hate about gamers, the right wing portion of gamers are constantly DOOOMING AND GLOOOMING 24/7
like this guy.
https://www.youtube.com/@PtolemySL

Pick any vid, it’s just constant whining. I don’t disagree with him, I just think that much of his complaints are surface level. Like most Right Wing retards, he honestly thought that the Kanye West Nick Fuentes political party was anything more than just a joke. You could even ask Rake this, but a month or two before the Nick Kanye party fell apart, I was talking shit to him about how it was the dumbest political party that I ever seen, and how it won’t last long.

Right wing gamers really don’t understand that it’s really just gaming that’s populated with retards. The world still seems somewhat normal once you leave the gaming plantation behind. Although I understand why you wouldn’t want to abandon gaming, because it just allows these tourist fucks to completely take over, but I just view it as a losing battle that can’t be won. These tourist nerds want gaming more than I do, so just let them have it.

I think your life would be much more fruitful if you came from a different sub culture and then make games that reflect your culture. In the Music biz, they actually treat me like I’m human and it’s fairly common to find people within the music hobby and biz who are also aware of esoterica and ancient history. Martial Arts/ Fighting? They treat me like a fellow bro. (Not Wrestling though, that’s the one hobby that’s even gayer, faker and more retarded than gaming.)

In the occult & esoteric discussion crews (real ones, not those retards you see on reddit or 4chan.), they call me a scholar. I’m never shown that amount of respect within the gaming community. I just get constantly dissed by gamers, but that’s honestly just normal. That’s the way gamers are, they’re spiteful. Just look at the way they treat Clayton Chapman AKA SeishuKessen. He’s a guy who looks like a male model but can outplay most fighting gamers, since gamers are naturally hateful people they get back at him by constantly lying about him and calling him a schizo. (How is he a schizo when he’s talking about shit that’s actually happening to him, and you can clearly see it happen to him? That’s the way gamers are, they just words. I don’t even think they know what the words mean.)

Even MaxMillianDood lies about him. (Maxmillian is a hardcore SJW, which is hilarious to me because everyone assumes that he’s a dudebro.)

Every single hobby has been taken over somewhat by Corpos and their wokie religion but gaming is really the only one I’ve seen that doesn’t have any normal people at all. The gamers are fucking losers. The game devs are fucking losers who wish they were in Hollywood, the game journalists are fucking losers who wish they were on CNN or MSNBC, the entirety of gaming is nothing but losers because they kicked out every single person who was normal. Gaming is actually the only hobby I take part in that completely cancelled me but everything they cancelled me for is completely fake.None of it is true.

I honestly thought that I was going to get Metoo’d since I was one of those guys who would just walk up to a hot woman and lick her face (back in the day as late as early 2014, you used to actually be able to show sexual affection towards women, unlike now where we’re forced to act as asexual & show no interest, otherwise you risk an online jealous hate mob ruining your life.) and they’d lick you back, but I never got cancelled from them and I thought that was the most likely groups to have a beef with me. (Hey if it even happened to Johnny Depp, and Amber Heard is fine as fuck.

That could’ve happened to any of us, because few straight men could resist her back when she looked like that.

Depp won the trial but if you look him up online, you see nothing but angry women and manginas talking shit about him daily and calling him a loser & this matters because he can’t get hired for roles anymore.) The only drama that came my way was from the gamers, but all they ever did is lie about me, and none of these people have ever expressed their beefs with me. They all just talk shit behind my back like a bunch of fucking pussies.
It did affect some cliques I established within the music scene but they eventually figured out that it was all just stupid bullshit made up by terminally online gamer nerds. Most of my groups no longer exist, but I do find it amusing that I’m usually the one guy that most of my old crews have kept in contact with even though most of them no longer consider each other as friends.

Are you from the OG forum? Can you clarify what the backstory for this is?
I mean both the porn star (lol!) and the forum, I joined here because I wanted some place to discuss grasshopper games that isn’t infested with SJWs and faggots but it seems all the users here hates the games, never talks about them, all the users who talked about the games were banned? and that nobody who runs the website is active on the forum. I don’t know who to ask if you are even still here because all I come across are bots posting steam deals I think I can explain it. I’ve been in pretty much every Suda51 community and discord and they are all really scared of this forum to the point of insanity, in some cases they talk about it all the time like they are obsessed, but when I joined I realized it was pretty dead and stuff. Allegedly when the owner of the website PH51 relaunched it as a Suda51 fansite the members of the forum were really mad at him because they hate Suda and his games. Hopefully with the remaster of Shadows of the Damned it’ll get more users who love the games of grasshopper and want to discuss them.

I created this place (not this specific board, but the idea of it.), and I don’t even know what the fuck is going on here. I fucking hate modern internet precisely because of what that guy you quoted said, it’s filled with annoying moral-faggots & sjws. I only bother to show up now after seeing what crazy shit goes on if I don’t show up every once on the eve of a red moon. It’s yet another example that proves to me just how crazy and retarded gamers are. I can’t even leave a gaming site without some stupid gamer shit happening. Honestly I just assumed that a random Satanist bitch would’ve took over since satanist broads took over most of my other communities that I made back in the 90s & 2000s. I just think the satanists are funny though, they’re basically like modern day hippies, but look like prono goth sluts. The shit that was going on here, was some terminally online bullshit.


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Shampoo = Eggs

Would You Drink Your Shampoo?

No? Then perhaps you shouldn’t put it on your skin: Your scalp readily absorbs chemicals directly into your bloodstream..

There are probably 10-20 different toxic chemicals in the average store-bought shampoo.

I have more bad news: your scalp and forehead are among the places in your body where skin absorption of chemicals is the highest

What if you could wash your hair with nutrients instead of harsh chemicals? Nature has provided us with the perfect solution: Eggs.

This is a traditional beauty trick, your grandmother has probably done this many times, but there’s also modern science showing that hair growth is uniquely supported by raw eggs.

Promoting Hair Growth

In humans, hair loss is intimately connected with malnutrition and environmental toxins, and replacing your chemical shampoo with eggs remedies both of these problems.

Consider that birds grow their hair and feathers in the eggs, meaning that every nutrient needed to achieve it is included in the eggs.

You may have heard that hair loss is caused by stress and hormonal changes. While this is true, they only result in hair loss when you biology gets disrupted. For instance, male pattern baldness is not linked to Testosterone or Estrogen at all, just an isolated increase in DHT which hints at something beyond hormonal status being at fault.

There is also a unique peptide found in egg yolks called HGP, or “Hair Growth Peptide” which promotes hair growth through VEGF stimulation. This study shows that not only does this peptide increase hair growth, it’s potent enough to achieve this even when you eat the eggs.. can you imagine how effective massaging raw eggs directly on to your follicles would be?

Easy as 1, 2, 3

Crack them in a shallow glass, mix, and massage into your hair (and a little on your face too), then rinse thoroughly with water. Don’t use hot water unless you want omelette in your hair.. Medium temperature works great. Hot showers are great but avoid heating your hair.

It will probably take a few attempts before you’re good enough at massaging your hair to get it all out - so the first couple of times your hair might smell of eggs. You should be able to learn it quickly.

When you’re done, remember to rinse the shower itself.

After-Care

Your shampoo likely smelled really nice, and when you successfully rinse off all the eggs in your hair, your hair will simply smell like hair: if you want something beyond that, I recommend you get a spray bottle and fill it with water, and a few drops of your favorite essential oil. I use cardamom which is maybe odd but I like it. If you add salt to the spray it will become a hairspray instead of ‘hair perfume’.

Some people like to add oil in their hair after washing it, personally I don’t think it’s necessary, I simply move around my scalp’s natural oils to the hair lengths by dragging my fingers through it (a lot).

My Personal Experience

I’ve enjoyed a huge improvement in hair and skin quality, but the biggest win is the feeling of stepping out of the shower having only been nourished instead of being assaulted by harsh chemicals. I was very surprised by how good this feels.

You Can Also Try:

  1. Apple Cider Vinegar
  2. Milk
  3. Kefir
  4. Baking Soda
  5. Mayonnaise

Post-Continuity

those moments in modern film that transcend all bodies and sets, all grounding even artificial in a physical reality, sublimation into senseless baroque lightshow, carry the fullest aspect of contemporaneity. this is cinema’s purpose.

In my 2010 book Post-Cinematic Affect, I coined the term “post-continuity.” I used this term to describe a style of filmmaking that has become quite common in action films of the past decade or so. In what I call the post-continuity style, “a preoccupation with immediate effects trumps any concern for broader continuity — whether on the immediate shot-by-shot level, or on that of the overall narrative.”

In recent action blockbusters by the likes of Michael Bay and Tony Scott, there no longer seems to be any concern for delineating the geography of action, by clearly anchoring it in time and space. Instead, gunfights, martial arts battles, and car chases are rendered through sequences involving shaky handheld cameras, extreme or even impossible camera angles, and much composited digital material — all stiched together with rapid cuts, frequently involving deliberately mismatched shots. The sequence becomes a jagged collage of fragments of explosions, crashes, physical lunges, and violently accelerated motions. There is no sense of spatiotemporal continuity; all that matters is delivering a continual series of shocks to the audience.

This new action-movie style has not been unnoticed by film critics and theorists. The first writer to come to grips with this new style, as far as I know, was Bruce Reid in the Seattle weekly newspaper The Stranger. More than a decade ago (2000), Reid wrote, with tongue not quite in cheek, of Bay’s “indefensible” vision:

“I had to train everyone to see the world like I see the world,” Bay states in the DVD commentary to Armageddon. That world is apparently one of disorienting edits, mindless whip pans, and rack focuses that leave the background in a blur to reveal the barrel of a gun. Colors are treated with equal exaggeration: Entire scenes are lit in deep blue or green with no discernible source for the reflection. It is an anarchic, irresponsible vision, despite all the macho, patriotic chest-thumping.

Reid went on to slyly suggest that, despite being a “crushingly untalented” hack, Bay nonetheless shared with avant-garde filmmakers like Stan Brakhage and Bruce Conner “the same headlong thrill of the moment, the same refusal to dawdle over or organize their material.”

Much more recently (2008), David Bordwell has complained on his blog. of the way that in recent years,

Hollywood action scenes became ‘impressionistic,’ rendering a combat or pursuit as a blurred confusion. We got a flurry of cuts calibrated not in relation to each other or to the action, but instead suggesting a vast busyness. Here camerawork and editing didn’t serve the specificity of the action but overwhelmed, even buried it.

More recently still, in the summer of 2011, Mattias Stork gave a well-nigh definitive account of these changes in action editing in his two-part video essay “Chaos Cinema,” which led to a storm of commentary on the Internet. (A third part of the video essay has since been added, in which Stork replies to many of his critics). Stork directly addresses the transformation from action sequences (like those of Sam Peckinpah, John Woo, and John Frankenheimer) which offered the view a coherent sense of action in space and time, to the sequences in recent action films that no longer do this. Stork says:

Chaos cinema apes the illiteracy of the modern movie trailer. It consists of a barrage of high-voltage scenes. Every single frame runs on adrenaline. Every shot feels like the hysterical climax of a scene which an earlier movie might have spent several minutes building toward. Chaos cinema is a never-ending crescendo of flair and spectacle. It’s a shotgun aesthetic, firing a wide swath of sensationalistic technique that tears the old classical filmmaking style to bits. Directors who work in this mode aren’t interested in spatial clarity. It doesn’t matter where you are, and it barely matters if you know what’s happening onscreen. The new action films are fast, florid, volatile audiovisual war zones.

Stork’s video essay is extremely interesting and useful. He really makes you see how action editing has changed over the course of the past decade or so. I have been showing it to my students in order to explain how editing styles have changed.

But I can’t help feeling that Stork’s focus is too narrow, and that his judgments — about the badness, or “illiteracy,” of “chaos cinema” in comparison to the older action-editing styles of Peckinpah, Woo, et al. — are too simplistic and unequivocal. Stork deliberately adopts a provocative and polemical tone, in order to get his point across. But he only talks negatively about the new style; he points out what it fails to do, without giving enough credit for the positive things that it actually does. To my mind, it is inadequate simply to say that the new action films are merely vapid and sensationalistic. Ironically, Stork’s dismissal of action films today sounds rather like the way in which, in years past, Hollywood fare in general was disparaged in comparison to self-conscious art films.

When I showed “Chaos Cinema” Part 1 to my Introduction to Film class earlier this semester, the students agreed that they could really see the stylistic differences that the video put on display. But many of them also said that, having grown up with “chaos cinema,” they enjoyed it and weren’t bothered by the failings of which Stork accused it. New forms and new technical devices imply new possibilities of expression; I am interested in trying to work out what these new possibilities might be. This will involve picking up on Bruce Reid’s not-entirely-facetious suggestion of ties between the most crassly commercial recent filmmaking and the historical projects of the avant-garde.

In the third part of his “Chaos Cinema” video essay, responding to criticisms by Scott Nye, Stork grudgingly admits that Tony Scott’s Domino (2005) — surely one of the most extravagant examples of post-continuity style — is not devoid of aesthetic value. But Stork complains that, because of its radical “abstraction,” Domino doesn’t work in a genre context — it isn’t really an action film. I note, however, that Bruce Reid had already credited Michael Bay with pushing filmmaking “to the brink of abstraction,” and yet making movies that mass audiences love. Stork complains that Domino is an avant-garde experiment; the avant-garde, he says, is “a hermetically sealed environment,” with “different audiences, reception spheres and ambitions” than the commercial genre film. But I am rather inclined to agree with Reid; the mass vs. avant-garde distinction just doesn’t hold any longer. After all, there isn’t a technique used by Jean-Luc Godard that hasn’t become a mainstay of television and Internet commercials.

One way that we can start to work out the potentialities of post-continuity styles is by looking at their genealogy. Stork notes, as I also do in my book, that what he calls “chaos cinema” is an offshoot, or an extreme development, of what David Bordwell’s intensified continuity. Bordwell demonstrates how, starting with the New Hollywood of the 1970s, commercial filmmaking in America and elsewhere has increasingly involved “more rapid editing… bipolar extremes of lens lengths… more close framings in dialogue scenes…[and] a free-ranging camera.” But although this makes for quite a different style from that of classic Hollywood, Bordwell does not see it as a truly radical shift: “far from rejecting traditional continuity in the name of fragmentation and incoherence,” he says, “the new style amounts to an intensification of established techniques.” It still tells stories in the classical manner — only more so, with a vengeance.

I think that Stork and I are both arguing that this is no longer the case with the 21st-century developments of action cinema. (And Bordwell himself might even agree with this, as witness the blog posting I quoted earlier). In my book, I suggested that intensified continuity has “jumped the shark,” and turned into something else entirely. We might call this, in the old Hegelian-Marxist style, a dialectical reversal involving the transformation of quantity into quality. Or we might see it as an instance of Marshall McLuhan’s observation that every new medium retrieves an earlier, supposedly “outdated” medium; and then, at its limit, reverses into its opposite. In the 21st century, the very expansion of the techniques of intensified continuity, especially in action films and action sequences, has led to a situation where continuity itself has been fractured, devalued, fragmented, and reduced to incoherence.

That is to say, the very techniques that were developed in order to “intensify” cinematic continuity, have ended up by undermining it. In using the word continuity, I am first of all referring to continuity editing as the basic orienting structure of Hollywood narrative cinema. But I am also pointing toward a larger sense of the word, in which it implies the homogeneity of space and time, and the coherent organization of narrative. It is continuity in this broader sense, as well as in the narrower one, which has broken down in “chaos cinema.”

Michael Bay himself can be quoted on this point: “when you get hung up on continuity,” he says, “you can’t keep the pace and price down. Most people simply consume a movie and they are not even aware of these errors.” It’s noteworthy that Bay seems equally concerned with “pace” and “price,” and that he sees his movies as objects which the audience will “simply consume.” As far as Bay is concerned, the frequent continuity violations discovered in his films by hostile critics are not “errors” at all; they are just nitpicky details that only matter to those few of us who analyze films for a living. It’s easy enough to ridicule this sort of attitude, of course; and I have done so as much as anybody. But beyond ridicule, the crucial point is that the classical values of continuity simply don’t matter to certain contemporary filmmakers any more.

This is why I prefer my own term, post-continuity, to Stork’s “chaos cinema.” Film today is post-continuity, just as our culture in general is postmodern — or, even better, post-literate. Even if weve discovered today that “we have never been modern,” this discovery is itself a product of modernity. And it’s not that we don’t read anymore, but rather that reading itself has been recontextualized, and subsumed within a broader multimedia/audiovisual environment. In the same way, it is not that continuity rules are always being violated or ignored; nor are the films made in their absence simply chaotic. Rather, we are in a “post-continuity” situation when continuity has ceased to be important â€” or at least has ceased to be as important as it used to be.

You can still find lots of moments in post-continuity films in which the continuity editing rules are being carefully followed, as well as moments in which they are thrown out the window. And it’s also true that, as Stork notes, continuity cues that are not provided visually are instead provided subliminally on the soundtrack. (The role of sound in post-continuity cinema is something that I will need to address elsewhere). In any case, however, the crucial point for post-continuity films is that the violation of continuity rules isn’t foregrounded, and isn’t in itself significant. This is in sharp contrast to the ways that jump cuts, directional mismatches, and other violations of continuity rules were at the center of a film like Godard’s Breathless more than half a century ago. Today, neither the use of continuity rules nor their violation is at the center of the audience’s experience any longer.

In other words, it is not that continuity rules — whether in their classical or “intensified” form — have been abandoned, nor even that they are concertedly violated. Rather, although these rules continue to function, more or less, they have lost their systematicity; and — even more — they have lost their centrality and importance. And this marks the limit of Bordwell’s claim, in his “Intensified Continuity” essay, that even the flamboyant camera movements and ostentatious edits and special effects of the “intensified” style still serve the same ultimate goal as classical narration: putting the audience in the position of “comprehending the story” and “surrendering to the story’s expressive undertow.”

Continuity structures, however, are not just about articulating narrative. Even more importantly, perhaps, they work to provide a certain sense of spatial orientation, and to regularize the flow of time. Where Bordwell sees the establishment of spatiotemporal relations as crucial to the articulation of narrative, I am inclined to think that the actual situation is the reverse. Even in classical narrative films, following the story is not important in itself. It is just another one of the ways in which we are led into the spatiotemporal matrix of the film; for it is through this matrix that we experience the film on multiple sensorial and affective levels.

I am making a rather large theoretical claim here, one that I will need to justify, and further develop, elsewhere. But I think it has major consequences for the ways in which we understand post-continuity.

In post-continuity films, unlike classical ones, continuity rules are used opportunistically and occasionally, rather than structurally and pervasively. Narrative is not abandoned, but it is articulated in a space and time that are no longer classical. For space and time themselves have become relativized or unhinged. In this sense, Bordwell is wrong to claim that “in representing space, time, and narrative relations (such as causal connections and parallels) today’s films generally adhere to the principles of classical filmmaking.”

Part of what’s at stake here is the relation between style and significance. Of course, we know that it is impossible simply to link a particular technique, or stylistic device, with a fixed meaning. This is why Bordwell rejects the sort of theorization that I am pursuing here; it is also, I think, why Stork can only say of the “chaos cinema” style that it is poorly made. But against this, I’d like to cite some remarks by Adrian Martin. Martin begins by giving Bordwell his due:

In his droll 1989 book Making Meaning, the American scholar David Bordwell makes fun of a standard procedure in discussing film. Let us take shot/reverse shot cutting, proposes Bordwell. Critics like to say: if we see, as part of the same scene, one person alone in a shot, and then another person alone in another shot, it means that the film intends us to see them as emotionally far apart, separated, disconnected. But (Bordwell continues) it can also be taken to mean the exact opposite: the rhythm of the cutting, the similarity of the positioning of the figures in the frame – all that signals a union, a oneness, a deep connection between these two people! Bordwell repeats the same mock-demonstration with camera movement: if a panning or tracking shot takes us from one character, past an expanse of space, to another character, critics will unfailingly say either that this means they are secretly connected, or (on the contrary) that there is a gulf between them.

However, Martin suggests that there is more to it than Bordwell is able to properly recognize; and in this, he moves from Bordwell to Deleuze:

Maybe we are not asking the right question. It might be enough to answer Bordwell by pointing out that such meanings, of interconnectedness or disconnectedness, are not just the handy hallucination of the critic; and that each film, in creating its own dramatic context, will subtly or unsubtly instruct us on how to read the emotional and thematic significance of its stylistic devices. OK, argument settled – at least within the framework of an essentially classical, organic aesthetic. But there is another way to attack this matter, and it is more philosophical. Let us turn to Gilles Deleuze’s meditation on the films of Kenji Mizoguchi in his Cinema 1: The Movement-Image: “this seems to us to be the essential element in what have been called the extravagant camera-movements in Mizoguchi: the sequence-shot ensures a sort of parallelism of vectors with different orientations and thus constitutes a connexion of heterogeneous fragments of space, thus giving a very special homogeneity to the space thus constituted. (…) It is not the line which unites into a whole, but the one which connects or links up the heterogenous elements, while keeping them heterogeneous. (…) Lines of the universe have both a physics – which reaches its peak in the sequence-shot and the tracking-shot – and a metaphysics, constituted by Mizoguchi’s themes.”

What a concept to boggle Bordwell’s mind: the camera movement which is (to paraphrase Deleuze) a line which connects what is disconnected, while keeping it disconnected! Yet this is precisely the complexity of what we are given to see, as spectators, in a film by Mizoguchi or so many other filmmakers: this ambiguous or ambivalent interplay of what connects or disconnects, links or unlinks, the people and objects and elements of the world.

Without necessarily endorsing Deleuze’s particular mode of analysis, I’d like to suggest that Martin gives us the way in which we can indeed assign some broader significance to the larger phenomenon of post-continuity: to see what it connects and what it disconnects. In classical continuity styles, space is a fixed and rigid container, which remains the same no matter what goes on in the narrative; and time flows linearly, and at a uniform rate, even when the film’s chronology is scrambled by flashbacks. But in post-continuity films, this is not necessarily the case. We enter into the spacetime of modern physics; or better, into the “space of flows”, and the time of microintervals and speed-of-light transformations, that are characteristic of globalized, high-tech financial capital. Thus in Post-Cinematic Affect, reflecting on Neveldine and Taylor’s Gamer, I tried to look at the ways that the post-continuity action style is expressive of, as well as being embedded within, the delirium of globalized financial capitalism, with its relentless processes of accumulation, its fragmentation of older forms of subjectivity, its mutiplication of technologies for controlling perception and feeling on the most intimate level, and its play of both embodiment and disembodiment.

I think, however, that there is much more to be said about the aesthetic sensibility of post-continuity styles, and the ways that this sensibility is related to other social, psychological, and technological forces. Post-continuity stylistics are expressive both of technological changes (i.e. the rise of digital and Internet-based media) and of more general social, economic, and political conditions (i.e. globalized neoliberal capitalism, and the intensified financialization associated with it). Like any other stylistic norm, post-continuity involves films of the greatest diversity in terms of their interests, committments, and aesthetic values. What unites, them, however, is not just a bunch of techniques and formal tics, but a kind of shared episteme (Michel Foucault) or structure of feeling (Raymond Williams). It is this larger structure that I would like to illuminate further: to work out how contemporary film styles are both expressive of, and productively contributory to, these new formations. By paying sustained attention to post-continuity styles, I am at least trying to work toward a critical aesthetics of contemporary culture.

I would like to conclude by suggesting that the notion of “post-continuity” may well have a broader cultural scope, rather than just being restricted to what Stork calls “the woozy camera and A.D.D. editing pattern of contemporary [action] releases.” Consider, for instance, the following:

  • On his blog, the cinematographer John Bailey interviewed Stork and commented extensively on the ideas from his video essay. Bailey proposes that the real hallmark of “chaos cinema” is “spatial confusion,” even when this is accomplished without “eruptive cutting.” He therefore suggests that even films that “embrace the long take”, and mimic the hypercontinuity of first-person computer games, may also partake of what I am calling post-continuity. Gus van Sant’s Gerry, for instance, accomplishes “such a complete spatial dislocation that it slowly, inexorably becomes the heart of the film.” Bailey’s observations are quite congruent with work that I have been doing on how space time relations, as well as audiovisual relations, are radically changed by the new digital technologies (cf. my essay “Splitting the Atom,” forthcoming).
  • Dogme95-influenced handheld cinematography also produces a post-continuity style. Excessive camera movements, reframings without functional justification, and rough, jumpy editing lead to a vertiginous sense of dislocation. Writing about Lars Von Trier’s Melancholia on his Twitter feed, Adrian Martin complains: “I tend to dislike almost every stylistic decision made by Lars von Trier. Other things can be interesting, but the style! Where is the craft in this MELANCHOLIA thing ? Some of the actors are great, but nobody is being directed, it’s an amateur movie!!” Now, I value this film quite highly, as Martin evidently does not. But I think that his discomfort bears witness to something that is genuinely true of the film: its indifference to, and even feudal of, the traditional aesthetics of continuity, and the sorts of meanings that are produced by such an aesthetic. My own argument is that this is altogether appropriate to a film that rejects modernity altogether, and envisions the end of the world. (I try to discuss the positive effects of Von Trier’s post-continuity style in my essay “Melancholia, or the Romantic Anti-Sublime,” forthcoming).
  • I think that post-continuity is also at work in the minimalism and stasis of such recent low-budget horror films as the Paranormal Activity series. These films are evidently not dislocated, as they are shot, and take place, in single locations. In each film, the point of view is restricted to the rooms and grounds of one single-family home. But these films are entirely shot with home-video and home-computing equipment; and the machines that capture all the footage themselves appear within the diegesis. This means that everything comes either from jerky handheld video cameras, or else from the fixed locations of laptop cams and surveillance cams. As a result, the patterns of traditional continuity editing are completely missing: there are no shot-reverse shot patterns, and no cuts between establishing shots and close-ups. Instead, we get a point of view that is impersonal, mechanized, and effectively from nowhere. Nicholas Rombes argues that the Paranormal Activity films are in fact avant-garde works, due to their use of fixed or mechanically-controlled cameras. (For further discussion of this, see the Critical Roundtable on these films, featuring me, Rombes, and Julia Leyda, and moderated by Therese Grisham, in a recent issue of La furia umana).

Although I have yet to explore any of these more fully, it strikes me that the following might also be considered as instances of post-continuity.:

  • The casual, throwaway style of “mumblecore” slice-of-life films.
  • The widespread integration of graphics, sound effects, and mixtures of footage emulating video games, that we find in a film like Scott Pilgrim.
  • The promiscuous mixtures of different styles of footage that we find in such films as Oliver Stone’s Natural Born Killers and Brian De Palma’s Redacted.

In all of these cases, the films do not altogether dispense with the concerns of classical continuity; but they move ‘beyond’ it or apart from it, so that their energies and their investments point elsewhere. What is common to all these styles is that they are no longer centered upon classical continuity, or even the intensification of continuity identified by Bordwell. We need to develop new ways of thinking about the formal strategies, as well as the semantic contents, of all these varieties of post-continuity films.


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Diet Tips

  1. Your body knows what nutrients it needs, and tells you with cravings. Always give in. However, if its for processed or isolated foods, learn to interpret it & possibly find a better solution for the deficiency - e.g. you may crave ramen because you require sodium. Eat seaweed.
  2. You must eat until you are no longer hungry, and no more. Gorging yourself will make you tired. This is why the restaurants of elites serve small plates. Eating only until not hungry + eating whatever you crave is known as “the Native American Diet”.
  3. Chew your food very well so it may be digested fully. Some Buddhists practice eating one grain of rice at a time. Dining is a ritual, and should be given its proper respect: taken slow and deliberate.
  4. Fat is the first lifeforce, protein the second. Eat many game, gorged in butter and oil. Eat many diary, doused in honey and berry jam. Nuts, fruits and leaves need only be eaten when craved.
  5. All things that taste like the sea hold the best of the sea: oysters, fish eyes, fish eggs.
  6. The best, possibly only, way to consume vegetables is fermented. The gut is your most important brain, feed him well with probiotics; this is especially important in an age of antibiotics, C-sections and baby formula, damaging the proper descendance of maternal gut biomes.
  7. Buy all your meat, eggs and milk from local ranchers, whose farms you’ve personally toured. Look at the cow and pig’s eyes, you’ll see if they’re happy and well fed.
  8. If you aren’t buying from a local ranch, lamb is always preferable to beef. They don’t take to grain easily (at worst, they’ll be “grain-finished” just before butchering), so are always grass-fed.
  9. You can get an entire cow or half cow (or lamb) butchered to store in the deep freeze and eat all year, to save ~50% on beef. A whole cow will feed a family of 4 for 1 year. There are also crowdsourced “cowpools” to get smaller portions while maintaining the bulk savings.
  10. Gravity or reverse osmosis filter all your water, including showerhead and sinks. Don’t settle for any lesser filter - you need to get rid of flouride and xenoestrogens. For deflouroding your pineal gland, take iodine drops.
  11. Better yet, find a local spring); you’ll get better water, clean, for free. You drink brita filtered tap. I fill up at an underground aquifer blessed by a past pope, known for life extending properties. We are not the same.
  12. You can buy cornish chicks for like $2 at feed supply stores, they’ll be full-size ready to eat in 6 weeks. You can debone whole chicken by just sticking it in the slow cooker until the meat falls off. Then turn the leftovers into bone broth.
  13. Everyone should make their own yogurt, kefir, kimchi, beer. It’s cheap & easy, healthier and tastier.
  14. You can also roast your own coffee and make your own bread easily at home. If you buy it at the store, you’re a poorbrain and probably flouridated too.
  15. Potatoes don’t belong in the fridge, they’ll generate poison if you do. They also rot onions if stored nearby. Oranges, bread, apples, tomatoes, garlic, herbs, they all last longer outside. Learn your materials, life isn’t so simple as fridge = preservation.
  16. Probiotic pills can be PIRATED! it’s so simple, you just unleash them into a yogurt culture. In BAM, BAP suggests Gastrus is expensive - it doesn’t have to be, look up L. reuteri yogurt.
  17. Most pills are ineffective, they just stuff the item in with no concern for bioactiveness. The only brands I endorse are Thorne Research and HealthForce. In general, you can find a non-pill delivery for anything. It’s more raw that way, anyway. pills are spiritual HRT.
  18. Egg yolk should be eaten raw, for cooking destroys its nutrients. Egg whites should never be eaten raw, for it has anti-nutrients… Egg whites should be eaten cooked, for cooking destroys its anti-nutrients.
  19. You can boil eggs easily en masse by putting them in a rice cooker filled to half with water and a splash of vinegar, hit cook. Tastiest way to eat raw eggs is dropped into beer and swished.
  20. The only materials that should ever touch your food, in cooking and in eating, are: cast-iron, copper, ceramic, wood and stone.
  21. You can make almost everything you need with only a cast-iron pan with lid and a dutch oven or slow cooker. Everything else is superfluous.
  22. Any practiced recipe that requires more than ~20 minutes actual work (not counting cook time, marination, etc) is decadent. There’s nothing necessarily wrong with that, but you must understand it was meant to be prepared by servants for their betters. Not you, for yourself.
  23. One must be discretionary when seeking “traditional” recipes, whose global degeneration began at minimum with “discovery” of the Americas, and most “cuisines” are descendant family recipe-books; many of which are low caste, most likely to surreptitiously drift from tradition.
  24. As I’ve noted elsewhere, you must never forget that gut biomes are not only largely determinant of food reaction, but also multi-localized, from race to tribe to family. If your local cuisine tradition’s been severed, you must make great food experimentation to reconstruct it
  25. You can buy unopened clams by the bag for very cheap, and open them yourself easily, there’s a trick to it, and once you learn it, it makes a great party trick, or party favor, rather.
  26. I will now teach you the most efficient coffee prep (TW: Left hand recipe). Microwave mug of water till boiling. Pour espresso grind in mug. Stir, drink. This is called “Czech coffee”. I believe they learned this imitating the turks.
  27. A most powerful brew can be made gathering spring’s fallen pine cone pollen into a tea. This is the secret to the American frontiersman’s many feats of endurance.
  28. A garlic clove a day, eaten raw and whole, keeps the doctor away. You will never get sick, ever. If you do get sick, eat a bag of oranges. I learned this one from William Burroughs.
  29. Brushing your teeth destroys the enamel. Swish with coconut oil 15m daily to clear stuck food bits and strengthen + whiten teeth (“oil pulling”) and scrub the tongue with a ‘tongue scraper’ to remove germs/smell. Dentists are crooks!
  30. Chew gum to strengthen jaw muscles and become beautiful (this is traditional version of “mewing”). Order boxes of turkish “Falim” online, it is sugarless tasteless rubber. one piece will last up to 72 hours!
  31. the 5 most essential versatile herbs you MUST keep stocked in your medicinal drawer: ginger, cayenne, cloves, chaparral, peppermint. I will give U one secret remedy: put cayenne pepper in open cut, it will seal overnight! This is not a troll, it doesn’t burn, trust me!
  32. Cayenne pepper is a god spice, but cooking it burns its remedial properties. It should be ground in at the end of all cooking, or better yet - keep it on the table along with your salt and pepper.
  33. Plantstuff vegetables, nuts etc. are naturally toxic, to prevent being damaged by animals. Should be avoided. Fruits, however, are designed to be nutritious, and are accordingly delectable, so their seeds are spread, and roots aren’t toxic as they’re hard to reach by animals.
  34. no poo
  35. for beautiful skin, as far as cosmetics are concerned, shower with grapeseed oil and scrub, hard, with exfoliating bath cloth. use vitamin C serum on the face and tan with coconut oil.
  36. The most important aspect thing weight lifting does for your looks is improves posture. The second most important thing is it strengthens the neck and jaw. Commercial gyms are a meme, just buy kettle bells and a pullup bar. Calisthenics & swimming also valid, but nothing else
  37. Dish soap is unnecessary, ruins the taste of foods and keeps your immunity weak. Just rinse and scrub. Cast-iron equipment will teach you to be comfortable with this truth, as well as the depths of flavor available to uncleaned utensils.
  38. You must make water fasts part of your diet, ~5 days every month is a good target, but you can begin with 3 days every few months. It cleanses not only your cells, but your addiction to palate; expands time and teaches you true satiation.
  39. In general, moderns suffer from salt, sun and fat deficiencies. You may notice these are all targeted as problems to be minimized; these deficiencies are engineered. Salt and butter your foods liberally, and sunbathe daily.
  40. It is inaccurate poverty demands a poor diet. The low demand for healthy food means it’s more expansive industrially produced, but traditionalist efficiency of traditionalism means it’s cheapest if DIY’d at home.
  41. If you struggle for both time and money to eat well, consider that eating itself is mostly optional: even on trash diets, you can fast 50% of your life, and would be better off those than “poor” who gorge themselves daily. Bad diet is a product of a bad mind, nothing else.
  42. Trust the whole, not the isolate. Nutrition science has barely scratched the surface of holistic interactions of foods with our bodies. It’s never as simple as just taking more of this vitamin or that compound
  43. Hype for cold showers is real. Your body benefits from the training. Don’t forget steaming is good, too, though. You should treat it to the full spectrum of experience. But cold showers, weight lifting and sunbathing are king.
  44. It’s not that difficult to live a life free of toxins after getting the hang of things. Install filters on your taps, set up sources for drinking spring water, schedule meat and produce deliveries from local farms, use natural cleaners in the home. That’s basically it.
  45. If your home life is clean, your body will be robust; you need not waste energy worrying about BPA in receipts, mercury in fish, radiation in Japanese beer, MSG in burgers (actually not bad for u). Regularly well-fed body is strong enough to deal with eating out effortlessly.
  46. Women don’t belong in the gym; female “exercise” is itself a myth. A woman only needs to live a good spiritual life and a diet which mirrors that to be shapely and beautiful.
  47. Sex will always be the ultimate workout. Swimming is a good second.
  48. Tea plant stores fluoride from the soil very easily; be wary. You should only consume Japanese green tea bought loose leaf, organic - Japan has much less natural fluoride content than China, Indian & Taiwan. White tea also better than green/black bc it is harvested earlier.
  49. Fluoridated middle class exoticism has everyone singing praise about green tea “antioxidants”, but coffee has many too. Have no guilt, I recommend 10+ cups a day. If u drink it black, u may feel jittery or anxious, a signal more glucose is required; pair with something sweet.
  50. Yes, organic is a “meme” that’s easily circumvented. All industrial classifications are, grass-fed can be grain-finished, free range can mean a pop hole. The sentiment is correct tho, so when someone says “buy butter grass-fed”, verify its truly grass-fed, not only by name.
  51. Always prefer local farms and local foods. Personally verify them, even if it just means googling reviews or looking at pics of their farm. You only have to find the right suppliers one time for the rest of your life’s weekly groceries, it’s really not a big burden.
  52. “Learning to cook” is a myth. Cooking is just fire, iron, fat and salt. There is nothing to be taught, only a skill to be trained thru experience - both in cooking & in eating. “Trying a new recipe” is indulgent hobby, housewives pasttime, something adjacent to cooking itself
  53. I shall teach you the only recipe you need to know: Cast-iron on grill - Wait till hot - Slap on butter - Slap on whatever u want to eat. steak, fish, eggs, potatoes, whatever - Take off when done Everything else is extraneous.
  54. I shall teach you the Second Recipe: Closed lid dutch-oven on grill - Heat on low perpetually - Add meat, bones & vegetable scraps - Fill with water + splash of salt and/or raw ACV - Pour out broth for soup when needed - Refill water & add more scraps when needed
  55. This is the perpetual broth. The broth is a black hole whose gravity draws out all nutrients. Everyone should maintain in their home, for all food scraps. Discard hollowed materials & continuously refill. Never turn off or clean. I have supped from a broth aged 680 years yet.
  56. Grilling is the right hand path of cooking, baking the left hand path. Be very wary of the pastry’s dark allure; not to mention the cake, which through black arts somehow disappears precious eggs.
  57. Most of you already know this, but good diet is the exact opposite what is taught by government institutions: Fat is good. Meat good. Salt good. Grains bad. Processed Sugar evil. Vegetables, carbs are okay at best. Calories don’t matter.
  58. Eating healthy isn’t complicated. If you just eat tons of meat, plus dairy (milk, but also fermented dairy e.g. yogurt, cheese, kefir) and eggs, and whatever fruits & berries you find around, you’ll feel like a king everyday.
  59. Intermittent fasting, daily 16 hour fasts (aka skip breakfast, no snacking), is worthwhile.
  60. The only good mainstream diet is keto (aka no carbs) but this isn’t worth pursuing long-term. Carbs aren’t the problem, but it works because it’s simple enough rule that forces normies to 1. eat lots of meat, 2. eliminate grains, 3. avoid sugary processed foods, 4. fast.
  61. Never trust Western medicine, or any doctor, surgeon, dentist. The autistic experiments of western medicine has been the leading cause of death and debilitation in modernity since at least the invention of the 18th century invention of the hospital.
  62. Health is a constant practice, not something that breaks occasionally and you take in to get fixed. Eat well, live well, think well and you will not experience the extreme illnesses of contemporaneity: diseases such as cancer are not of man but of modernity.
  63. When sick, food is always the first medicine, and herbs the second. Outsourcing health to Western “experts” is only useful in extreme cases, in very rare diseases or where elaborate surgeries and treatments are required; if you must utilize them, do so with extreme caution.
  64. Illness is always partly psychological. You must will yourself to betterment, and address lingering mental malaise that prevent recovery. The mind has always fallen first before the body.
  65. The only exercises a man actually needs are pushups, pullups & squats, and variations on them to increase resistance - one handed, weighted, etc. They should be done daily, in the home.
  66. Stomach vacuums are a favorite exercise, will tone abs quickly. Procedure simple: exhale all air, pump out chest & suck in stomach as if it wishes to touch spine. Continue holding while breathing. Can be done anywhere; should be done 10 sets of 10 reps for 10 seconds daily.
  67. Stomach capacity, how much you can eat more in a sitting, can be trained like any other part of the body. Simply eating more will work, but the best exercise is actually chugging large amounts of water very quickly. Do ramp up your training slowly, overhydration can kill.
  68. Wim Hof breathing method is effective tool before any intense activity, from bracing the freezing cold to hikes of heroic endurance, providing temporary immunity from the physical. Detailed steps attached
  69. Incense is good, but this is something you should be sure to buy organic; low quality incense is made with toxic chemicals, e.g. most Indian factories. I recommend Shoyeido and Nippon Kodo. Incense is an inexpensive high luxury, you can find boxes of 300 sticks for ~$10.
  70. Efficient “clean” living divorced from industrial consumerism calls for simple systems utilizing small selection of versatile bulk materials. e.g. you can mix all the various cleaners you’ll ever need for a house w only liquid castile soap, baking soda, water, lemons & vodka.
  71. All traditional cuisines follow the same principle; this knowledge is greatly lost by the confused approach to cooking as a hobby. Learning a cuisine means organizing a new set of ingredients, possibly purchasing equipment and learning new technique. Not “learning” “recipes”.
  72. If a clear ancestral cuisine has had its branch broken before reaching you, either by lack of proper maternal filiaty or miscegenation, a program of personal reconstruction is required; diet exploration and self-experimentation to your unique ethnic stomach.
  73. A personal cuisine as a set of recipes is an atheistic abomination. It should be a set of core ingredients, spices and tools you know intimately; a controlled domain that can be explored effortlessly, combined in various ways, and undergo informed experimentation.
  74. The best respect you can give domesticated livestock is to eat it well; those who hope to “rescue” it from its life purpose by refusing its meat do it great dishonor. The hunted is honored by simply being hunted well.
  75. Address your insecurities. All self-destructive pathologies and conscious-heavy delusions stem from the subconscious trying to protect the ego against the pain of your insecurities. Becoming one w yourself is same as becoming one w the world, and you’ll live without burden.
  76. I wake up every day in a glowing love for the world & all its inhabitants. My eyes twinkle like diamonds from perennial mirth, my step is light & I dance where I stand. I shine with beauty, never souring except in jest, loved by all except the bitter. Can you say the same?
  77. Get your raw honey local for immunity benefits
  78. Personally I’ve good result from vit D, coffee, l-theanine, l-arginine, zinc, L gastrus. for liver recovery, dandelion and milk thistle extract. for cold, vitamin C overdose. for sleep, melatonin spray, clove tea. for aphrodisiac, yohimbe, l-citrulline, pine pollen.
  79. One must keep experimenting for maximum supplement gainz. I’ve heard good things about glycine for mood. I’ve heard ice cream & coffee before sleep is important pair. I may turn some my pine pollen from powder to vodka tincture, i hear it goes from aphrodisia to multivitamin.
  80. Human body is unbreakable and also nutritionally individuated. It’s much faster and more reliable to self-experiment with trial & error supplementation then undergoing extensive nutritional study; all useful supplement discoveries are found this way, and “understood” later.
  81. The bodybuilding community is only space where masculine good health is still found in the modern West outside of certain trades; because of this, many confuse them for pursuing a natural basic health. Make no mistake: bodybuilding is a sport and an art; it sculpts the body.
  82. Bodybuilding is at its best a self-fetishizing cult pursuing a spiritually noble ideal, the objective eternal beauty of man; at its worst, in its lower forms, a fetish of the exercise, ennobling any extreme achievement of training with subjective aesthetic impunity but as a community embarking on collective self-experimentation, it is a great engine of heuristic anatomical and nutritional knowledge, extremely valuable even to disinterested men who seek simply to recover good health in modernity, which can be borrowed sans fetishism.

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Tips for Online Presence of Mind

1 - Online socialization on non-anonymous communities has become deeply feminized. Men succumb to embarrassingly petty drama, get burned at slightest slight and nurse the grudge for months, hide behind passive aggression and behind-the-back shadiness. This is not you, reject this!

2 - Why are we here? Only two true answers, ideally you follow both: (1) the lulz, and (2) self-improvement. Never forget this. The social games are for fun, they’re for banter and keks. They are not serious business! The only time for srs business is learning time. Never forget.

3 - Oh, wait, you’re here because you’re lonely? Throw out your computer, you have no business here! These who crave socialization are the cancer who have poisoned the network with their maladapted pathology, those who are so desperately invested in their e-reputation. I spit.

4 - I advise you do opposite of the social-obsessives: ignore social entirely. Pay NO attention to friendships & circles of people in your network. Ignore entirely their various cliques, their politics & dramas. How liberated you will feel: it is not ignorance, but transcendence.

5 - Don’t hold beefs, don’t hold biases. Pick fight with someone today? Treat him same as anyone else tomorrow. One should forget every interaction the moment it concludes, and treat every new interaction entirely afresh. How much rental space is cleared in your mind!

6 - Look at posts, not people. Let each post stand on its own merit. The author is negligible– there is no way to assure his sincerity, there is no reason to want to. Assume everything anyone says is a Devil’s Advocate: remember, you’re here for lulz & elucidation, nothing else!

7 - Lighten up, and care not if people refuse to. There is no reason to ever be upset online and no reason to care if someone is: their feelings are a problem, and this problem will only ever be solved if you train their emotional tolerance. Friends don’t enable friends’ weakness!

8 - Your word must be sovereign: never self-censor for fear of social consequence. Only excuse for self-censorship is (1) avoid a ban, or (2) trolling. If you do it because you worry you might hurt someone’s feelings, someone might think less of you, you’re only trolling yourself!

9 - Be neutral! Someone is annoying twat, but he posted dank? Like & RT all the same! Likewise, don’t peter out undeserved likes to friends just bc theyre friends; are they worthy friend if they can’t earn likes rightfully? Are you good friend if you enable their weak posting? NO!

10 - I can’t stress this enough: if you care about random people online, remember their names and faces and dramas, contextualize all their posts you see in that frame, act and respond in reflection of that knowledge, you lose.

11 - Do not consider even your own public image, your “brand”. Don’t think you’re beholden to any requirement of consistency, of sincerity. The only thing you must strive for is quality content, that is: good lulz or good knowledge exposition. Nothing else matters. Nothing!

12 - The only beef that’s truly won is the beef that ends in friendship

13 - Socialization always toxic online, but friendship is not. Friendship is direct, one on one: brotherly loyalty, noiseless communication, intellectual discussion, freewheeling banter. Masculine opposite of socialization’s group manipulations. Those are “friends”, not friends.

14 - There is no good reason to ever discuss doxxable IRL info online, including with your friends, except to spread disinfo. Never. The only value providing your date of birth, city, college, face, etc. has ever been is in doxxing. Vulnerability will not solve your loneliness.

15 - All social expression online is performed. For many it is subconscious, for the best it is conscious, but for all it is a performance, ESPECIALLY WOMEN. Don’t fall for it! They’re not depressed, anxious, having breakdown, in tears. They’re manipulating for attention. PERIOD.

16 - Purely social friendships people make online are all feedback loops of increasing manipulation. The ultimate end of this is the online relationship, nothing more than mutual blackmail into interdependency thru progressively shred vulnerability at best. Nothing for you here.

17 - On the lower end, social friendships online amount to mutual dopamine masturbation and, in DM’s, an attention-filler for their IRL loneliness, emotional vampirism, either one-way or oscillating between both equally pathetic parties. There is nothing for you here.

18 - If anyone’s actions online reflect a goal of anything other than (1) lulz, (2) self-improvement; they’re toxic.

Summing up:

  1. Ignore the social
  2. Treat all posts discreetly
  3. Treat yourself sovereign
  4. Value only lulz and self-improvement

Practice these Four Values & you will find yourself free of burden, ascended over the network, and mog relentlessly all who confront you.


Physiosexological factors responsible for the failure of modern relationships

0 - Well known that modern relationships experiencing dramatic failure to sustain themselves in the long-term. The reason is densely layered, but this thread will exclusively focus on the fundamental physical conditions, that is: the hormonal factors of love, and their disruption.

1 - Two key aspects to make sex solidify a relationship, and both are greatly hampered today: the female orgasm, and the exchange of sexual fluid. We’ll start with the former: many women report never experiencing orgasm with a partner, only through masturbation. This is a crisis.

2 - Oxytocin is the hormone to know. It’s produced when you cuddle, when you stare into each other’s eyes. It produces the feeling of love, of a fuzzy stomach, a longing heart. And it induces bonding; it’s generated in pregnancy, on breastfeeding—but most heavily on female orgasm.

3 - A novel, unspoken epidemic of modernity is that of female masturbation. Women subject themselves to psychic distortion by orgasming to, and thus inducing bonding with, virtualities: porn, their imaginations, themselves. It damagers natural attraction.

4 - Female masturbation is intensive, & usually targets specifically the clitoris. This dulls clitoral sensitivity, making it harder for the man to pleasure her, and produces a self-fetishization which targets the specifically efficient attraction point over a holistic experience.

5 - Overmasturbatory men might have noted similar: that women cannot pleasure them as efficiently as they pleasure themselves, and a dulling of their sensation from their aggressive masturbation. But masturbation is far insidious in women, remolding their sensitive psyches totally

6 - The blame is often on male masturbation, and the psychological effects of porn & the dulling of sexual pleasure. This is bad and worth cutting, but ultimately a distraction. More important is it teaches men to think of sex as masturbation, an act purely aimed at ejaculation.

7 - A relationship without female orgasm is a failed relationship. Man’s goal in sex is always her orgasm, the oxytocin it produces results in immediate & obvious love, bonding & servility: it instills wifeliness. This secret has been lost to modern coomer.

8 - As female masturbation is the great bane of modern women, circumcision is the great bane of modern man. They hate to hear it, but circumcision makes men suffer much greater difficulty in pleasuring a woman to orgasm.

9 - Circumcision removes 50% of the gland’s nerve endings, greatly damaging the man’s ability to feel both pleasure and sensitivity to the physical dimensions of female body. Further, it exposes the head of the penis: what should be soft is roughened through repeated abrasions

10 - Both dulling factors not only limit male pleasure, forcing him towards crude roughness, but also cause inability to intimately sense physical dimensions of the female body, insensitivity to contractions & tensing which communicate pleasure points. Both are left unpleasured.

11 - Ultimately, circumcised men resort to lubricant. This brings me to my next point: fluid transfer. The use of lubricant greatly dilutes the essential sexual fluid transfer that occurs in intercourse, in a feedback loop of increasing virility and fertility signals.

12 - Sexual fluid transfer is most important for the man. Woman’s vaginal secretions, largely prolactin, received by the man induces testosterone production, increases male fertility, and oxytocin in himself. Precum, in return, nourishes the womb and induces prolactin production.

13 - Without fluid transfer, man produces limited oxytocin, bonding weakly to his partner. When you use a condom, you block all fluid transfer. This is the third major element damaging modern sexuality after male circumcision and female masturbation.

14 - Truly, for a man, sex with a condom is not sex at all. Men who have never fornicated without “protection” may still be considered virgins.

15 - Birth control is final element of broken relationships. It tricks the body into thinking your pregnant, causing many endocrine disruptions but most important is female pheromonal attraction changes during pregnancy: going on/off the pill causes breakups & cheating, every time

16 - A final note, much work has been done to obscure the fact you may finish inside a woman without reproductive consequence during week of her period. A myth has even been perpetuated there is still chance of pregnancy. Impossible: if she’s bleeding, her uterus lining is shed.

17 - Finishing inside has a very deep effect, one not well understood but evidenced in spades. The hormonal energy of your sperm absorbs into her body and instills a well-being and youthfulness; your DNA microchimerizes to combine with her, her mind becomes sublimated into yours.

18 - They’ve done much to hide this from the youth. Not taught in sex ed, and obtusely named “Fertility Awareness Method”. A nonsensical term: all women know intimately their own cycle, and any man that doesn’t know his partner’s? Doesn’t know his partner.


No-Fap and The Powerful No-cum Dharma

1 - Nofap’s broscience has partially converged on many truths known to eternal tradition, great precedence in power gains of sexual meditation. However, it misses two key aspects the ancients knew: semen retention, and SEX!

2 - It is only abstinence of ejaculation, and abstinence of lust, which will lead you towards immortality. Your sexual energy must either be cultivated and internalized, or entirely redirected entirely away in a true celibacy. Simple restraint from acting on lust is not enough.

3 - Cum is one of Daoist’s 3 essential life-energies to be treasured, preserved and cultivated; they believed you only have so many ejaculations in your life before you die. Excessive cooming was considered to result in premature aging and fatigue. Sound familiar?

4 - The immediate physical gains of nofap derive from testosterone. The T gains of no fap (and subsequent lift gains) are well known to the experimental bodybuilder sphere. The schedule peaks at Day 7 at about 1.5-2X gains. Do note: this sets a new baseline and stacks indefinitely

5 - Testosterone’s importance to healthy masculine expression is well-known; it’s the basic precondition to power & influence. The second important element is the many zinc in cum, which effects energy levels and the beauty of your skin, hair. Both highly deficient in modern males

6 - There very likely is a concerted effort to diminish the virility of men through porn. The unprecedented mass availability of porn is destructive in normalizing unnaturally excessive ejaculation, but also in its insidious psychological damage. Porn should never be consumed.

7 - Fetishes are stark example of rewired desire-complexes produced by compulsive porn consumption, prohibiting natural sexual pleasure. Any fetish (including homosexuality) can be cured by extended abstinence. Nofappers call it porn reboot, daoists called it Virgin Boy Training.

8 - Must be noted, fetishes are also instilled in depth by trauma. Our desire-complexes are habitual, neural connections that solidify by use over time, like a meandering goat trail turned into roman roads. While any can be reversed, they are self-reinforcing and can dig very deep

9 - Female masturbation is far more insidious than male masturbation, BTW. Their orgasm produces massive dose of oxytocin, chemical of bonding & love. Great in sex and why you find pleasuring women always turns them doteful. Yet when they schlick to porn, what are they bonding to?

10 - Ejaculation weakens the male spirit. Yet sex is good for it. Sex with a woman is a great hormonal exchange (be advised: one much diminished by the condom), which produces great sexual energy gains. Ejaculation here is sustainable; ejaculation in solitaire is not.

11 - To have sex and not ejaculate, however, leads to great power. The sexual energy cultivated is not released, but internalized. This is the real secret of nofap: nocum. If you want real T gains, cum no more than once a day, and fuck no less than 3 times a day. Thank me later.

12 - For incels, this program can still be maintained by edging. You must cultivate immense sexual energy, gather it up such that it overflows. Not simply restraint, but lust embraced and gathered to the limit. And yet, we are only halfway there

(If you’re having sex 3 times a day, your cum schedule accelerates. A cycle that takes 7 days for an incel takes 12 hours for someone sexually active. Note: if you’re not fucking 3 times a day, you’re not really sexually active.)

13 - I will unveil the occulted: semen retention does not refer to simply not cumming. It is a technique of ejaculating without release, thus redirecting the cum backwards, internally. Where does it go? Up the spine and into the head. Your sexual energy becomes spiritual power.

14 - Semen retention technique:

  1. Tightly press left index and thumb to base of penis
  2. Pinch the tip closed with right hand
  3. Hold breath until climax completes
  4. Simultaneously clench the anus
  5. Roll eyes upward as if to view the brain
  6. Follow climax with extended exhalation

15 - Semen retention is safe and valid, and will result in the reabsorption of the hormonal and nutritional and spiritual energy of your sperm into the body. You will feel refreshed and energetic, a far cry from the depletion experienced by coomers.

16 - Be advised, snakes have spread a myth about nofap producing prostate cancer. Pay it no heed.

17 - Be advised, women feed off your cum. As it makes you more powerful, it makes them more powerful. You must preserve it and only deliver it unto them when deserved (1 out of every 3 sex)

18 - “The master’s sexual battle is to give a woman an orgasm while avoiding ejaculation, his enemy is woman… he should keep himself under control, his mind as detached as if it were floating in the azure sky, his body sunk into nothingness.” True Manual of the Perfected Equalization

19 - Coolidge Effect, that is, the tendency to get bored of a single partner and seek new ones, is sometimes discussed as a negative side effect accelerated by porn. This is true, but only a problem for women and monogamous societies.

20 - If you cannot cultivate full sexual energy through sex multiple times daily, ideally with multiple partners, a path of celibacy might be recommendable. Contrary to popular belief, celibacy is not simply restraint from sex, or from masturbation but restraint from sexuality.

21 - In celibacy you would redirect your sexual energy to a procedure of meditation, or prayer. If you continue to experience morning wood or nocturnal emissions, you are still lustful. You are not celibate. If you are tortured by the temptation of women, you are not celibate.

Be advised, cost of nocturnal emission is worth 100 cooms


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Defenses of the Car

1 - The car is the ultimate expression of speed and velocity, innate, primal taste for extreme experience that all malekind share. Never trust any “man” who hesitates behind the wheel, who advocates for its dismantlement or control, who sees no purpose to speed, reckless speed.

2 - The car is a perfect union of man and technics, of man and machine. in driving, the car becomes an appendage of the body, a new set of muscles, intuitively sensed, organically respondent. Beacon of futurism not only in velocity: truly to drive the car is to become a cyborg.

3 - Man has always extended himself with (bio)mechnical appendage, from throwing stick to the riding horse to catapult, boat; the automobile is peak & culmination of this rich, virile military-techno tradition. It speaks much to any who reject it as “dangerous”, “unsustainable”.

4 - The car a perfect consumer encapsulation of engineering, a self-embodiment of male technics - it will never be understood by the woman, as she’ll never computers, only usable by imitation of surface action/reactions, no understanding of machine’s sensitive inner workings.

5 - The car is no alien artifact of industrial modernity. It is the direct successor of the horse and horsecarriage, who’s had its place at the top of our urbanism since the time of Rome. As a horse, the car is a landed man’s livelihood and freedom.

6 - Reject “traditional urbanists”, and their insecurity around the car, knowing they are not traditionalist, but merely EURO urbanists, who burn with resentment to America’s mogging. The truth: only backwater towns & peasantry ever lived “walking”: they walked amongst horseshit.

7 - The car is modern man’s nomadic home; public transport seeks to reject owned space. For the landless peasant, their car is the only space you truly own. Bugman European doesn’t have ANY place to call their own: no house, no car. They don’t even have a nation to call their own.

8 - Understand relationship between car & road is not in the frame of “urbanism”, of a “people’s urbanism” (read: peasant urbanism), but of the BOAT and SEA, the HORSE and PLAIN. It’s the city that is the problem, not the car. Trust no trad claimants that fail to understand this!

9 - Public transportists betray the slave’s democratizing impulse; they want the CEO make same dreadful bus commute as their smellbad wagies. Issue with congestion in the city is not lack of equality, but too much of it. Force the poors into subway and how the roads become clear!

10 - Anti-automobilism betrays the urbanite’s r-selected malaise. They understand nothing of the country’s frontierism, the need for ownership and understanding of one’s own tools. They feel no anxiety giving up all agency unto the city. As long as it gets them to the wine bar…

11 - Consider the bicyclist, that irrefutably european bugman, who snidely complains about “bad drivers” making the road “dangerous”, while his entire existence on the road demands that all vehicles make effort to preserve him. He places his safety in their hands, not his own.

12 - The higher castes should never, ever settle for being packed like canned sardines with the commoners, in the subway, in the bus. Until they offer first class options for all their “public transport”, do not consider their push as anything but insidious communism.

13 - Pure-blooded Americans, being globally higher caste as a nation, should also take a serious consideration into never allowing themselves to be packed into anything like a slave’s bus. There is always a humane alternative. Do not denigrate yourself to their level.

14 - Modern urbanism is definitely a crisis; public transport as a COMPANION to personal transport, to fill for long-distance travel, commute within dense city neighborhoods & to support inner city’s slave caste, is the solution. Banning personal transport, however, is mega POZ

15 - One rejects the car by returning to the workable automobile, the all-mechanical fix ‘er up. Or to the horse. Or moving forward, to more experimental forms of mechanical transport. Only those who themselves would demean themselves to the status of a slave herded in chains…

16 - The same people who reject the car are those who shake in anger at “drunk driving” - they resent men with the testosterone to risk their lives in reckless jubilee, who test the limits of experience. The futurists understood racing as a proxy for warfare.

17 - “Im not scared, drunk driving is just dumb. And it risks other’s lives!” he says, preserving a life that lost everything worth preserving by its preservation: airpods, knees together, underground train. Overhead, teens drive out to mountain with 6pk, fuck overlooking a valley

18 - I struggle to imagine how any except a villager lives trapped to only where their feet, government or reliance on less cucked friends can take them. Even as nomadic expat, I’ve always obtained at least a moped. I must assume these people struggle likewise to imagine freedom..

19 - Most car cope comes from urbanites, who’ve never truly experienced a sense of open endedness - not even on foot. Their trains and trams take them to no national parks, none of the little towns, the farmlands, the deserts. Only one urban center to another and within them.

20 - They live their lives railroaded, and find it comfortable, safe, reliable, and so wish to push this onto you. Ah, the freedom from the worry of freedom. Slaves, they’re threatened by any who are not intimidated, who relish in freedoms they cannot. Resentful of mastery.

21 - Their best criticism of the car is pointing to it trapped in city traffic, its power castrated, brought down close to level of foot peasant. Not being allowed out of the city, they forget there is still an outside in which the car is freed, while they remain castrated.


Short Essays, Articles, & Blogposts About Play

Play

The anarchy of paidia
The benefits of playing video games
The complexity of ludus
Donkeyspace
The end of childhood play
The forms and fluidity of game play
How not to play
Liberating play - an interview with anna anthropy and miguel sicart
Manifesto for a ludic century
Play as a foundation for hunter-gatherer social existence
Playing together and ritualisation in online games
A single game as a lifelong hobby
There is no magic circle
Tourism as play
Whats the point if we cant have fun

Videogames

The aesthetics of the aesthetics of the aesthetics of video games
An analysis of the role/impact of the magic circle in video games
Assessing interactivity in video game design
Bullet hell - the globalized growth of danmaku
The fictional incompleteness of digital gameworlds
From masher to master - the educated video game enthusiasts fight
I have no words and I must design - toward a critical vocabulary for games
Oldest culture newest medium - what emerges from the clash
Philosophical games
Play on display - the exhibition of videogames
The role of gaming platforms in young males trajectories of technology
The tao of hadouken - what Bruce Lee can teach us about improving games
Twere well it were done quickly - what belongs in a glitchless game
Video games as myth reconstructions
Video games as objects and vehicles of nostalgia
Videogame art and the legitimation of videogames by the art world
Video games can develop graduate skills in higher education students
Video games exceptionalism vs media specificity

Theory

Actual play and the laws of media
Dionysiac machines - videogames and the triumph of the simulacra
Emissaries guide to worlding - a brief history of infinite games
Games and family resemblances
Gaming and entailment
The gamework
Intro to ludic ecologonomy
Life in the anti-environment
Manifest detection of death-lot in banking games
Modes of play - a frame analytic account of video game play
On toy aesthetics - Wittgensteins pinball machine (part 1)
Philosophy and the play of life
The play of the platonic dialogues (review)
Playable media and textual instruments
The psychological weight of history
The role of play in the philosophy of Plato
Rubble jumping - from Paul Virilios techno-dromology to video games
Rules
The semiotics of the game controller
Starcraft as statecraft
Structure sign and play in the discourse of the human sciences
Unwritten rules
The use of free time

Historical

Games pilgrims play
Gaming with Odin - myth context and reconstruction of hnefatafl
God games and national glory
Go in ancient China
Interactive media and imperial subjects - excavating the cinematic past
Internyet - why the Soviet Union did not build a nationwide computer network
Is it ritual Or is it children - distinguishing consequences of play
The minister who invented camping in America
On American lot-games as evidence of Asiatic intercourse before the land bridge
One giant leap for go
Origin and history of the word sport
Pixels in print (parts 1 and 2)
Progress in play - board games and the meaning of history
Surfing in ancient Hawaii
Timeline of Scottish golf history

Research Meta

A blunt critique of game criticism
A clash between game and narrative
Against game studies
Computer game studies year one
Ludologists love stories too - notes from a debate that never took place
Ludology meets narratology
Notes on Eric Zimmermans manifesto for a ludic century
An open field - informal and antiformal approaches to videogame art
Our immiscible future
Play studies - a brief history
The pyrrhic victory of game studies - assessing the past present and future
Reconsidering The Grasshopper - on the reception of Bernard Suits
Refining and redefining game studies
Three genres of game research - design toolbox
Why a game canon for game studies is wrong
Why games criticism never went mainstream

Spiritual

Before eternity - an adventure game inspired by sufi mysticism
Christian revelation and the cruel game of courtly love in Troilus
Christianity - a religion of joy
Grasshopper theology - games play and the ideal of existence
The hidden face of Christ - Chesterton and the concealment of divine mirth
The parable of the childrens game
Played meaning (concerning the spiritual in games)
The relaxations permitted to the Christian
Sri Aurobindos lila - the nature of divine play according to integral advaita
Video games - a medium after Gods own heart
Why are Christian video games so bad

Computer

The dark forest theory of the internet
Evaluating mixed-initiative creative interfaces
Experimental writing in its moment of digital technization
Glitch sorting - Minecraft curation and the post-digital
Gods in and of the machine - morality divination and meaning in
How Aristotle created the computer
Inside the digital sensorium
Magic The Gathering is Turing complete
Man-computer symbiosis
Minecraft as Web 2.0
The most famous image in the early history of computing
Neo-writing and AI treasure hunting Programming a computer for playing chess
The question concerning technology

Misc.

The aesthetics of rock climbing
An appalachian trail - a project in regional planning
Costuming the imagination - origins of anime and manga cosplay
David Kanaga interview with gamefeel forever
Divest from the video games industry
Game designer as host
Hypertext narrative and baseball
Learning through collaboration - video game wikis
The leisurely manifesto
Ma yong scholar and poet
No obstacles - navigating the world by leaps and bounds
Point and shoot - remediating photography in gamespace
The potential for modding communities in cultural heritage
Queer as in f*ck me - a design manifesto
The quest for the solar-powered gaming console
Researchers are using artificial intelligence to reconstruct ancient games
The scandalizing of religion fanaticism and modern sport
Towards a gerontoludic manifesto
Toward narrative instruments
A typo created a 212-story monolith
Stone skipping is a lost art - kurt steiner wants the world to find it
What has technology done to soccer
Your buddy the grandmaster - repurposing the game-playing ai surplus

Relata

Acid-free bits - recommendations for long-lasting electronic literature
Building an antilibrary - the power of unread books
Childrens lore in finnegans wake
The concrete poem as a sign (ping pong)
Folk interfaces
Genrecore - the smooth hell at the end of music
Humor in ancient chinese philosophy
Intertubes - a study of the us long-haul fiber-optic infrastructure
Language after the writing machine
Media as ritual
Plants talk to each other using an internet of fungus
Source of the force
Theodor lipps on the concept of einfuhlung (empathy)
What is autonomous art what is kunstfreiheit (artistic freedom)
Wordcaves not word-hoards - on robert macfarlanes landmarks
The work of art in the age of its technological reproducibility


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US Supreme Court Cases

Chy Lung v. Freeman (1875)

Chy Lung v. Freeman involved 22 Chinese women denied entry to San Francisco by state immigration officers who labeled them as likely prostitutes based on arbitrary judgments. The Supreme Court ruled in favor of Chy Lung, affirming that only the federal government has authority over immigration and foreign affairs.

In the landmark 1876 Supreme Court case Chy Lung v. Freeman, the Court ruled that the federal government, not the states, holds the power to regulate immigration and foreign relations, affirming the federal government’s authority in this area.

Buck v. Bell (1927)

The Court upheld a Virginia law allowing forced sterilization of people deemed “unfit” to reproduce, such as those with mental illness. The Court reasoned that protecting the public welfare justified sterilization and concluded that it did not violate the Constitution.

We have seen more than once that the public welfare may call upon the best citizens for their lives. It would be strange if it could not call upon those who already sap the strength of the State for these lesser sacrifices, often not felt to be such by those concerned, in order to prevent our being swamped with incompetence. It is better for all the world, if instead of waiting to execute degenerate offspring for crime, or to let them starve for their imbecility, society can prevent those who are manifestly unfit from continuing their kind. The principle that sustains compulsory vaccination is broad enough to cover cutting the Fallopian tubes. […] Three generations of imbeciles are enough.

— Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes, Buck v. Bell, 274 U.S. 200 (1927)

Korematsu v. United States (1944)

Japanese concentration camps. The Court upheld the internment of Japanese Americans during World War II, arguing that national security concerns justified the racial discrimination. It concluded that the government’s actions were constitutional during wartime.

United States v. Thind (1923)

The Court denied citizenship to an Indian immigrant, saying that even if he was scientifically “Caucasian,” he was not “white” under common understanding. It concluded that racial classification was based on public perception, not science.

The eligibility of this applicant for citizenship is based on the sole fact that he is of high caste Hindu stock, born in village Taragarh Talawa, Amritsar district, Punjab, one of the extreme north western districts of India, and classified by certain scientific authorities as of the Caucasian or Aryan race … In the Punjab and Rajputana, while the invaders seem to have met with more success in the effort to preserve their racial purity, intermarriages did occur producing an intermingling of the two and destroying to a greater or less degree the purity of the “Aryan” blood. The rules of caste, while calculated to prevent this intermixture, seem not to have been entirely successful … the given group cannot be properly assigned to any of the enumerated grand racial divisions. The type may have been so changed by intermixture of blood as to justify an intermediate classification. Something very like this has actually taken place in India. Thus, in Hindustan and Berar there was such an intermixture of the “Aryan” invader with the dark-skinned Dravidian.

Pace v. Alabama (1883)

The Court upheld laws banning interracial relationships, arguing that punishing both partners equally meant the law did not discriminate. It concluded that such laws did not violate equal protection.

Because Alabama law (Ala. Code 4189) prohibited “miscegenation”—marriage, cohabitation, and sexual relations between people of different races—it was illegal for Tony Pace and Mary Cox to marry. As a result, they were not married and did not live together. They spent time together near their homes in Clarke County, north of Mobile. Under Alabama law, they could not legally marry. Interracial sex within marriage was classified as a felony, while extramarital sex—such as adultery or fornication—was only a misdemeanor.

If any white person and any negro, or the descendant of any negro to the third generation, inclusive, though one ancestor of each generation was a white person, intermarry or live in adultery or fornication with each other, each of them must, on conviction, be imprisoned in the penitentiary or sentenced to hard labor for the county for not less than two nor more than seven years.

Decision later rejected by McLaughlin v. Florida (1964) and Loving v. Virginia (1967).

Bates v. State Bar of Arizona (1977)

Two lawyers were disciplined for placing a newspaper ad offering routine legal services at fixed prices, which violated Arizona’s ban on lawyer advertising. The Supreme Court ruled that this ban violated the First Amendment’s protection of commercial speech. The Court reasoned that truthful advertising about legal services helps consumers make informed choices and is especially important for people who cannot afford expensive legal help. It concluded that states cannot completely ban lawyer advertising, though misleading or false ads can still be regulated.

Plessy v. Ferguson (1896)

Homer Plessy, who was seven-eighths white and one-eighth Black, was arrested for sitting in a “whites-only” train car in Louisiana, violating the state’s segregation law. He argued that the law violated the Equal Protection Clause of the 14th Amendment. The Supreme Court rejected his claim, ruling that racial segregation was constitutional as long as the separate facilities were “equal.” This established the “separate but equal” doctrine, which legitimized racial segregation for over half a century. The decision was eventually overruled by Brown v. Board of Education (1954), which held that segregated schools were inherently unequal and unconstitutional.


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Halo CE

Most of the things this game does well are so subtle and so unique that much of it is still lost on people. Can’t be captured in conventional gamer language. I first played this game as a young child and every time I’ve returned to it my opinion of it has only gotten higher.

Pikmin

The games Nintendo made for the Gamecube themselves were all seriously ambitious conceptual leaps, overlooked for their cute simplicity which disguised their elegance. They work so well we take the utterly original premises and systems for granted. The premise of a game like Pikmin works so well that it feels inevitable.

Pikmin 2

Everything Pikmin did right done again. But weirder, bigger, more reflective. By turns mundane and mythical. We’re on the job and the job is dueling the Minotaur. Keep up Louie, you lazy shit.

Deadrising

Stunning game. Heavy, tactile, responsive, formal and new. Video game tradition and contemporary popular culture played so straight but made into something so strikingly original. Like Halo it’s a game that should become more impressive the more you think about it. Even all these years later few have taken it seriously enough to see what’s really going on.

X-COM

Possibly the greatest “tactical” experience in the history of game systems. The game’s premise feels so realised. Everything that could be relevant is there and just works. A world of objects and entities with characteristics and functions and goals and you have a perfectly satisfying and complete-feeling spread of potential inputs. It’s a game that makes it feel like you can do anything, while also feeling like a complete formal system rather than a chaotic sprawl that stops rather than completes. Conversion mods are being made today of this game that came out on floppy discs. Glorious testament to its fundamental systems.

Killer7

This game feels like something that could have been made in a world where no other video game that exists. That it was made in ours is perhaps even stranger. And somehow Shinji Mikami was involved. I’m sure his steady hand was vital to get this finished, the presence of such a formal-minded veteran had no sway over this game’s utterly alien character and approach to realising its premise. Suda51 is not a video game developer. He’s an outside artist with a multimedia team. They gave us Killer7.

Evergrace

Evergrace is a very weak video game. Far from being a fundamental issue, I simply shift my perception. The video game is not a fundamental element of Evergrace. It’s a multimedia work centered around a few pieces of key visual art and Kota Hoshino’s beautiful “indigenous” soundtrack.

Forever Kingdom

This game’s title screen may have moved me to tears. The title-theme being a more complex and layered iteration of motifs from the first game feels so perfect. This is what sequels to video games aspired to be around this time. Some big recognisable conceptual leap. Evergrace 2 is still a terrible game. But it’s an absolutely stunning aesthetic leap ahead of what is already one of the most beautiful video games ever made. That From produced both of these games in a row feels miraculous.

Super Mario 64

One of the most brilliant game systems of all time. Three dimensional movement that feels tactile and perfect. A complete form on the first try. They could have made a hundred games on this foundation. But they kept going because they’re Nintendo. Another game so perfect its nature feels inevitable.

Death Stranding

Possibly the only justified use of photorealism in rendering human faces in video games. And a remarkable collection of lateral leaps in game construction in an era where games felt disappointingly solved and narrow. In an age where the term “walking sim” had become a term of popular disparagement, Hideo Kojima made THE walking sim. And it’s beautiful. A game about watching your feet and moving from A to B. And the photoreal faces, it’s a game about connecting to people. And I felt it. I cared about Norman Reedus and the Funky Fetus. Hideo Kojima pulled it off.

Metal Gear Solid

Amazing, leaping ambition to every part of this thing. The spirit of a Japanese PC game rather than an evolution of the Super Nintendo. Japanese pop sci-fi tropes, but heavy pop sci-fi (so heavy many westerners mindkill upon contact with the premise) realised through open, novel consideration of what the PS1 made possible. Still impressive to this day. Liquid did nothing wrong, and it’s still impressive to see what they decided was possible with the forms and tools at their disposal.

Metal Gear Solid 2

In an age of leaps this was one of THE leaps. Hideo Kojima wanted to give you an insane future-shock experience, again. And what a success. Still feels like a technical wonder because sheer machine-power alone doesn’t deliver this kind of wizardry. You have to think it to build it.

Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots

Future-shock in its time. Future-shock today. A game so conceptually advanced it was showing us a world of what video games could be, as its own complete and playable game. And then the rest of the industry went another way rather than catching up. So this game is still as unique as it was in its prime. Like a vision of a AAA game from another dimension. And the Japanese sci-fi dream of the mid-2000s died not long after this, and wasn’t realised visually too many times. Still a stunningly unique premise and world.

This game might never get old. At least it hasn’t yet.

Metal Gear Solid: The Phantom Pain

Just about the last word in three dimensional third-person action games.

Metal Gear Solid up to 4 was comfortably formal. Built on an understanding that limitations create possibilities as they close them off. But with V the fancy gloves came off and the ultra-loose and accommodating standards of western action games were, not embraced, but wrestled down, broken, and rendered formal. Beautiful. With their first try these guys ended western style third person action games.

Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice

Another beautiful From game. Slick and refined as a game, you can play this thing if you just like beating your head against contrived virtual challenges for the hell of it. And for the more discerning among us this is another fascinating iteration on what became the central From themes and premises. Especially after Miyazaki’s entry onto the scene as a creative leader. More human and contained than Armored Core and Souls. From can write lucid and down to earth, when they care to.

Resonance of Fate

John Galliano tells sexy jacket man and his sexy teenage wards to take their sexy European handguns and submachine guns to go kill goblins in the poor people section of their immortal steampunk Second Life liminal post-apocalypse clocktower fortress city.

Awesome. And you can spend all of the money John Galliano gives you on gucci loafers instead of JRPG items you need to not die. This might be the best JRPG ever. Not that I’ve played a lot.

Star Wars: Jedi Knight - Jedi Academy

I think this is the peak of old fps formality. And the game isn’t even primarily an fps. But it’s about hard blocky three dimensional worlds which feel more like representative and symbolic constructions made using formal video game elements rather than simply the thing inside a video game.

The game is physical, violent, free, monumental in scale, eerily distant and empty at times. “Monumental” is the word, rather than liminal. Like being in an empty cathedral rather than a ballpit.

Rome: Total War

Total War was a game that felt BIG. Big multiplied by tactility to feel unreal. A world full of 3D figures who would move like they were physically marching together, hitting each other, falling over dead. The older games might have had tighter AI and presented a more rounded challenge, the newer games might be faster and contain more novel systems, but this is the one that felt like a crazy new kind of hard bloody war could take place on your computer. Some unquantifiable balance of physics, AI, graphics, it never came together this well again if you ask me. I can hardly play the new ones for an hour.

Vampire Panic

What a beautiful surprise this one. It’s a short and simple game, but doesn’t feel lacking on any level. Everything small or limited about it is justifiable as an element of form. It’s so elegant. Every part of it feels finished. This was how it was meant to be. And to think, never released in the west, in Japan is remembered as the game that had the PS2 Berserk game demo.

The game’s incorporation of AI actors as a central game element is still highly impressive and ambitious. NPCs are hard to do, so even all this time later so few have tried, even to this limited extent. Still a deeply novel and even bleeding edge game system. Such a fine achievement that even today it still feels elegant and even ambitious.

Shadow of Rome

Dead Rising’s older brother. Another deeply formal work trying to do something very new with mostly recognisable parts. Very pretty game. Very elegant and complete systems. Beautifully tactile and violent combat system. With a surprising amount going on beyond tearing people to pieces with swords. A game that aspired to be an experience of Rome, rather than a fighting game wearing a Coliseum skin.

Silent Hill

Beautiful game. Critical mass of artfags somehow concentrated on one Konami project out of nowhere. No one slave-driving unifying auteur here. Artfag collective action somehow taking on a final character that feels perfectly cohesive. Dare I say, Inevitable.

Silent Hill 3

What a beautiful sequel. Silent Hill 1 is such a fine and complete work to me. Opening up such a nicely closed premise is risky. After 2 I was ready to be disappointed. I don’t know if low expectations for a video game have ever been blown higher away. This game is beautiful, contains original aesthetic elements I consider as good as those of SH1, and conceptually is a perfectly coherent and natural expansion of the first game’s premise and themes into a new settled ending which again feels complete, incorporating all elements of each game into a new whole. Silent Hill 1+3 make one greater experience. They pulled it off.

Hotline Miami: Wrong Number

I’m so glad this got made. 1 was so easy to take for what it isn’t. ‘Wrong Number’ is so utterly what it is there are no mistakes possible. This game is not for the weak, looking for affirmations of gay pop-psych about PTSD and male fantasy. This is a weirdo artfag end of the world fantasy. No way home. None of this matters.

God Hand

Shinji Mikami was obviously dissatisfied with the state of 3D action games. I don’t know if he worked this out on paper, refined it to rules, or what. But this feels like a perfect 3D physical contact fighting game system. A game which like Mario 64 can be mastered to completion. To the point where it’s all on you. The game has no flaws which will rob you of agency or deny you an opportunity to express yourself through skilled manipulations. Again, they could have made 100 of these. And aesthetically, again, the intention is successfully realised. A revival of the fun formal elements of arcade with the possibilities of 3D. Incredible.

Jet Set Radio Future

What an aesthetically bold game. Actually about youth and the contemporary bleeding edge. Or at least as close as a video game can hope to get. The game is great. But less of a game than Jet Grind Radio. We aren’t doing Tony Hawk arcade challenges anymore. The game is a frame and platform for the aesthetic experience. Which is being a cool young person immersed in this crazy bleeding edge street culture. Is being in a rush more authentic than your own pace? Who can say. I appreciate the freedom, personally.

The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask

I love this whole series to death, but like Halo this is a game I grew with. Started too young to play this thing, let alone comprehend it. I’ve been going back for over 20 years and I am still finding more to be impressed about. Nintendo’s ability to create novel formal elements to frame such bizarre original premises is so incredible. They never seem to get the credit they deserve as writers or as ambitious artfags. Maybe it’s the ‘Nintendo’ brand obscuring the human elements. I do it myself, of course.

The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild

It was inevitable that Nintendo would make this game, yet people managed to be surprised. Superficially there’s some Ubisoft influence, but mostly the trends behind this are Japanese, and even mostly Nintendo, with Monolith next most important.

The fascination with naturalistic systems and logic has existed in these games from the start. The abstract puzzle-boxes of “dungeons” were always a concession to the difficulty of realising compelling natural problems in a video game. No longer. This game does not have four dungeons. The entire game is a dungeon. “Which way is the enemy base?”

“DOWN!”

Drakengard

The meeting between Caim and Angelus is perhaps my favourite cutscene in the history of video games. This whole game is so eerie and unconventional. But not at all bad, don’t let anybody tell you that. I actually quite enjoyed how it played too. The scale and rhythm of the violence was quite striking. And not in an unpleasant way. The music is ominous, but very memorable and beautiful. This game can make quite a lasting impression. Did on me.

NieR

This game pulled me out of a very low place and reminded me what video games could make me feel, a kind of beautiful, mysterious, draw I hadn’t felt in a long time. A friend of mine has noted that the japanese have a propensity for quiet apocalypse stories. NieR is an incredibly serene game, in which the world is dying. The highly saturated daytime visuals, the flat open expanses of grass, the protagonist’s effortless sprinting movements and easygoing nature. The severity and stakes of the primary narrative and the mundane downtime. This game aspired to show you a life under such alien and extreme circumstances. I was so engrossed. There are so many beautiful pieces to this we can point out, but perhaps so much more to it that we can’t.

Angola ‘86

Johan Nagel is an incredible man. He wasn’t satisfied with the experiences of war offered by existing games so he became his own desired market niche. Angola ‘86 I suspect is in many ways one of the most authentic War games ever made. What are the dynamics of a war playing out? Probably if you’re any kind of officer, a lot of ambiguity, tracking, organisation, moving parts, and getting things in the right place for something to occasionally get blown to hell by the right organised elements.

I find this far more engrossing than clicking on my tac-marines to flank into heavy cover.

Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War - Dark Crusade

My favourite conventional “RTS”. It feels most deliberately built around realising what they all were to me. It’s the living toybox game. The campaign finally shakes off stiffly arranged scenarios in favour of free-form play bolstered by speeches in which every player in the world of Warhammer just gets to go to 100 and hit you with all of their pomp and self-centredness. It’s beautiful.

I still love skirmishing in Dawn of War just to look at the game work. Games with more polygons have been made since. But they don’t feel like playing with living toys, do they?

Myth: The Fallen Lords

I salute Bungie’s ambition. They were always trying more than they got credit for, and getting credit for things they probably weren’t trying too hard at.

People call this a baseless “RTS” with Black Company elements. I call it an experiment in creating a uniquely physical and reactive scenario-based war-game system. It came out at an unfortunate stage of tech development. It’ll never feel great to play, or truly three dimensional, but in some ways it’s still at the bleeding edge despite that. The way things fly, bounce, and impact in this game, how many other games give such a rich sense of stuff being there? This game is Halo’s father, not Quake.

Armored Core 4

Absolutely beautiful game. I enjoy it fine as a game of course, but like Evergrace to me it endures as more of a vision, an aesthetic experience. The key visuals of this game are so powerful, and again Kota Hoshino has made a soundtrack so powerful I believe it can be interpreted as the primary element of the work, and this time there’s also a clear and lucid narrative to follow. From are nailing every element they attempt at this point, but they still produce such abnormally strong results on what are conventionally secondary elements that their work can still be interpreted in this lopsided way if you please. Is Armored Core 4 an incredible action game, another of Miyazaki’s mediations on violence, agency, and fate, visions of light breaking through overcast clouds to distorted chanting rock lyrics that feel like they’re trying to pull you into the realm of religious experience? It’s all of course. And when you’re a team of aces why declare one thing the point?

Armored Core: For Answer

If the base game didn’t make it obvious yet, these games are about Eternally Predaceous Loneliness. Maybe to make it more obvious they should have called the engine’s byproducts ‘Hitler Particles’.

We are more clearly in the realm of the religious now. But what is religion? Well, if you’re good enough at piloting an Armoured Core you’re basically God. Maybe you decide. The World is waiting For Answer.

Beyond Citadel

“FPS” is so goddamn boring now. Renegade artfag triumphs over all. Effortless victory. It could only go this way. Conventions and formal elements are acknowledged, often even respected, but one man with this much in his head he has to get out can’t help but make it all new again.

FarCry 2

Clint Hocking started and ended the new biggest form in gaming first try. Then he got discarded by the industry and they kept making pointless, heartless clones without him. What a genuine tragedy.

Every element of the “open world shooter” or “farcryvaniabornelike” was at its most deliberate and purposeful in Farcry2. An almost completely aesthetically justified game. Most of what people take as technical or design problems with it are actually disagreements with the deliberate artistic premise. We call that getting “filtered”.

Mount & Blade: Warband

Those poor Turks are never surpassing this. Warband is lightning in a bottle. Some kind of perfect video game form and system spawned by some miracle of passion and chance.

So vicious, so grounded, so personal, so engrossing. Shirtless guys throwing rocks at each other as they close over an open field. They tapped into something primal here. Like Open-Xcom the mods should be taken as this game’s glory rather than a sign of shortcoming. The form is so perfect it can bear worlds more than it contains.

Resident Evil – Code: Veronica

Moving slowly, yet efficiently; conserving resources, avoiding combat; exploring a remote nowhere, dreamlike back and forth through a vast daedalian gothic mansion, paranoiacally laced with secret passages and underground biolabs. Saveroom comfyness. The controls feel a bit too stiff by today’s standards; the characters are so simple, so cartoony, that the story might actually benefit from replacing the few bits of dialogue with plain text — but I wouldn’t like that cause the 1st wave of Resident Evils has one of the few examples of genuinely funny games. let me have a few laughs, man


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Riot! Riot! Riot!

—The collection of eastern youropean boys in oversized patched fishtail trenchcoats and kufiyyas going to a Manic Street Preachers, Sonic Youth or Joy Division cover show and having a nighttime stroll through the cold arteries of recently fractured former satellite republics afterwards?

—Exaclty.

★

At the flea market in Vienna I saw young people from Ukraine or Romania who, because of the cold, simply put layers on top of layers and thus created their own volumes

Raf Simons for Neue ZĂźrcher Zeitung

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Unfamiliarity is a threat.

but still a threat to wear those now familiar trench coats shortly after the Trench Coat Mafia incident.

Patches

What if I stop making nerdy student anglo angst underground punk reference clothing and start making mysterious heavy industrial agressive underground punk references clothing instead?

—Raf Simons, somewhere, sometime during his sabbatical year before Riot Riot Riot

Richey Edwards and Manic Street Preachers

“You’re not a real punk!” someone had the gall to yell at Richey Edwards.

“What the fuck? I am punk, I’m punk..for real.. see?” (twisted expression)

A truly distinguished specimen.

All other Street Preachers patches are newspaper clippings of Richey’s disappearance and presumed death.

Monte Cazazza

Amalia Ulman, but gory. He became known for killing cats, pointing guns/throwing cement at his fans

Joy Division

Ian Curtis was known for performing in the midst of epileptic seizures.

Mission of Bruma

Despite suffering from tinnitus, Roger Miller continued to play in the band until his hearing was almost completely gone.

David Bowie

Poster for the movie The Man Who Fell to Earth, in which David Bowie played a decadent artist who spirals into drug addiction. Bowie didn’t need to use much of his talent since he was irl having a bad time with cocaine.

Christiane F

Movie about a 13-year-old girl who is obsessed with David Bowie and ends up becoming addicted to heroin and falling into a self-destructive spiral. Much like Bowie himself, the actress was “playing herself” since she and many other actors in the movie were in fact addicted to heroin at the time it was filmed.

Almost all the patches orbit around the theme of teenage rebellion and self-sacrifice for the sake of art.